Topic: I turned gay and want to kill myself
Anonymous A started this discussion 15 years ago #8,609
Four years ago, my body decided to switch my sexuality around and I turned gay. It was very noticeable. All the girls and physical features I felt sexually attracted to now garnered zero sexual response or arousal. And suddenly, I began to become attracted to my friends and all sorts of guys. I've gone to therapists, taken hormone tests. I've asked for CAT scans and other tests, but to no avail (expensive and people think I'm delusional). It pisses me off to no end when people tell me how I feel, like "you probably are just straight and are experiencing OCD" or "you were probably gay all along".
I feel like I'm the only person in the world who wasn't born gay, but anyway, I think today I'm going to kill myself. I have nowhere to go, nowhere to hide. No one will help, no one believes me. I don't belong in the gay community, the straight community, the bi community. I'm a nobody. I wish everything was the way it was before but that's impossible.
Please convince me to live today
I feel like I'm the only person in the world who wasn't born gay, but anyway, I think today I'm going to kill myself. I have nowhere to go, nowhere to hide. No one will help, no one believes me. I don't belong in the gay community, the straight community, the bi community. I'm a nobody. I wish everything was the way it was before but that's impossible.
Please convince me to live today
Anonymous B joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later[^] [v] #151,062
so what if ur gay
you can be anything u want
just make sure its not something that would harm society.
you can be anything u want
just make sure its not something that would harm society.
!JuMPb0dbaE joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 4 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #151,063
Dude... Gays fuck all the time.
You should be happy. Go on craigslist. You could have some stud drooling all over your dick in an hour.
Say you are straight. Gay guys are used to that.
You should be happy. Go on craigslist. You could have some stud drooling all over your dick in an hour.
Say you are straight. Gay guys are used to that.
protip !!pMmAiEwOm joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 6 minutes later, 10 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #151,068
sup to4str
Ryan !PArADOx9ZU joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 8 minutes later, 18 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #151,074
You're on the right track baby, you were... oh wait.
Broseph !!fxnDb+Ve4 joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 hour later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #151,153
ltamake !3vZ7A06glM joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 9 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #151,163
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 2 days later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #153,709
Anonymous H joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #153,710
shut up to4strAnonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #153,712
First result for "turned gay" in google. I was looking for a erotic fiction but found this.
swamplights !!V3J448+/B joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 hour later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #153,802
You are such a self hating gay. Maybe you should see a mental health professional.