Topic: Why am so afraid of sexuality?

Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 started this discussion 6 years ago #93,086

I don’t I would ever be able to have any healthy relationships as long as I am still afraid of sexual intercourse or anything that has to do with sex. Anal sex scares me. Oral sex (giving or receiving) scares me. It’s Like there are times when I fantasize about being a wife or being somebody’s girlfriend yet it’s mostly just romantic interactions. My mind doesn’t sort of blocks out sex and/or tries to imagine an idealized form of what sex. Like there is this guy who I think has a crush on me and even makes jokes about wanting to fuck me in the ass. It just makes me uncomfortable even though I’ve grown to trust him since he ended up being a good friend to me. Why am I so inept when it comes to sexuality?!

Anonymous B joined in and replied with this 6 years ago, 2 minutes later[^] [v] #1,054,513

Do you have any sexual urges? Are you just asexual?

Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 6 years ago, 16 minutes later, 18 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,517

@previous (B)
Asexuality always seems to be something that follows me and every time it arises I am quick to dismiss it due to odd fantasies and/or a complete lack of confusion of how this asexual spectrum shit works. Then I found out that demisexuals are a thing that is closely tied to asexuality and while it does seem like something that could be me I sincerely doubt even that resolves this problem.

Ananthanarayanan M R joined in and replied with this 6 years ago, 4 minutes later, 22 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,518

ask your psychologist

Anonymous D joined in and replied with this 6 years ago, 37 seconds later, 23 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,519

@previous (Ananthanarayanan M R)
On this blessed day, we are ALL Catherine's psychologists!

Sheila LaBoof joined in and replied with this 6 years ago, 1 minute later, 25 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,522

it's got germs in it

jodi !ariasXXmaE joined in and replied with this 6 years ago, 1 minute later, 26 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,524

> even makes jokes about wanting to fuck me in the ass.
I bet he's a riot

A horse joined in and replied with this 6 years ago, 2 minutes later, 28 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,527

Are you afraid of the love of a horse?

Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 6 years ago, 37 seconds later, 29 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,528

@previous (A horse)
I’m not into bestiality.

A horse replied with this 6 years ago, 1 minute later, 31 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,530

@previous (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)

Horses need love, too.

Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 6 years ago, 2 minutes later, 33 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,535

@previous (A horse)
No means no.

@1,054,524 (jodi !ariasXXmaE)
Yeah, he’s been quite a friend to me. Introduced me to a world of storytelling that I missed out on.

jodi !ariasXXmaE replied with this 6 years ago, 23 seconds later, 34 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,536

@1,054,528 (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
but do you fear it? this might be a good workaround

jodi !ariasXXmaE double-posted this 6 years ago, 22 seconds later, 34 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,537

@1,054,535 (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
what is a world of storytelling

Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 6 years ago, 22 seconds later, 34 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,538

@1,054,536 (jodi !ariasXXmaE)
If it’s still sex then yes I fear it.

Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) double-posted this 6 years ago, 43 seconds later, 35 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,539

@1,054,537 (jodi !ariasXXmaE)
Different shows that I missed out on when they initially aired.

Anonymous B replied with this 6 years ago, 32 seconds later, 36 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,540

@previous (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
what shows

Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 6 years ago, 1 minute later, 37 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,541

@previous (B)
We’re already getting off topic.

Anonymous B replied with this 6 years ago, 2 minutes later, 40 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,542

@previous (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
this is important information that is relevant to your sexuality

Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 6 years ago, 44 seconds later, 41 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,543

One factor that I’ve considered is that I’m too traditional when it comes to such values. Like I’m not like the usual tranny that many on the internet think of when that word is uttered. I have often played doll house in my head of being a wife and a mother with a husband who loves and supports me as I raise the children. But even in such a setting there is still sex it seems and that is usually where the fantasied usually stop. Sometimes they cross that threshold but not usually.

Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) double-posted this 6 years ago, 1 minute later, 42 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,544

@1,054,542 (B)
I fell to see how such information is relevant when it comes to my sexuality.

jodi !ariasXXmaE replied with this 6 years ago, 46 seconds later, 43 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,545

@1,054,543 (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
it's ok not to have a sex drive bro

Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 6 years ago, 1 minute later, 44 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,546

@previous (jodi !ariasXXmaE)
That would mean I would never have a romantic partner... right?

jodi !ariasXXmaE replied with this 6 years ago, 4 seconds later, 44 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,547

if someone love u, they can jerk it or hit the road
don't worry so much about it

jodi !ariasXXmaE double-posted this 6 years ago, 38 seconds later, 44 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,548

@1,054,546 (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
no. romance and sex are related but not the same thing

Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 6 years ago, 7 minutes later, 52 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,553

@previous (jodi !ariasXXmaE)
I know there is an aromantic identity along with an asexual one but the confusing part is this aero ace shit.

A horse replied with this 6 years ago, 19 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,558

@previous (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)

Once you go horse, there is no recourse.

Anonymous H joined in and replied with this 6 years ago, 3 hours later, 4 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,581

Ugh.... He's back with his boring shitposting. Go back to that tranny site you've been hiding at

Syntax joined in and replied with this 6 years ago, 51 minutes later, 5 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,582

@OP

> Like there is this guy who I think has a crush on me and even makes jokes about wanting to fuck me in the ass. It just makes me uncomfortable even though I’ve grown to trust him since he ended up being a good friend to me.

Thanks, that means a lot to me. You're a good friend to me too.

Kook !!rcSrAtaAC joined in and replied with this 6 years ago, 2 hours later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,609

@1,054,548 (jodi !ariasXXmaE)
Its really close to impossible to find someone willing to be in a sex free relationship

(Edited 9 seconds later.)

Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 6 years ago, 22 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,616

@1,054,582 (Syntax)
Why on Earth do you think I mean you?

Anonymous K joined in and replied with this 6 years ago, 33 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,627

@1,054,609 (Kook !!rcSrAtaAC)

So you are saying if you dated Syntax, it would not be a sexless relationship?

Kook !!rcSrAtaAC replied with this 6 years ago, 4 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,628

@previous (K)
If I dated him it would not be sexless

Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 6 years ago, 15 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,631

@1,054,627 (K)
I wouldn’t date him at all.

@previous (Kook !!rcSrAtaAC)
?

jodi !ariasXXmaE replied with this 6 years ago, 36 minutes later, 10 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,635

@1,054,553 (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)

> I know there is an aromantic identity along with an asexual one but the confusing part is this aero ace shit.

stop with the fuckin tags homie

@1,054,609 (Kook !!rcSrAtaAC)
did you not see my poll on fucking? these people are take it or leave it

Father Merrin !u5oFWxmY7U joined in and replied with this 6 years ago, 8 minutes later, 10 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,644

@OP

> I don’t I would ever be able to have any healthy relationships as long as I am still afraid of sexual intercourse or anything that has to do with sex. Anal sex scares me. Oral sex (giving or receiving) scares me. It’s Like there are times when I fantasize about being a wife or being somebody’s girlfriend yet it’s mostly just romantic interactions. My mind doesn’t sort of blocks out sex and/or tries to imagine an idealized form of what sex. Like there is this guy who I think has a crush on me and even makes jokes about wanting to f*ck me in the ass. It just makes me uncomfortable even though I’ve grown to trust him since he ended up being a good friend to me. Why am I so inept when it comes to sexuality?!

Have you considered a life in the Church, my boy?

Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 6 years ago, 23 minutes later, 10 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,652

@previous (Father Merrin !u5oFWxmY7U)
You mean that life you renounced on Tinychan?

Father Merrin !u5oFWxmY7U replied with this 6 years ago, 1 minute later, 10 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,653

@previous (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)

> You mean that life you renounced on Tinychan?

Citation required, my boy.

Anonymous H replied with this 6 years ago, 6 minutes later, 10 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,654

@1,054,644 (Father Merrin !u5oFWxmY7U)

Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 6 years ago, 3 minutes later, 10 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,656

@1,054,635 (jodi !ariasXXmaE)
It’s kind of hard when that’s all that comes up via online searches on Google and DuckDuckGo.

jodi !ariasXXmaE replied with this 6 years ago, 10 minutes later, 11 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,659

@previous (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
most people don't search for an identity on duck duck go. you shouldn't either

Anonymous M joined in and replied with this 6 years ago, 43 minutes later, 11 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,680

Expect Catherine, get Catherine

Kook !!rcSrAtaAC replied with this 6 years ago, 3 hours later, 14 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,751

@1,054,635 (jodi !ariasXXmaE)
I don't think most people are take it or leave it

Kook !!rcSrAtaAC double-posted this 6 years ago, 26 seconds later, 14 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,752

@1,054,631 (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
Maybe you are just afraid of the unknown? Trying it might help

jodi !ariasXXmaE replied with this 6 years ago, 37 seconds later, 14 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,753

@1,054,751 (Kook !!rcSrAtaAC)
you're going to give Catherine a complex

Father Merrin !u5oFWxmY7U replied with this 6 years ago, 13 minutes later, 15 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,758

@previous (jodi !ariasXXmaE)

> you're going to give Catherine a complex

Yes, we must be careful not to give this psychological basketcase with histrionic personality disorder a complex.

Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 6 years ago, 11 minutes later, 15 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,762

@previous (Father Merrin !u5oFWxmY7U)
Thank God I’m not a pedophile like you.

Anonymous G replied with this 6 years ago, 4 minutes later, 15 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,764

@previous (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)

I'm holding out hope you'll be Minichan's first serial killer, tho.

Anonymous M replied with this 6 years ago, 55 seconds later, 15 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,765

@previous (G)

Catherine is too wimpy to be a serial killer, sorry.

Anonymous G replied with this 6 years ago, 4 minutes later, 15 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,766

@previous (M)

Catherine can be anything she sets her mind to. Thanks.

jodi !ariasXXmaE replied with this 6 years ago, 6 minutes later, 15 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,775

@1,054,758 (Father Merrin !u5oFWxmY7U)
lol

Kook !!rcSrAtaAC replied with this 6 years ago, 3 minutes later, 15 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,776

@1,054,753 (jodi !ariasXXmaE)
A complex from trying sex? Did sex give you a complex?

jodi !ariasXXmaE replied with this 6 years ago, 8 minutes later, 15 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,779

@previous (Kook !!rcSrAtaAC)
what?? when would Catherine ever try sex. no

Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 6 years ago, 4 minutes later, 15 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,781

@1,054,765 (M)
But that means I’d have to kill people...

Kook !!rcSrAtaAC replied with this 6 years ago, 9 seconds later, 15 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,782

@1,054,779 (jodi !ariasXXmaE)
When does anyone try sex? She isn't a fucking alien

jodi !ariasXXmaE replied with this 6 years ago, 2 minutes later, 15 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,783

@previous (Kook !!rcSrAtaAC)

> When does anyone try sex? She isn't a fucking alien

wh a t

Dead !Pool..v42s joined in and replied with this 6 years ago, 2 hours later, 18 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,863

@1,054,616 (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
Not really syntax

@1,054,758 (Father Merrin !u5oFWxmY7U)
Completely not a trolling post

@1,054,581 (H)
Clam down there bud

@OP

You don't have to have sex to be in a healthy relationship! Don't worry! Someone will come along who is going along life at the same pace, and is willing to communicate with out about different levels of intimacy physical or not.

Anonymous M replied with this 6 years ago, 6 hours later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #1,054,921

@1,054,781 (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)

That's what I'm saying, far too wimpy.

Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 6 years ago, 3 days later, 4 days after the original post[^] [v] #1,055,920

Why the fuck is it that whenever I look up "fear of sex" it always pulls up Asexuality?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nMuGvIj4GdE

I don't know if this is just Genophobia or actual Asexuality.

Anonymous K replied with this 6 years ago, 9 minutes later, 4 days after the original post[^] [v] #1,055,924

@previous (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
You said when you get an erection thathay something sticks to something and there is pain and also blood.

Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 6 years ago, 11 minutes later, 4 days after the original post[^] [v] #1,055,929

@previous (K)
I think you might be mixing different posts of what I said in the past. I never said there was blood during such incidents. Dafaq?

Anonymous H replied with this 6 years ago, 16 hours later, 5 days after the original post[^] [v] #1,056,081

@1,055,924 (K)

> and also blood.

It's his monthly anal period.

Anonymous O joined in and replied with this 4 years ago, 2 years later, 2 years after the original post[^] [v] #1,174,486

@1,054,628 (Kook !!rcSrAtaAC)

> If I dated him it would not be sexless

(‘-’*)