Topic: Is there a way to not check people out?
Anonymous A started this discussion 15 years ago #9,264
It's so automatic. When I am aware it might present a problem it takes all my focus to not to do it.
It's so rare I go out, and it makes me not want to.
I feel like when im trying not to that everyone can tell. I did really well Saturday morning. I can't be 100%, though. I dont think 60% is possible. If a chick enters my field of vision my eyes just go up and down. It's only after that I realize. I focus my vision to straight ahead. I try to look at something. Why is it so hard? Am I just a huge creeper?
If I'm caught even just once every so often a pattern will possibly emerge that isn't good. I already feel like people can tell.
Its the point where I only want to leave my house when its very late or early, so the chances of people being out and about is relatively low.
It's so rare I go out, and it makes me not want to.
I feel like when im trying not to that everyone can tell. I did really well Saturday morning. I can't be 100%, though. I dont think 60% is possible. If a chick enters my field of vision my eyes just go up and down. It's only after that I realize. I focus my vision to straight ahead. I try to look at something. Why is it so hard? Am I just a huge creeper?
If I'm caught even just once every so often a pattern will possibly emerge that isn't good. I already feel like people can tell.
Its the point where I only want to leave my house when its very late or early, so the chances of people being out and about is relatively low.
swamplights !!V3J448+/B joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 5 minutes later[^] [v] #164,014
This is a completely normal thing and most people will not notice or care.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 20 minutes later, 25 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #164,030
@previous (swamplights !!V3J448+/B)
If only that was true. My preferences are unhealthy and shameful.
If only that was true. My preferences are unhealthy and shameful.
swamplights !!V3J448+/B replied with this 15 years ago, 48 seconds later, 26 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #164,031
@previous (A)
Children? Why not try wearing dark glasses so that people can't see your eyes move?
Children? Why not try wearing dark glasses so that people can't see your eyes move?
(Edited 43 seconds later.)
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 6 minutes later, 32 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #164,033
@previous (swamplights !!V3J448+/B)
That's a good idea, but I have yet to find a pair of glasses that don't look goofy on me. I'd really prefer not doing it.
It's especially bad because it's only then I realize how much stronger my attraction is compared to what is healthy. I assume it's mostly just due to access (exotic women, like native Americans always look a little more beautiful -- if they arent meth addicts which is a rarity among the rare) but regardless it's not good. Id get castrated, but I know from being chemically castrated it doesn't work.
That's a good idea, but I have yet to find a pair of glasses that don't look goofy on me. I'd really prefer not doing it.
It's especially bad because it's only then I realize how much stronger my attraction is compared to what is healthy. I assume it's mostly just due to access (exotic women, like native Americans always look a little more beautiful -- if they arent meth addicts which is a rarity among the rare) but regardless it's not good. Id get castrated, but I know from being chemically castrated it doesn't work.
swamplights !!V3J448+/B replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 34 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #164,034
Anonymous C joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 5 minutes later, 39 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #164,037
@164,033 (A)
You know what would look great with the dark sunglasses? A nice thin mustache. And a trenchcoat would make you look less suspicious.
You know what would look great with the dark sunglasses? A nice thin mustache. And a trenchcoat would make you look less suspicious.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 43 seconds later, 40 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #164,038
Anonymous A (OP) double-posted this 15 years ago, 30 seconds later, 40 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #164,039
swamplights !!V3J448+/B replied with this 15 years ago, 10 seconds later, 40 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #164,040
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 43 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #164,042
@previous (swamplights !!V3J448+/B)
I think that's correct. Maybe science will produce something that fixes me one day. Probably not. It likely isn't something anyone is looking towards fixing.
I think that's correct. Maybe science will produce something that fixes me one day. Probably not. It likely isn't something anyone is looking towards fixing.
Nega !34Kas0OdzM joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 6 minutes later, 49 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #164,044
The Vibe you send is more important than the act of looking itself.Seriously.
Nega !34Kas0OdzM double-posted this 15 years ago, 36 seconds later, 50 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #164,046
Wrong pic.Ks !KansasxqvM joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 10 seconds later, 50 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #164,047
You're probably not looking any more than anyone else, maybe you're just more paranoid about it.