hamfist !!snnYcROO9 joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 12 seconds later, 2 minutes after the original post[^][v]#165,036
It's so sad to see the world agree that they'd rather see their faces full of flies
!poISOnioxc (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 4 minutes after the original post[^][v]#165,039
@165,032 (Leo Vegas !gNoGoD5HzQ)
A large and healthy meal! like lunch or something. It's better than munching on fatty foods such as poptarts, chips, candy, and chocolate. @165,031 (B)
It's a suggestion. Take it as you will, punk.
Wade Wilson !IOdbnXsKDk replied with this 15 years ago, 56 seconds later, 5 minutes after the original post[^][v]#165,040
> Wow I totally said to do this in the 'derp, how do I not has munchies' threac
Leo Vegas !gNoGoD5HzQ replied with this 15 years ago, 9 seconds later, 5 minutes after the original post[^][v]#165,041
@165,039 (!poISOnioxc)
Oh a large healthy meal. Got it
Foxygen !FXYGNx1XR. joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 4 seconds later, 5 minutes after the original post[^][v]#165,042
Drugs are for squares.
I'm a square. I need drugs.
!poISOnioxc (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 0 seconds later, 5 minutes after the original post[^][v]#165,043
@165,033 (Wade Wilson !IOdbnXsKDk)
Oh. Thanks! :')
Wade Wilson !IOdbnXsKDk replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 6 minutes after the original post[^][v]#165,044
@previous (!poISOnioxc)
No problem. I spout meaningless bullshit but I have nuggets of wisdom. No one cares to sort through it to get to the gold. I have this problem IRL too and it cost me $100
!poISOnioxc (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 2 seconds later, 6 minutes after the original post[^][v]#165,045
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 27 minutes after the original post[^][v]#165,069
@165,062 (Foxygen !FXYGNx1XR.)
You could buy it online... take your chances with that I guess. Does your mom snoop around your room frequently?
Foxygen !FXYGNx1XR. replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 29 minutes after the original post[^][v]#165,070
@165,067 (Leo Vegas !gNoGoD5HzQ)
Nah. Right now she's my only tie-down to the world. Not a strong one, but it's there.
I've already kinda established that if I don't find a purpose to keep going before she dies, I'm probably gonna kill myself shortly after.
Foxygen !FXYGNx1XR. double-posted this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 31 minutes after the original post[^][v]#165,071
@165,069 (A)
She moves my shit for no reason, and rearranges things at will.
Also, I have no money myself to get it, and it'd be very fun to explain a package of any sort for me if she gets to the mail first, much less if she finds out what's in it.
Foxygen !FXYGNx1XR. triple-posted this 15 years ago, 6 minutes later, 37 minutes after the original post[^][v]#165,075
(Citing a deleted or non-existent reply.)
I doubt I'll start, though.
That implies that I'll talk to people.
That just simply doesn't happen.
jump joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 39 minutes after the original post[^][v]#165,078
jump double-posted this 15 years ago, 28 seconds later, 39 minutes after the original post[^][v]#165,079
(Citing a deleted or non-existent reply.)
Uh, drugs makes you the most powerful powerful.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 43 minutes after the original post[^][v]#165,085
@165,071 (Foxygen !FXYGNx1XR.)
Hmm, have you ever confronted her about it?
Foxygen !FXYGNx1XR. replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 46 minutes after the original post[^][v]#165,088
@previous (A)
About what?
Touching my shit? Yes. It just makes her do it more.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 38 seconds later, 46 minutes after the original post[^][v]#165,089
@previous (Foxygen !FXYGNx1XR.)
Wow. Your mom is a psychotic troll.
Anonymous I joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 48 minutes after the original post[^][v]#165,091
@165,075 (Foxygen !FXYGNx1XR.) > That implies that I'll talk to people.
I hate people that give up on themselves so easily, who have no self-esteem, no self-respect, who self-sabotage, self-destruct, etc. For fuck sake, stop with the self-loathing pity party bullshit, get out there and make friends and meet people. You're shy? Get over it. Constantly tell yourself how awesome you are until you have the confidence to make something of yourself. People tell you you've gotta big ego? Fuck them, it's called self-esteem and self-respect and they don't have it.
Foxygen !FXYGNx1XR. replied with this 15 years ago, 7 seconds later, 48 minutes after the original post[^][v]#165,092
Foxygen !FXYGNx1XR. double-posted this 15 years ago, 5 minutes later, 53 minutes after the original post[^][v]#165,100
@165,091 (I) > I hate people that give up on themselves so easily, who have no self-esteem, no self-respect, who self-sabotage, self-destruct, etc
yeah, me too. > For fuck sake, stop with the self-loathing pity party bullshit
nope > get out there and make friends and meet people
nope > You're shy? Get over it.
nope > Constantly tell yourself how awesome you are until you have the confidence to make something of yourself.
I can't lie that much. > People tell you you've gotta big ego? Fuck them, it's called self-esteem and self-respect and they don't have it.
nor do I. not planning on getting any, either.
People who have never had a complete lack of self-esteem simply telling others to get over it. That's damn funny.
Anonymous I replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 56 minutes after the original post[^][v]#165,104
@previous (Foxygen !FXYGNx1XR.)
Everyone has interpersonal problems at some point in their life. Everyone questions their self-worth. The difference is, some people get over it, and some people crawl into their basement and never leave. I'm trying to help you break the cycle.
(Edited 3 minutes later.)
Foxygen !FXYGNx1XR. replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 58 minutes after the original post[^][v]#165,105
@previous (I) > What makes you think I lack self-esteem?
Not a single thing. Nothing I said points to that in any way.
jump replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 59 minutes after the original post[^][v]#165,107
@165,091 (I)
A distorted self perception is no less real than a realistic self perception.
You can't change just switch it through will power. It's part of it, but some people don't have the capability to cope with their lives and make positive improvements
Most of this shit is hardwired into your brain by the time you are a teenager.
If you expirienced it, you wouldn't be saying that.
Anonymous I replied with this 15 years ago, 4 seconds later, 59 minutes after the original post[^][v]#165,108
Anonymous I double-posted this 15 years ago, 6 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#165,114
@165,107 (jump)
I have experienced it, and I learned to change it. Once you start to change it gets easier and easier, you just have to break the cycle and change your way of thinking. I can't respect someone who doesn't respect himself, and neither does anyone else. Egos are like clothes- it's better for them to be slightly too big than way too small.
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Foxygen !FXYGNx1XR. replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#165,115
jump replied with this 15 years ago, 8 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#165,178
@165,165 (I)
You were just looking to go off. Someone simply stated a fact. You like to pretend your alpha, when we all know you probably cry yourself to sleep at night. Itching becuse of all the crumbs in your bed sticking to your 400lb body.
Foxygen !FXYGNx1XR. replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#165,180
Anonymous I replied with this 15 years ago, 8 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^][v]#165,187
@165,178 (jump)
Nope, you're just projecting. I really was just trying to help. I was going off a bit, but only because I can't stand people who have no respect for themselves. But if pretending that the person calling you out on your bullshit is a 400-pound loser makes you feel better about yourself, go for it.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^][v]#165,197
expert analyzers
Foxygen !FXYGNx1XR. replied with this 15 years ago, 8 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^][v]#165,206
Riddle me this.
Why would I listen to an anonymous poster on a backwater bbs, who knows nothing about how I think, feel, and act, other than that contained in a few half-assed posts on said backwater bbs, when others in the past, who have allowed me to get closer to them, have never been able to even nearly budge me out of this "self-pity" you think this is?
Psst.I would not.
Anonymous I replied with this 15 years ago, 9 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^][v]#165,215
@previous (Foxygen !FXYGNx1XR.)
Well that just shows how stubborn you are. And you shouldn't put self-pity in quotes, because if you're going to cling to it that much, that's what it is. You basically just admitted that you don't even try. You refuse to let people even "budge" you, probably because you enjoy the pity.
I don't think you're ever going to kill yourself, especially if it's been going on for as long as you make it sound and you still haven't. I think you just like to act like you're going to because you like the attention you get from people who try to cheer you up or talk you out of it. You're like an emo 14-year-old girl. You're just upset with me because I'm not giving you the pity party that you want. I'm giving you attention, but it's not the type you're seeking, and now you're defensive because I'm challenging your thinking and bursting your bubble.
Foxygen !FXYGNx1XR. replied with this 15 years ago, 16 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^][v]#165,222
@previous (I) > And you shouldn't put self-pity in quotes, because if you're going to cling to it that much, that's what it is. > Pity - v. to feel pity or compassion for; be sorry for; commiserate with.
Self-pity being that directed at oneself.
That's not right, sorry.
> You refuse to let people even "budge" you, probably because you enjoy the pity.
Uh, no. That's not right, sorry.
No one's been able to come up with anything of worth in me. Of any reason why I should not.
I'm a skillless, lazy, unchanging individual among seven billion. Refute it.
> I don't think you're ever going to kill yourself, especially if it's been going on for as long as you make it sound and you still haven't.
You're right. I haven't done it yet. I'm adhering to the plans I've set for it years ago.
> I think you just like to act like you're going to because you like the attention you get from people who try to cheer you up or talk you out of it. You're like an emo 14-year-old girl. You're just upset with me because I'm not giving you the pity party that you want. I'm giving you attention, but it's not the type you're seeking, and now you're defensive because I'm challenging your thinking and bursting your bubble.
I'm not upset. I'm trying to correct someone who is simply wrong.
I guess since I'm not agreeing with what you say, that automatically makes me an upset, whining, 14-yo-girl to you.
Save your time and be quiet now. There's not a thing you can do about it.
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Anonymous I replied with this 15 years ago, 5 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^][v]#165,228
@previous (Foxygen !FXYGNx1XR.)
You're the one who chooses to be lazy and unchanging. You're just telling me that I can't change your mind for the reasons I just said- it's a defense mechanism to keep me from bursting your bubble and getting you to change. Rather than choose to change yourself and feel better, you don't even try. Instead you cling to your depression.
I said you're acting like a 14-year-old emo girl because you're acting like one. It has nothing to do with whether you agree with me or not. If you're gonna kill yourself, hurry up and do it so we don't have to put up with your whining and attention seeking behavior anymore. Otherwise, pick yourself and stop being a whiny bitch.
(Edited 3 minutes later.)
Foxygen !FXYGNx1XR. replied with this 15 years ago, 12 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^][v]#165,238
@previous (I)
/sigh > You're the one who chooses to be lazy and unchanging.
Alright. > You're just telling me that I can't change your mind for the reasons I just said- it's a defense mechanism to keep me from bursting your bubble and getting you to change.
That, or because I'm tired of hearing recycled motivationals from a stranger who doesn't know a thing about me. > Rather than choose to change yourself and feel better, you don't even try.
Alright. > I said you're acting like a 14-year-old emo girl because you're acting like one. It has nothing to do with whether you agree with me or not.
Alright. > If you're gonna kill yourself, hurry up and do it so we don't have to put up with your whining and attention seeking behavior anymore.
Not right now. Why aren't you listening? > Otherwise, pick yourself and stop being a whiny bitch.
Hah. Okay. Just because you said to, I think I magically will. Right now.
Wade Wilson !IOdbnXsKDk replied with this 15 years ago, 2 hours later, 5 hours after the original post[^][v]#165,261
@previous (Foxygen !FXYGNx1XR.)
I fucking love you. If I had a giant animal suit lying around, I would make your fucking day.
jump replied with this 15 years ago, 11 minutes later, 5 hours after the original post[^][v]#165,266
@165,187 (I)
Nope. You act as though you have the secret answer. You've said noohing not known. You fail to realize you don't know everything. In fact, you dnot know much if anything about me.
The remark about you being 400lbs was a guess. If I'm wrong, I'm wrong, but if I was right that would have been quite the shut down. The odds were in my favor.
Syntax joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 day later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#167,080
I know right. I was looking at it for a good 30 seconds more finishing my post here (Citing a deleted or non-existent reply.)