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Topic: Kook, I am a fucking coward.

Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 started this discussion 7 years ago #81,500

I did go out once as a woman but it was mostly within the confines of the GSA club which is essentially a safe space. I haven't had the motivation to do much being off of the hormones though. I think I worry too much about what other people think of me so I am a coward to pursue anything, not just gender related things. Plus the High Desert makes me more of a pussy since I think someone may have gotten murdered in my apartment complex.

Anonymous B joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 3 minutes later[^] [v] #945,442

Kook already knows.

Anonymous C joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 1 minute later, 4 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #945,443

> since I think someone may have gotten murdered in my apartment complex.
May have?

Captain Kate Carr joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 5 minutes later, 10 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #945,445

start ignoring her lol she has no experience going through what you are going through and she does not seem sincere in anything she writes about you

Anonymous E joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 2 minutes later, 13 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #945,446

@previous (Captain Kate Carr)
Kook is mature, open and honest. You however are the result of anal birth.

Anonymous F joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 1 minute later, 14 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #945,447

@945,445 (Captain Kate Carr)
this
she goes on kiwifarms
you are a novelty to kook
it's normal to be afraid of being yourself especially living where you do. i still think the internet is really bad for you

Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 7 years ago, 36 seconds later, 15 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #945,448

@945,445 (Captain Kate Carr)
While a part of that may be true since she isn't undergoing gender reassignment and which explains her curiosity about it. Kook is pretty cool regardless.

Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) double-posted this 7 years ago, 39 seconds later, 16 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #945,449

@945,447 (F)
> i still think the internet is really bad for you

The internet might be bad for us all, to be honest.

Anonymous E replied with this 7 years ago, 5 minutes later, 22 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #945,450

The Internet is just a means to communication. It's not the most desirable means of communicating. Now excuse me while I look for some string to connect a couple of cans together.

Anonymous B replied with this 7 years ago, 1 minute later, 23 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #945,451

@previous (E)

This. It is communication+advertisements.

Anonymous G joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 4 minutes later, 27 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #945,452

@previous (B)
Ad block+
No ads.

Kook !!rcSrAtaAC joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 2 minutes later, 30 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #945,453

@945,445 (Captain Kate Carr)
Good job at encouraging her to be passive, since that has worked out so well for her

Kook !!rcSrAtaAC double-posted this 7 years ago, 46 seconds later, 31 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #945,454

@945,447 (F)
Also I congratulate you on helping Catherine do nothing. She really needed that

Captain Kate Carr replied with this 7 years ago, 1 minute later, 33 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #945,455

@945,453 (Kook !!rcSrAtaAC)
how am i encouraging her to be passive

Kook !!rcSrAtaAC replied with this 7 years ago, 29 seconds later, 33 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #945,456

Catherine you can make some positive changes. It just starts with small steps. No one is going to murder you if you go to the store or movie as a woman.

Kook !!rcSrAtaAC double-posted this 7 years ago, 40 seconds later, 34 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #945,457

@945,455 (Captain Kate Carr)
Don't listen to this good advice Catherine because its coming from kook. You fucking piece of shit

Syntax joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 2 minutes later, 36 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #945,458

@945,453 (Kook !!rcSrAtaAC)
I seriously doubt anyone here can do much about her passivity. Pisses me off that she wood rather talk her mom into buying a router when even a higher quality one was free for the asking. There of course is always some chance that the HRT will somehow change her in some positive way. When I look at Kiwi and similar sites with a quick scan the stories people tell are - Words fail me on this because there are so many negative stories about transforming.

Sure a few say they are now more happy. It's just so few.

Kook !!rcSrAtaAC replied with this 7 years ago, 12 minutes later, 49 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #945,465

@previous (Syntax)
It can't hurt to try
People acting like she is some protected, uncontacted tribe have driven me nuclear. They don't care about her. Saying she is just an oddity to me, when they themselves just sit back and watch?!
They know that she is desperately unhappy, but god forbid trying to help.

Syntax replied with this 7 years ago, 8 minutes later, 58 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #945,485

@previous (Kook !!rcSrAtaAC)
For sure it took me enough time to respect her. Where she lives is really isolated. Will be interesting to see how she does when she finds a job one day.

Perhaps she can prove that HRT is all it's cracked up to be (no pun intended)

Now back to this presentation I have to give over a three day period. Hate the topic, but by the time I finish it I will learn to love it or at least my wallet will.

Kook !!rcSrAtaAC replied with this 7 years ago, 26 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #945,497

I'm sorry that I got so angry in this topic. I just want Catherine to have a better life.

Anonymous J joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 11 hours later, 13 hours after the original post[^] [v] #945,591

@previous (Kook !!rcSrAtaAC)

I don't think that's possible.

Anonymous B replied with this 7 years ago, 14 minutes later, 13 hours after the original post[^] [v] #945,594

@previous (J)

It is possible, but Catherine has to initiate the change. So, it's not very probable. Who knows, maybe she will make the necessary changes and grow up.

Anonymous J replied with this 7 years ago, 19 minutes later, 13 hours after the original post[^] [v] #945,597

@previous (B)

Yes you're right, I meant it is improbable not impossible.

Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 7 years ago, 9 minutes later, 14 hours after the original post[^] [v] #945,598

@945,594 (B)
I’ve still taken steps. Going to school was one. Mingling with people on campus is another.

Anonymous K joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 3 minutes later, 14 hours after the original post[^] [v] #945,599

@previous (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
Time for you to check out the girls restroom on campus and see if you will be comfortable there.

Kook !!rcSrAtaAC replied with this 7 years ago, 7 minutes later, 14 hours after the original post[^] [v] #945,603

@945,591 (J)
I really feel like it is possible. More strongly than I feel about almost anything.

Kook !!rcSrAtaAC double-posted this 7 years ago, 36 seconds later, 14 hours after the original post[^] [v] #945,604

@945,599 (K)
No not yet for that. Not while she looks like a man.

Anonymous K replied with this 7 years ago, 8 minutes later, 14 hours after the original post[^] [v] #945,608

@previous (Kook !!rcSrAtaAC)
She can explain why she is there. She might end up with new helpful friendships.

Kook !!rcSrAtaAC replied with this 7 years ago, 14 minutes later, 14 hours after the original post[^] [v] #945,609

@previous (K)
Still probably not a good idea

Anonymous L joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 2 hours later, 17 hours after the original post[^] [v] #945,642

Cath has bigger balls than ninjj or dreamworks or whoever that interchangeable grey blob is

Kook !!rcSrAtaAC replied with this 7 years ago, 3 hours later, 20 hours after the original post[^] [v] #945,666

@previous (L)
They are all trying to convince her to never make positive changes. Its sickening

Gunnut !aMo11s/sR. joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 7 minutes later, 20 hours after the original post[^] [v] #945,670

@previous (Kook !!rcSrAtaAC)
Catherine is upset because of a certain someone's uppity moodiness.

Kook !!rcSrAtaAC replied with this 7 years ago, 6 minutes later, 20 hours after the original post[^] [v] #945,676

@previous (Gunnut !aMo11s/sR.)
Who?
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