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Killer Lettuce🌹 !HonkUK.BIE joined in and replied with this 4 weeks ago, 15 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#1,368,987
I have just discovered Ultrakill and it is cool as fuck. I didn't think it was into spectacle shooters and stuff like that, but it is surprisingly accessible.
Also blasting demons with a shotgun to drink their blood is cool as fuck. I love killing and violence!
Killer Lettuce🌹 !HonkUK.BIE replied with this 4 weeks ago, 5 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#1,368,996
@previous (H)
Sort of. Spectacle fighter is a widely-used term, also known as stylish action game. Stuff like Devil May Cry or Bayonetta, where you're encouraged to do cool stuff and chain combos to get a higher score.
Anonymous I joined in and replied with this 4 weeks ago, 6 hours later, 2 days after the original post[^][v]#1,369,052
@1,368,987 (Killer Lettuce🌹 !HonkUK.BIE)
ultrakill is fucking awesome. easily one of the games ever made. the rematch with gabriel is one of the best sex scenes in video games.
Yes it is the best, I've never played a game that was quite this tightly made- it looks intimidating and difficult, but you start playing and after a little while it all just clicks. I went from having to restart on V2 like 14 times to P ranking that little shit in one try.
Also, I actually discovered it because of Gabriel memes on YouTube. Sometimes the best marketing really is having a funny voice actor.
> Builder.ai has gone bankrupt. > > It turns out that instead of using AI, they just secretly hired thousands of Indians to pretend to be AI. This is not a joke.
Call me crazy, but I would actually rather have an Indian do shit for me than the Electric Retard.
Fake anon !ZkUt8arUCU replied with this 3 weeks ago, 40 minutes later, 4 days after the original post[^][v]#1,369,715
@previous (Oatmeal Fucker !BYUc1TwJMU)
You should challenge meta to a posting duel where you use AI and meta writes his own posts. The forum could decide which posts were better.
chill dog !!81dzJNNYL quadruple-posted this 3 weeks ago, 27 minutes later, 1 week after the original post[^][v]#1,370,231
@previous (chill dog !!81dzJNNYL)
like actually I can feel my insides bubbling and if i do a shot it instantly stops and the constant need to shit my guts out immediately abates
uuuughhhhh
at least this and the insomnia seem to be my two last symptoms of withdrawal
the jitters and temperature dysregulation are mostly gone, and the intense discomfort of feeling all my nerves in my skin and flesh is gone
at a guess id say I'll probably be totally fine in a week
and two weeks to drop a seven(?) year opiate addiction is, well. pretty fucking fast as such things go.
chill dog !!81dzJNNYL replied with this 3 weeks ago, 1 minute later, 1 week after the original post[^][v]#1,370,235
@1,370,232 (Oatmeal Fucker !BYUc1TwJMU)
oh that was my second guess
did you know some people put flavouring in crack cocaine
vanilla is common but I've had watermelon, cream soda, etc. watermelon Kool aid was good
not a fan of stimulants outside of my Vyvanse prescription tho
I don't normally take coke but this was some raw stuff and I thought fuck it. I've never heard of crack flavourings before but it doesn't surprise me at all because crack smells like shit and I assume tastes similar.
chill dog !!81dzJNNYL replied with this 3 weeks ago, 1 hour later, 1 week after the original post[^][v]#1,370,263
I did my first real proper grocery shop in like over a year and omgggg
Probably $100 worth of stuff but it's enough for like three batches of pulled pork, two batches of this cream cheese/bacon/pickle/onion spread, a bunch of citrus iced tea, ribs, pad Thai, and some misc stuff
Just missing produce for balsamic glazed roast veg and oven dried tomatoes. Plus a bottle of amaretto for amaretto sours, and smokes.
I guess I'll stay up late cooking a bunch of shit for the week. Don't think I have time to go get some of my stuff from the biker crackhouse tonight unfortunately. Tomorrow after work.
@1,370,238 (Oatmeal Fucker !BYUc1TwJMU)
Eh it tastes okay tbh
Green !!bO/s3MBcD replied with this 3 weeks ago, 17 minutes later, 1 week after the original post[^][v]#1,370,264
@1,370,231 (chill dog !!81dzJNNYL)
Congrats. Also that sounds like RLS or extreme RLS which I've had before where hyper sensitive to everything and anything touching you is awful. Black seed oil may help.
Update: six lbs of pulled pork in the slow cooker
Also made a bunch of delicious spread but I way overestimated portions and it ended up being two packs of cream cheese, eight slices of bacon, half a red onion, a garlic clove, two bunches of chives, and an unspecified number of sweet gherkins and pickle juice. Oh well. If I can't finish it and it doesn't freeze well my roommates will help.was gonna make pad Thai but this is already an absurd amount of food, plus blueberries and some cookies.
I was supposed to go get some of my stuff from the old place today but its too late now. After work tomorrow I guess. Partner is already asleep so I'm having a final cigarette before joining. He likes to have the AC on blast and it's always fucking freezing when he's there, I hate that. I like it warm and toasty.
tomorrow I have a certification test at work for another project. Will see how it goes.
chill dog !!81dzJNNYL triple-posted this 3 weeks ago, 1 hour later, 1 week after the original post[^][v]#1,370,329
My fatass cat managed to get in and out of the tiny cat door! He gets to go outside again! I'm so happy.
Taking my lunch break at 9.30 am because I have a feeling this test is going to take a long time. I'm gonna enjoy those amaretto sours after work for sure.
chill dog !!81dzJNNYL replied with this 3 weeks ago, 9 minutes later, 1 week after the original post[^][v]#1,370,334
@previous (Erik !saAqdaazn2)
We're seven hours away from each other. We have not met. I do have some family in her city. I kinda fell out of touch with my extended family because I was ashamed of myself but I plan on reaching out and re establishing my relationships soon. Maybe I'll go visit sometime soon. Not sure if I still have her phone number.
I suspect heart failure because of his underlying health issues and the added stress of his mom dying a few weeks prior. Suicide is also plausible if he was upset enough.
chill dog !!81dzJNNYL double-posted this 3 weeks ago, 6 hours later, 1 week after the original post[^][v]#1,370,458
Alcohols time
Epic four shot cocktails..in honour of Bert..
Amaretto sours
Amaretto/Tia Maria (vanilla coffee liqueur)/oat milk/sugar
I've had one of each and I'm kinda tipsy. Best drinks I've had in ages. Just have to remember not to drink too many.
Going to get more oat milk and some maraschino cherries. Couple lemons. See if the harmacy has my prescriptions. If there's time I'll get another ice cube tray and a metal water bottle for iced tea (plastic one shrunk to half its size when I poured in boiling water lol). Maybe make some cookies. Demand my partner for cuddles and maybe sex. I haven't had a libido for like half a year it's nice to have a sex drive again.
I was supposed to pass by the crackhouse to pick up some stuff but theres a metro strike for the next three days. Oh well.
tteh !MemesToDNA (OP) replied with this 3 weeks ago, 2 hours later, 1 week after the original post[^][v]#1,370,470
@1,370,315 (chill dog !!81dzJNNYL)
For some reason I thought I'd mentioned Bert's death when we met up, since that was after his death (November 2023), but I guess that was before anyone had found the obituary yet and posted it here (May 2024, here).
tteh !MemesToDNA (OP) replied with this 2 weeks ago, 2 hours later, 1 week after the original post[^][v]#1,370,493
@previous (Erik !saAqdaazn2)
Yeah dragged her down here for the weekend when she was in the UK, either January 2024 or late December. Grate time. Drank enough we started being turned away by bouncers.
chill dog !!81dzJNNYL replied with this 2 weeks ago, 7 hours later, 1 week after the original post[^][v]#1,370,523
@1,370,459 (Oatmeal Fucker !BYUc1TwJMU)
Crack was never a problem substance for me. I don't like it very much. And the fent they do sell there is fucking shit. Most of the fent dealers I know deliver or live close to me anyway, if I wanted it I could get it here. @1,370,493 (tteh !MemesToDNA)
:') grate time ilu
chill dog !!81dzJNNYL double-posted this 2 weeks ago, 31 minutes later, 1 week after the original post[^][v]#1,370,528
I passed yesterdays certification! Of the people who posted their grades in the group chat I have the highest so far :o
I like this project a lot more, unfortunately it's only supposed to go for a couple weeks but the client keeps changing stuff on us so maybe it'll go longer!
chill dog !!81dzJNNYL triple-posted this 2 weeks ago, 8 minutes later, 1 week after the original post[^][v]#1,370,538
also lol my mom keeps trying to give me job advice. Bitch hasn't worked a day in her life. She did a warehouse training which was supposed to lead to a job. She did not get a job. But apparently she can tell me that not wanting to do a master's right meow means that I'm doing jobs I don't care about.
chill dog !!81dzJNNYL replied with this 2 weeks ago, 1 hour later, 1 week after the original post[^][v]#1,370,593
@1,370,333 (Erik !saAqdaazn2)
lol she just answered my text! She thought I was quack and got scared before I realised I should probably tell her who I was
chill dog !!81dzJNNYL double-posted this 2 weeks ago, 21 hours later, 1 week after the original post[^][v]#1,370,721
Hit the food bank. Got eggies tofu brussel sprouts green onions raspberries blackberries walnuts oat milk butter cheddar cinnamon raisin bagels n poppyseed bagels a pineapple and two apples :) I can go once a month and I can get eight free meals per month (they're $2 after that). They have a cool system where they give you a "budget" ($43 in my case, at least $10 of which has to be on fruit/vegetables), each item is "priced" (some of them have a maximum quantity per person), and you can "spend" that budget however you'd like. I like it. My partner sucks at it though, when he went he came back with a shitload of oranges, some bread, eggs, and butter, and declared that the place sucked. I gave the nice lady doing the registration a hot tip on how to use her computer more efficiently (when selecting from a dropdown list, type the first letter of the item you're searching for and it will go to the first item in the list beginning with that letter) and she was so excited it was super cute.
And i have plans this weekend! Going to a show on Friday, maybe on Saturday if I have money left!with one of my old best friends who I haven't seen in ages! I haven't gone out or seen my friends in sooooo long I'm so excited
chill dog !!81dzJNNYL replied with this 2 weeks ago, 14 hours later, 1 week after the original post[^][v]#1,370,980
I met quota at work today for the first time. Today was not the day I thought that would happen cause I was falling asleep all morning and gave up to take a nap after two hours.
Meta replied with this 2 weeks ago, 10 hours later, 2 weeks after the original post[^][v]#1,371,424
@1,370,523 (chill dog !!81dzJNNYL) > Crack was never a problem substance for me.
What's it feel like to be high on crack? Do crackheads mind becoming... well, crackheads? Are they aware of their degeneration? Do they want to get off crack and stop stealing shit at Walgreens?
> What's it feel like to be high on crack?
Depends on your mental state and environment imo. I feel like it amplifies what you're feeling, more or less. If you're anxious you will become paranoid. If you are extroverted you will become super social. Amplifies your emotions, imo, as most stimulants do. I have a theory of any it gets a bad rap (in this regard - there are a plethora of issues to discuss but they are currently beside the point). People often consume substances because they are unhappy or unfulfilled in some way. So there's already this negative tone floating around in your brain. And stimulants amplify emotional responses. So a normally innocuous thought, sound, or sight, which would usually be dismissed or set aside becomes an object of obsession. Paired with the existing negative mental state, this can spiral into paranoia or psychosis. I've had people tell me that they hallucinate voices when they smoke rock (lol suggestion was suck dick)). Mostly theyre hearing it things like static, white noise, running fans (as a kid I would often think i heard a very quiet radio station but it was the central heating,). Some are much further down the hole. I know some who go into full blown psychosis when they use. My old neighbour was basically an adoptive mum when sober then would threaten to kill me after smoking > Do crackheads mind becoming... well, crackheads?
Some do. Addiction is a maladaptive coping mechanism. I had a roommate who described his thoughts as a swarm of bees and using stimulants would slow them down enough to catch one. Some people use it to numb emotion, for example PTSD trauma, triggering overwhelming emotion that they can't handle. Healthy coping mechanism? No. > Are they aware of their degeneration?
Some are. > Do they want to get off crack and stop stealing shit at Walgreens?
Some do.
Anonymous I replied with this 6 days ago, 51 minutes later, 3 weeks after the original post[^][v]#1,372,870
before i had started doing real shit all the cool people would say "all of my interesting work is behind an NDA" and i'd get bummed out because i'd want to see it. but now i'm the one behind the NDAs and i am bursting at the seams to show off the cool things i'm doing. but the uncool things i'm doing can be spoiled easy: the only thing worse than working with react is working with something that's not react
@1,369,167 (Killer Lettuce🌹 !HonkUK.BIE)
my wife likes ultrakill way more than i do, which ironically means being a sounding board for her more meticulously thought-out complaints about rocket riding or the grappling hook, while i think "wow.... that game is pretty good" pretty placidly. and yeah gianni's cool, a lot of my friends have break-out popular tumblr posts over a decade of insider trading dumb luck, so whenever gianni reads off one of our posts, we get to have a whole moment about it.
chill dog !!81dzJNNYL replied with this 1 day ago, 2 hours later, 4 weeks after the original post[^][v]#1,374,086
@previous (Oatmeal Fucker !BYUc1TwJMU)
Good? Cuddly? The way people normally are after doing an enjoyable sex? What answer did you expect?
I got the second round of my monthly junkie shot on Friday. Was in withdrawal and couldn't sleep for a couple days before or after but i feel pretty normal today. "Normal" is kind of a weird feeling when you're so used to either being high or dopesick.
chill dog !!81dzJNNYL double-posted this 1 day ago, 51 minutes later, 4 weeks after the original post[^][v]#1,374,090
I have plans to spend Friday night with an old friend who I havent seen in forever. He's gotten sober and learning how to socialise without alcohol or other substances. I certainly won't be drinking around him so we'll be awkward together. We hook up when our respective relationship statii allow, but I'm partnered up atm. So I'll spend the night (he'll make dinner and breakfast) but there won't be any adult activities, just cuddles. I love friend cuddles. And as much as I like my flatmates, I miss my friends. I'm looking forward to this.
chill dog !!81dzJNNYL triple-posted this 1 day ago, 1 hour later, 4 weeks after the original post[^][v]#1,374,104
god i love having a real kitchen
tonight i have made baked beans on toast, peppered steak (medium-rare - too thin to cook rare) in garlic butter, and pesto pasta. ive been too nauseous to really eat (or sleep) for the past several nights so i'm starving. My partner is working overnight and there is a deeeecent chance he'll come back with a bunch of food from whatever event he's working. I hope so. I don't think he gets back until after I start working in the morning though so i have to sleep all by myself tonight :( no fair :(