Anonymous A started this discussion 6 years ago#96,259
Yeah,you heard that right. I made a mistake and I regret it deeply. So you understand this better I'll explain my story
Note: I have been diagnosed with depression and terribly anxiety ; PTSD
Key: (fake names of course)
Me: OP Ex friend 1: Leah Crush: Dallas
Okay so let me start my story. So Leah,Jason,Shane,Dallas and I were close friends. Due to this I/OP started developing a crush on Dallas. Shorty after I confessed to him and he revealed he had a crush on Leah. That led to an arguement and I tried to walk into oncoming traffic. He did stop me though. We both went home and Leah basically exploded on me for making Dallas feel bad knowing I'm depressed and sensitive to yelling. She did not give two shits about my well being and that's where everything went downhill. All my friends stopped talking to me and Dallas became even more cold and distant. I tried to reason with Dallas and tried to apologize but he was hesitant. And it quickly turned into arguements and threats. It might be important to also mention that Dallas and I had intercourse and is now telling me that he loves my bestfriend. He made a group chat where his friend from another school mocked and degraded me. I asked him if he wanted me dead,he said maybe. He reported my threats to the principal and rightfully so. I walked with him trying to convince him to stop and chat with me for a minute to settle things. He would hit me and shove me. I told people but they never believed me. My ex friend Leah then reported me to the Dean for "following them" when I was walking to the front gate to go home after I was hanging out with them. I honestly still thought I was their friend until that point. I obviously exploded and tried to land a punch. She was a whore and is always toying with boys emotions and also made me feel like shit. The Dean restrained me and I panicked, I didnt like being grabbed due to the fear of being sexually or physically abused. So I kicked him right in the dick. I tried to push them off and run away but they restrained me. There was an adrenaline rush and all I wanted was to go home and cry. They called my father and today have told me I have been expelled. How do I get myself out of this mess? Please help me as I really loved that school and have anxiety thinking about moving to a new one