Anonymous A started this discussion 7 years ago#84,233
Sometimes the things I do turn into the opposite of what was expected, i guess you could picture a gay guy in the closet but everyone sees through that closet and know he's gay through his gay behavior he ain't even aware of. Now I'm not saying I'm gay or that my problem is sexual in nature, i love gays but I'm not gay even though I love gay men. To the point though, it's that behavior you aren't even aware of which is really trying to do something specific through its sneaky ways, it's that behavior that is a constant problem in my life.
Anonymous C joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 58 seconds later, 25 minutes after the original post[^][v]#968,111
just suck his dick already
Anonymous B replied with this 7 years ago, 1 second later, 25 minutes after the original post[^][v]#968,112
@968,107 (A)
i usually notice how gay something i did was a few moments after doing it too
Anonymous D joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 41 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#968,124
@968,102 (A) > You never do anything without knowing it?
Yeah, I get that all the time. I start doing things and don't remember having consciously decided to do them. They're never weird things. It's usually stuff that makes sense for me to be doing. It's like there is sensible person just living life inside my skin as backup for when I zone out. It really makes me question my sanity sometimes though.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 7 years ago, 10 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#968,126