I'm supposed to go to Dave and Buster's for my housemate's bday get together.
I feel like shit. Migraine and it's making me nauseous in a way weed can't even help. It's also my typical bed time. I feel like a dick skipping out, but I also feel relieved I have an excuse not to go. Its a lot of fun there, but the idea of going has been causing me severe anxiety all week.
Lynx !MzaGkAocns joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later[^][v]#177,710
Do it anyway, you will never get over your anxiety if you never face it
get drunk fuck bitches
jump? (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 5 minutes later, 7 minutes after the original post[^][v]#177,714
@previous (Lynx !MzaGkAocns)
Alcohol doesn't help. I've tried the facing the anxiety thing. Im not interested in talking about it more. I can't really explain properly, but it's not faceable. It's torture. I don't exaggerate.
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jump? (OP) double-posted this 15 years ago, 7 minutes later, 15 minutes after the original post[^][v]#177,717
Gah, why am I like this? I'm gonna be one one of those people that's dead for weeks and no one knows until the stink gets too bad.
Anonymous C joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 11 minutes later, 26 minutes after the original post[^][v]#177,723
> Gah, why am I like this? I'm gonna be one one of those people that's dead for weeks and no one knows until the stink gets too bad.
I lol'd harder than i should have
Are you affected by dutch courage at all? You could have a go at getting pretty tipsy in the start of it
Anonymous C replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 59 minutes after the original post[^][v]#177,746
@previous (Lynx !MzaGkAocns) > Are you affected by dutch courage at all? You could have a go at getting pretty tipsy in the start of it
This. This Cowardly Lion needs to get some Courage from the Wizard of Booze.
TheSheep !kJ.A4PF7.k joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 20 seconds later, 59 minutes after the original post[^][v]#177,747
Stay at home, fuck bitches.
Something like that.
jump? (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 17 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#177,766
@177,742 (Lynx !MzaGkAocns) @177,746 (C)
Alcohol makes me want to die if I'm out in public. I haven't had a drink in forever. Its not fun for me anymore. I get sloppy if I get really drunk, and Im still anxious. I just don't feel as awkward standing around not talking to anyone because I can keep taking sips of my drink.
Lynx !MzaGkAocns replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#177,778
jump? (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 hour later, 2 hours after the original post[^][v]#177,844
@previous (Lynx !MzaGkAocns)
Xanax works. Ineed to get to my dr. im just paranoid he'll think im a pill chaser. I already get chlonazepam, but it doesnt help. it will make the anxiety attacks not so bad though.
finland !iZX9l9xKP6 joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 18 hours later, 21 hours after the original post[^][v]#178,314
@previous (jump?) > dr
Just find a dealer. It will be a lot easier.
jump? (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 21 hours after the original post[^][v]#178,319
@previous (finland !iZX9l9xKP6)
and a lot more expensive.
finland !iZX9l9xKP6 replied with this 15 years ago, 36 minutes later, 21 hours after the original post[^][v]#178,324
@previous (jump?)
Not nessisarily. I've seen xanax for pretty cheap, but theres the element o weather or not its pure.
Anonymous H joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 8 minutes later, 22 hours after the original post[^][v]#178,327
Try cocaine. It makes you less anxious by boosting your ego
finland !iZX9l9xKP6 replied with this 15 years ago, 56 seconds later, 22 hours after the original post[^][v]#178,328