Topic: Eco Reveals a DEEPER, SENSITIVE side of HIMSELF!!**
Eco started this discussion 6 years ago #90,296
DRUGS ARE LIKE A VAMPIRE, THAT WILL SUCK OUT YOUR SOUL, SITTING BY THE FIRE, BURNING TO THE LAST COAL... ONE TIME, I HAD IT ALL, NOW, I'M IN A BLACK HOLE, YEARS OF ABUSE... GRADUALLY TAKE THEIR STEEP TOLL...WITH SURGICAL PRECISION, THE VAMPIRE MAKES A DEEP INCISION, NOW HIS FINAL DECISION, WILL INVITE SOME DERISION, AND OBSCURE HIS VISION, HIS LIFE WILL BREAK DOWN LIKE NUCLEAR FISSION...
MY BRAIN IS CONVOLUTED, I'M INSANE; LET'S NOT DISPUTE IT, USED TO GETTING POLLUTED, IF I COULD, I'D JUST SHOOT IT, PUT A BULLET THROUGH MY TEMPLE, INSTEAD OF WATCH MY WORLD CRUMBLE, SO I JUST LISTEN TO THE TREES, AS THEY SOFTLY RUMBLE, NOW, I'M HUMBLE... BUT ISN'T IT A BIT TOO LATE, I CAPITULATE, AND GRIT THROUGH HATE, BUT IT'S A BIT TOO GREAT.... TO ARTICULATE!
I KNOW MY TIME'S NEAR, AS I THROW AWAY FEAR, EVERYTHING I HOLD DEAR, DISSIPATES INTO TEARS... SO WITH MY LAST DROP OF BLOOD, TAKE THE MASK OFF AND FLOOD, I'M AN EMPTY VESSEL, JUST LEFT IN THE MUD....
WHAT'S LEFT OF MY SANITY, AND ANY SEMBLANCE OF VANITY, WASHES AWAY, AND I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY...... ON THIS OMINOUS DAY THE COLORS BLEED THROUGH, A DOMINANT GREY... SOMETHING'S CLAWING AT ME :LIKE A BEAST THAT KEEPS PAWING THE SEA, AND LONGING TO BE, IN LOVE, ETERNALLY
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From the CRADLE to the GRAVE... She's a FABLE; I'm a SLAVE... I'm TOO LOST to be SAVED... Just TOO DARK and DEPRAVED... Yeah, I'm Another DEAD SOUL, Descending in a RED HOLE.. Disappearing in the MIST, Aching to be KISSED and feel BLISS'd Now Here's Another PLOT TWIST...
We're Both HOPELESS-ROMANTICS, Who be Feeling FRANTIC, Spittin' out Words with NO SEMANTICS, Is just ONE of Our ANTICS That Puts Me in a PANIC, That could SINK the TITANIC... Has Us Feeling MANIC..
There's a VOID in my HEART That RIPS Me APART... Compels Me to DEPART... And TELLS Me Where to START, As I PLAY MY PART...
As the YEARS Slip BY, I WONDER WHY, I LONG TO DIE, LOOK IN MY EYE, AND SEE ME CRY, So I JUST GET HIGH... WHAT ELSE CAN I DO? TO HELP SEE ME THROUGH, ALL I WANTED WAS YOU, BUT THAT'S TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE, SO I PAINT MY WORLD IN CRIMSON AND BLUE, AND LOOK FOR A CUE, BUT I DON'T HAVE A CLUE, AND I LONG TO START ANEW...
I Suppose I Have LOVED and LOST, Been SHOVED and TOSSED, AND I NOW KNOW THE COST, AS SHE SWEETLY BREATHES FROST...
I'm DESTINED to DIE ALONE, SO I CRY on the PHONE, 'CAUSE You're ALL I EVER KNOWN I CUT MY ARM TO THE BONE, AND I DO HARM TO MY OWN, TURN TO STONE... As I Sit on a MEANINGLESS THRONE, Onto Which I've Been THROWN, I DISOWN, AND REALIZE THAT I CANNOT ATONE....
RELEASE ME TO THE TIDES, TEAR MY SKIN OPEN WIDE, AS I BEGIN SUICIDE, THERE'S ONLY ONE WHOM I CONFIDE IN, WITH THE STRENGTH OF POSEIDON, FEEL MY PAIN, SUBSIDING, IN THE PLACE, WHERE I'M HIDING
ALL I Really GOT Was A TASTE, NOW I'm HAUNTED BY HER FACE, WHICH I LONG TO ERASE... IN LOVE-SONGS, SHE'S ENCASED, As WE SLOW DOWN THE PACE, NEW LIFE GROWS FROM THE BASE...
Eco (OP) double-posted this 6 years ago, 1 minute later[^] [v] #1,028,656
Had a couple Beers on a Friday Night Then the Neighbor's Chirped-Off, Looking For A Fight Then the Pigs showed up, flashing siren Lights And Tried to jump me, But I connect with a Right!But then 3 more Pigs arrived on the scene And needless to say, I was smoking the Green They started getting mean, and causing a scene So I spat in their face, my judgement was keen
But they slammed me to the floor Started beating on me more And screamed 'Stop Resisting!' I knew what was in-store They whipped out a Taser From out they belt And Zapped my Fuckin' Chest Til my bones nearly melt They Beat me til I'm bruised And left a fat welt
Then they slammed my head against The Cruiser door And threw me in the car, While they talked shit more... I never got to make it To tha Liquor Store To reload on Jim Beam, Before the Pigs act a Whore...
While I was bleeding on the Ground I couldn't help but look around And hear the Pigs taking Statements While I begged for an Abatement To the Beating they rained down Upon my head The Officers Ain't happy Til they see a player dead!
Sometimes I watch Porn; Sometimes I watch Sci-Fi Sometimes I like to Hack Into the Neighbor's Wi-Fi Log Onto their Router And I Steal Their Connection So I can Browse For Free In the Triple-X Section Givin' The Eco An Erection With No Chance for Rejection I'm 2Pac's Resurrection!
I've DROPPED GUYS... Nearly TWICE My Size! Got All of Yo WIVES... Exposin' They THIGHS! The RY-GUY's the King of ALIBI'S! Whose BARS have been KNOWN to HYPNOTIZE!!
I'm just making shit up off the top of my HEAD! But if you FUCK with ME, I'll have you Left for DEAD! In a Pool full of RED! BITCH, you Heard what I SAID! Now Go BAKE me some BREAD!!!
I"ll LOCK you in my DUNGEON! Cover you wit' GRUNGE, AND... CRIMINAL RECORDS, I'm EXPUNGIN' Clean up the Blood Wit' A SPONGE, AND... Take a Hot Poker to Your FLESH... Ensure the Wounds Are FRESH... As we Crossin' the THRESH' And Smokin' a SESH, Wit' a PAKI Named 'GAMESH'!
Eco (OP) triple-posted this 6 years ago, 1 minute later, 3 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,028,657
Don't hate the player; hate the gameEco (OP) quadruple-posted this 6 years ago, 57 seconds later, 4 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,028,658
Don't hate; appreciateEco (OP) quintuple-posted this 6 years ago, 32 seconds later, 4 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,028,659
Stop drinking hateradeEco (OP) sextuple-posted this 6 years ago, 36 seconds later, 5 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,028,660
PeaceEco (OP) septuple-posted this 6 years ago, 57 seconds later, 6 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,028,661
.Eco joined in and replied with this 6 years ago, 6 minutes later, 12 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,028,663
Eco (OP) replied with this 6 years ago, 27 minutes later, 40 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,028,685
JUST BEFORE WE CONNECT, ALLOW ME TO INTERJECT,AND TRY TO RESURRECT THE HAIRS ON YOUR NECK...
THAT BE ANTICIPATING, SWEAT-BEADS LIGHTLY CASCADING,
DOWN THE CREVICES OF HER CHEST,
AND HER DELICATE BREASTS ,
TOWARDS THE HOLLOW CHASM OF YOUR NAVAL...
YOUR HAIR IS SOMETHING OF FABLES& TRY TO TAKE YOU ALL IN...
BUT I DON'T BY THINK I'M ABLE!
WE'VE BEEN LIVING IN SIN, THE SHIT YOU SEE ON CABLE,
AND ALL MEANS OF RESISTANCE ARE NOW NULL AND DISABLED....
SO I DEVOUR YOU LIKE A MEAL...
Til you SQUEAL, SO SURREAL....
I MAKE YOUR MID-SECTION FLUTTER,
SO SLIDE IN LIKE BUTTER,
APPROACHING YOUR PEAK ,
YOUR LEGS BEGIN TO GO WEAK..
When you FUMBLE TO SPEAK,
I'M A SLAVE TO YOUR MYSTIQUE...
I CRAVE THE PIERCING OF THE SKIN,
TO RELIEVE THE PAIN THAT'S WITHIN..
BUT FOR A FLEETING SECOND
I FEEL THE UNIVERSE BEGIN...
Kook !!rcSrAtaAC joined in and replied with this 6 years ago, 22 seconds later, 40 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,028,686
I liked the first part
Eco (OP) replied with this 6 years ago, 7 seconds later, 40 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,028,687
Eco (OP) double-posted this 6 years ago, 1 minute later, 41 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,028,689
Kook !!rcSrAtaAC replied with this 6 years ago, 32 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #1,028,706
Anonymous D joined in and replied with this 6 years ago, 7 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #1,028,707
FUCK OFF PEDOPHILE
Eco (OP) replied with this 6 years ago, 1 hour later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,028,760
THE LOVES THAT SCARRED MY SOUL have left a Gaping HOLE...And it feels like I'll never really reach my GOAL
Everything that was SACRED just Vanished like a GHOST...
NOW I'M LEFT WITH ONLY MEMORIES OF THE THINGS I LOVED THE MOST...
HAPPINESS SEEMS LIKE IT'S JUST NOT MY FATE...
I'M LEFT TO SUFFER IN SILENCE AND RUMINATE ...
I LASH INTO VIOLENCE OUT OF DESPERATION AND HATE ....
BUT MY PAIN IS TOO GREAT TO ARTICULATE...
I CAN'T WAIT ANY LONGER GET THE THINGS THAT I AM CHASING...
I WILL NEVER GET THE THINGS THAT I AM POORLY-REPLACING , SORRY I ERASE THINGS,
NOW IT'S TIME TO FACE THINGS...
UNDER THE INFLUENCE OF DRUGS I DID SOME THINGS I'LL FOREVER REGRET,
NOW MY BRAIN HAS BEEN SNUFFED OUT JUST LIKE A CIGARETTE...
I Retreat into Oblivion and try to FORGET...
That I used to have it all, but I was STILL UNHAPPY YET...
It doesn't seem like there is anything that can FULFILL ME...
THE LACK OF GENUINE PASSION MERCILESSLY KILLS ME!
I'M FILTHY....DIRTY...ON THE INSIDE...
SO I WANNA MAKE A GASH AND OPEN IT UP WIDE....
I JUST WANT A DEEP, AUTHENTIC BEAUTY IN WHOM I CAN CONFIDE ...
YET STILL EVERYWHERE I'VE SEARCHED AND I'VE TRAVELED FAR AND WIDE!
I HAVEN'T DARK PAST THAT I TRY TO HIDE ...
BUT MY PROBLEMS ARE VAST , SO I FLIRT WITH SUICIDE...
Eco (OP) double-posted this 6 years ago, 3 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,028,761
I WANT TO DISAPPEAR INTO ANOTHER DIMENSION...I WANNA FEEL FEAR, BE LEFT IN SUSPENSION;
I'M NO STRANGER TO PSYCHIATRIC APPREHENSION,
BECAUSE MY MIND BLEEDS DEMONS BEYOND ANY CONVENTION
THEY DEFY COMPREHENSION...
AS I DIE....THERE'S NO MENTION...
OF ANYTHING THAT INDICATES AN AFTERLIFE...
I CANNOT ENDURE ANOTHER SECOND OF THIS PAIN AND STRIFE....
HAND ME A TAINTED KNIFE!
Meowth joined in and replied with this 6 years ago, 14 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,028,764
I liked the part where I read none of it and skipped to the bottom to say this post is
Eco joined in and replied with this 6 years ago, 4 hours later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,028,794
I Long to RUN AWAY and Live in the MOUNTAINS,I would find my Own Food and Drink from Water from FOUNTAINS,
I'm Tired Of My Heart always Constantly-POUNDING,
While Insults Keep SOUNDING, It Feels Like I'm DROWNING...
I'd Probably Get More Love From Nature's CREATURES!
I WOULD Rap GOOD in The WOODS, Wit' Animals Making They FEATURES,
Desecrate the Land, And I Would Probably BEAT YA!
When Push Comes to Shove, I'd Certainly EAT YA!
Autist !StaYqkzUPc joined in and replied with this 6 years ago, 7 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,028,797
Go to rehab.
Anonymous H joined in and replied with this 6 years ago, 15 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,028,802
One moment you're singing cocaine's praises, the next you're saying it's bad! Your brand is all over the place, man!
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Eco joined in and replied with this 6 years ago, 1 minute later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,028,803
My Love is Always UNREQUITED,Complicated, Somewhat SPITED...
Try to Feebly FIGHT IT,
And Let the Flames IGNITE IT...
But Ladies NEVER Love Me BACK,
When I Find Someone UNIQUE...
She Looks Elegant In BLACK,
And Has A Magical MYSTIQUE!
So My Mind Is Out-Of-WHACK,
And My Heart Is Growing WEAK!
I Fall Right Off-The-TRACK,
Then I Refuse to SPEAK!
Eco double-posted this 6 years ago, 3 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,028,804
@1,028,802 (H)> One moment you're signing cocaine's praises, the next you're saying it's bad! Your brand is all over the place, man!
i HAVE A LOVE/HATE RELATIONSHIP WITH DRUGS...THEY MAKE ME FEEL GOOD, BUT THEY ARE DESTROYING ME
Anonymous D replied with this 6 years ago, 1 minute later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,028,805
Anonymous J joined in and replied with this 6 years ago, 42 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,028,818
Eco replied with this 6 years ago, 8 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,028,821
The REAPER Tried to Take Me When I Took an OVERDOSE!I Ain't Seen HELL Yet, But Man, I've Come CLOSE!
I have Literally DIED and Been REVIVED 6 TIMES!
The Lord Is TRYING To Punish Me for my INSIDIOUS CRIMES!
In the Emergency Room, I've been Known to FLAT-LINE...
I've Seen Glimpses of What Deaths Like, and Traces of the DIVINE...
I've Taken Too Many PILLS,
To Try To NUMB and KILL,
SUCCUMB To THRILLS,
UNTIL I Get the CHILLS!
Eco double-posted this 6 years ago, 6 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,028,824
Venture Into My DARK WORLD; I'll Suck You Into My ABYSS...And I Promise You'll Feel BLISS,
When We EMBRACE and KISS,
Ain't No WASTIN' THIS...CASE DISMISSED!
The Macabre, Fucked-Up Things That Go on in My BRAIN,
Are Enough to Drive Any Man INSANE!
To Be Direct And PLAIN!
Stick a Needle In my MAIN-VEIN!
Eco triple-posted this 6 years ago, 4 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,028,826
I'm A SADISTIC PSYCHOPATH!I Go BALLISTIC; Feel My WRATH!
I'm AUTISTIC; On the WAR-PATH!
Can't Be PREDICTED...Do The MATH!!
Eco (OP) replied with this 6 years ago, 7 hours later, 17 hours after the original post[^] [v] #1,029,039
What The Fuck do I gotta do to get some RECOGNITION????As a Talented ARTIST and as a BOMB MUSICIAN??
NOBODY EVER STOPS TO TELL ME THAT I LOOK GOOD,
Or Boosts my Self-esteem, like droppin' a COMPLIMENT WOULD!
No wonder I Be Miserable ALL the fucking TIME!
You'd be pissed too, if your life was like MINE!
Drugs be the only thing that I can DEPEND ON...
BUT IN THEY END THEY HURT, JUST LIKE TEARING A TENDON!
What Hurts more than Anything is the lack of APPRECIATION...
For the way that I ENTERTAIN AND ENLIGHTEN THE NATION...
THEY WON'T EVEN PLAY MY SHIT ON THE UNDERGROUND STATION ....
AN ARMY OF JEALOUS HATERS, IS WHAT I BE FACIN'!!