sophie !MLHqI35Srs started this discussion #88,044
I haven't been using the internet due to an alcohol dependency that has left me perpetually demotivated to do much of anything, as well as the restrictions placed on my internet use by the courts which remain active until December 2020.
Don't expect much activity from me until that time.
I'm legitimately crazy now. I hear voices, I have (real) paranoid delusions, and although I don't acknowledge them, I have hallucinations of stalkers running up and down my stair, feeding me various hypocrisies and lies in order to disconcert and scare me. I'm on a high dose of olanzapine (20mg) to deal with the very worst of it, but it's only so effective. Schizophrenia is not magical or interesting, it is just a frightening experience for the sufferer in question. I always aspired towards it because I thought it would give me mind powers. The only power it has imparted me is one of monumental self-generating bullshit.
Now, I aspire to a certain degree of normalcy, although not so much so that it would render me an incorrigibly annoying normalfag, for I hold those in disdain still. I'm still a loner, I'm still greatly socially isolated, I still eschew the existences of employment, friends, and everything else that everyone would otherwise take for granted out of expectation alone, beleiving them to be inimical to my own moral values.
By the way, if the voices are correct, David Chac is now living as a tranny and downs Xanax by the fistfull in order to get high. He, for the uninitiated in my sagas, is a former partner of mine. My opinion of him has gone greatly downhill upon the revelation of these facts and I wonder if somebody like introman could give me the lowdown if he has any insights on this at all, or anyone else who might be remotely close to him.
terri !RwordOooFE joined in and replied with this , 44 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^][v]#1,007,160
I like how realizing that you were crazy made you think that you are more crazy than before when realizing it and admitting it makes it seem like you are demonstrably less insane than you were before! you could probably even improve your management if you knocked off the substance abuse
Syntax joined in and replied with this , 11 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^][v]#1,007,165
> Now, I aspire to a certain degree of normalcy, although not so much so that it would render me an incorrigibly annoying normalfag,
For sure you have ZERO World Salad in text so for the first time you appear far more normal than in the past. Your text sure looks 2me like your sane, except of course for hearing voices. Say if any of those voices have stock market tips let me no.
> hallucinations of stalkers running up and down my stair, feeding me various hypocrisies and lies in order to disconcert and scare me
That is the same exact problem Indy has and he has been declared Insane and Worse
> restrictions placed on my internet use by the courts which remain active until December 2020.
That of course sucks. In the meantime perhaps you can read about some positive aspects of the Jewish Religion.
Post when you can and get more better sooner than possible.
Syntax replied with this , 4 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^][v]#1,007,172
@previous (terri !RwordOooFE)
Excuse me for my expressing my right to express my expressings.
You're supposed to be at job cleaning restrooms so get with it.
terri !RwordOooFE double-posted this , 37 seconds later, 3 hours after the original post[^][v]#1,007,181
@1,007,172 (Syntax)
also a lot of my friends have to clean restrooms for their jobs but their jobs are respectable nonetheless don't be such a classist cunt
Syntax replied with this , 5 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^][v]#1,007,188
@previous (terri !RwordOooFE)
Nor do I give WSD shit for the work he does cleaning post office vehicles.
And if you really are smoking pot while at work ur even more dumb then I thought you were.
You country music lol - figures. When they sing howdy partner with that special Twang that must give you a rare woody.
sophie !MLHqI35Srs joined in and replied with this , 18 hours later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#1,007,719
Thanks for your support, everyone.
Now I'm afraid I'm probably going to be arrested for these posts because this place technically falls under the remit of a "social networking site". A negress who supports me in the community wants to report me for these posts according to voices I heard last night. To be honest, she would be doing me a favour by getting me sent to prison. I would take that to being wrangled in a retard home, which they were threatening before.
Fake anon !ZkUt8arUCU replied with this , 16 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#1,007,722
@previous (sophie !MLHqI35Srs)
Why would you use minichan if it ran the risk of getting you thrown in prison? This site blows and I barely want to use it ever at no cost.
> Thanks for your support, everyone. > > Now I'm afraid I'm probably going to be arrested for these posts because this place technically falls under the remit of a "social networking site". A negress who supports me in the community wants to report me for these posts according to voices I heard last night. To be honest, she would be doing me a favour by getting me sent to prison. I would take that to being wrangled in a retard home, which they were threatening before.
Damn that really sucks
However you can point out that your posts are now positive very positive and not harmful in any way to anyone.
Anonymous L joined in and replied with this , 10 hours later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#1,008,126
Praying that you overcome the trife life and live your life to the fullest. Drinking cheap cider in your apartment and stewing in your misfortune is no way to live.
Anonymous P joined in and replied with this , 9 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[^][v]#1,008,409
> Schizophrenia is not magical or interesting, it is just a frightening experience for the sufferer in question. I always aspired towards it because I thought it would give me mind powers. The only power it has imparted me is one of monumental self-generating bullshit.
What a lucid moment of introspection. I'm stunned.
Anonymous Q joined in and replied with this , 9 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[^][v]#1,008,415
@1,008,407 (WSD !m2cp3rR5zw)
Because the only relationship you’ll ever have is a pretend one with an autistic schizophrenic gay guy who pretends to be a woman.
Negi Springfield !aeNZeP7XP2 joined in and replied with this , 16 hours later, 3 days after the original post[^][v]#1,008,624
@OP
What's up Soph? Sorry I haven't been the most talkative. I just thought to come here and see if you had made any posts. It's a shame how things are going for you. I certainly do remember you wanting to become schizophrenic. Anyone on 4chan's /x/ could have told you that would be a bad idea. So, is anything looking up?
> I like how realizing that you were crazy made you think that you are more crazy than before when realizing it and admitting it makes it seem like you are demonstrably less insane than you were before! you could probably even improve your management if you knocked off the substance abuse
Qft
This post is substantially more coherent than anything I've read from autphag before
Research Assistant replied with this , 9 minutes later, 3 days after the original post[^][v]#1,008,653
Web says https://postofficehiring.com/
Starting pay $21./hr
$73,320 average pay
After 20 years, career employees make a six figure income
Career employees receive full federal benefits and a retirement plan
A USPS career could be yours in less than 3 weeks
Veterans and Reservists receive a preference benefit during the selection process (Requires honorable discharge)
Negi Springfield !aeNZeP7XP2 replied with this , 2 hours later, 3 days after the original post[^][v]#1,008,684
@1,008,638 (WSD !m2cp3rR5zw)
Not too much man. I can't believe I still come here.
@1,008,648 (chill dog !!81dzJNNYL)
Soph isn't a bad writer. Just not a typical dumbed down one. Most people can't read on a high reading level. The education system of the US and Britain have dumbed down the whole Anglosphere. Meanwhile, in other countries they're beating us in terms of literacy.
> Praying that you overcome the trife life and live your life to the fullest. Drinking cheap cider in your apartment and stewing in your misfortune is no way to live.
Fake anon !ZkUt8arUCU replied with this , 1 hour later, 3 days after the original post[^][v]#1,008,714
@1,008,684 (Negi Springfield !aeNZeP7XP2)
This post is incredibly wrong. Sophie isn't a genius living in a land of dunces. Sophie is an average at best thinker who confuses complexity with intelligence. Using twenty multisyllabic words to say "I bought eggs at the store." doesn't make you a genius. It makes you a shitty writer.
Anonymous H replied with this , 8 minutes later, 5 days after the original post[^][v]#1,009,391
@1,009,386 (Q)
I did as you can do. Look up job openings at USPS. To be fair their is a listing for Custodian Average: $15.61 yet that is the starting pay and USPS increases even the lowly mail deliver to three figure pay after a bunch of years. So if WSD says $850 I believe him and as Fake anon said > In a low cost of living area, with benefits, that's not a bad wage at all.
And this is why pay like that equates to a huge amount of money - Many of these are available Rent Free or they will even pay you to maintain them as they are.
WSD !m2cp3rR5zw replied with this , 2 minutes later, 5 days after the original post[^][v]#1,009,392
@1,009,386 (Q)
$850 / $21 per hour = 40.4 hours @1,009,330 (Q)
Look, dude, not everyone lives in California where the houses start in the low $1,000,000s
Anonymous Q replied with this , 0 seconds later, 5 days after the original post[^][v]#1,009,462
@1,009,392 (WSD !m2cp3rR5zw)
Yeah but what’s your take home pay? Deduct federal and state income tax and then whatever is deducted from your pay check for your retirement contribution and then I’m sure you have money taken out for your health insurance your probably only getting a check for 600
Anonymous H double-posted this , 4 minutes later, 5 days after the original post[^][v]#1,009,467
@1,009,462 (Q)
Federal Employment Retirement System (FERS)
Any postal worker hired after 1984 takes USPS retirement under the Federal Employment Retirement System (FERS). FERS pays less than CSRS, but postal workers are eligible for Social Security and Thrift Savings Plan (TSP) payments. Postal workers pay into FERS and Social Security each pay period. Tax-deferred contributions to TSP are made by the USPS and the employee.
FERS also uses the high-3 average, paying 1 to 1.1 percent of the high-3 average salary for each year of service. Under FERS, a postal worker with a high-3 average of around $60,000 and 20 years of service earns $1,007 a month without any deductions. That equals about $12,000 annually. A worker with the same salary and 40 years of service earns $2,013 monthly, or about $24,000 annually. However, FERS employees also receive Social Security benefits and distribution of their TSP payments, so this number is actually higher.
Anon X-1 replied with this , 2 minutes later, 1 week after the original post[^][v]#1,010,254
@previous (chill dog !!81dzJNNYL)
It's a good thing Catherine is not here. She would be upset because she thinks asking questions like that are creepy.
But don't let that stop you. She needs to grow a pair of balls and use them.
Syntax replied with this , 3 minutes later, 1 week after the original post[^][v]#1,010,261
@previous (WSD !m2cp3rR5zw)
Dang - IF UR going to work hours like that you should truly love the work - Does however remind me of a Postman who I met who was a Member of Mensa. He said what he loved about that work was he could do it and zone out and do mind games and solve Mind problems - the type Einstein used to solve.
Anonymous Z-3 joined in and replied with this , 7 months later, 8 months after the original post[^][v]#1,093,484
Fake Anon replies to Negi
[at]1,008,684 (Negi Springfield !aeNZeP7XP2)
This post is incredibly wrong. Sophie isn't a genius living in a land of dunces. Sophie is an average at best thinker who confuses complexity with intelligence. Using twenty multisyllabic words to say "I bought eggs at the store." doesn't make you a genius. It makes you a shitty writer.
Killer Lettuce? !HonkUK.BIE replied with this , 16 minutes later, 8 months after the original post[^][v]#1,093,500
@previous (Z-3)
Not even his best zinger against Autphag, IMO.
> You use eleven words where two would suffice, and you've never met an adjective you didn't like. I actually cannot read any posts of yours that are longer than a paragraph or two because my eyes glaze over when I try to retain all the words you cram into each lexical clown car you call a sentence. http://minichan.org/topic/49651#reply_645488