Topic: Catherine
Kook !!rcSrAtaAC started this discussion 7 years ago #80,539
Do you have any feminine traits? I don't mean looks wise
Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 6 minutes later[^] [v] #936,993
Do you want common or stereotypical?
Common I would have to think about since I cannot recite from the top of my head since there could be some that I haven't realized about myself yet. And my voice is apparently at a midway point between feminine and masculine. I think you may have spotted some yourself years ago. Stereotypical wise, shyness, but when I feel comfortable I talk too much. Enough so that comedian Ralphie May's bit about women and talking can apply to me. I'm also going to list this on the stereotypical side since I've met some girls who excel at this compared to me, but I am shit at video games.
Common I would have to think about since I cannot recite from the top of my head since there could be some that I haven't realized about myself yet. And my voice is apparently at a midway point between feminine and masculine. I think you may have spotted some yourself years ago. Stereotypical wise, shyness, but when I feel comfortable I talk too much. Enough so that comedian Ralphie May's bit about women and talking can apply to me. I'm also going to list this on the stereotypical side since I've met some girls who excel at this compared to me, but I am shit at video games.
Kook !!rcSrAtaAC (OP) replied with this 7 years ago, 4 minutes later, 11 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #936,995
Kook !!rcSrAtaAC (OP) double-posted this 7 years ago, 14 minutes later, 25 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #937,009
@936,993 (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
I'd like both common and rare. Do you feel like you have gender dysphoria?
I'd like both common and rare. Do you feel like you have gender dysphoria?
Anonymous C joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 2 minutes later, 27 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #937,011
@936,993 (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
> Do you want common or stereotypical?
>
> Common I would have to think about since I cannot recite from the top of my head since there could be some that I haven't realized about myself yet. And my voice is apparently at a midway point between feminine and masculine. I think you may have spotted some yourself years ago. Stereotypical wise, shyness, but when I feel comfortable I talk too much. Enough so that comedian Ralphie May's bit about women and talking can apply to me. I'm also going to list this on the stereotypical side since I've met some girls who excel at this compared to me, but I am shit at video games.
so, a ralphie may joke and you're bad at video games huh
lol
> Do you want common or stereotypical?
>
> Common I would have to think about since I cannot recite from the top of my head since there could be some that I haven't realized about myself yet. And my voice is apparently at a midway point between feminine and masculine. I think you may have spotted some yourself years ago. Stereotypical wise, shyness, but when I feel comfortable I talk too much. Enough so that comedian Ralphie May's bit about women and talking can apply to me. I'm also going to list this on the stereotypical side since I've met some girls who excel at this compared to me, but I am shit at video games.
so, a ralphie may joke and you're bad at video games huh
lol
Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 replied with this 7 years ago, 18 minutes later, 46 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #937,017
Anonymous D joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 1 minute later, 47 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #937,019
Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 replied with this 7 years ago, 1 minute later, 49 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #937,021
@937,009 (Kook !!rcSrAtaAC)
> Do you feel like you have gender dysphoria?
I'm only going to address this for one final time since I am getting tired of repeating it. It's like I'm a slider sliding between different parallel universes where everyone knows nothing of me and that I have to constantly repeat the same thing over and over. Yes, I've been experiencing this for a few years now and yes, I'm experiencing it right now off of the hormones. When I say shit like I am off into an uncharted path toward darkness I am referring to my decision to go on the hiatus six months or so ago.
> Do you feel like you have gender dysphoria?
I'm only going to address this for one final time since I am getting tired of repeating it. It's like I'm a slider sliding between different parallel universes where everyone knows nothing of me and that I have to constantly repeat the same thing over and over. Yes, I've been experiencing this for a few years now and yes, I'm experiencing it right now off of the hormones. When I say shit like I am off into an uncharted path toward darkness I am referring to my decision to go on the hiatus six months or so ago.
Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 double-posted this 7 years ago, 1 minute later, 50 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #937,022
@937,019 (D)
Because I wanted to list them since most of the times "feminine traits" tend to get intertwined with stereotypes. Sometimes they hold true and other times they are false.
Because I wanted to list them since most of the times "feminine traits" tend to get intertwined with stereotypes. Sometimes they hold true and other times they are false.
Kook !!rcSrAtaAC (OP) replied with this 7 years ago, 28 seconds later, 51 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #937,023
@937,021 (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
How does it manifest? Also can you think of any more traits?
How does it manifest? Also can you think of any more traits?
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Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 replied with this 7 years ago, 5 minutes later, 56 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #937,024
@previous (Kook !!rcSrAtaAC)
That's kind of hard to describe. It's just something that often times leads to depression and feelings of wishing I had a choice at birth before the universe, God, or whoever assigned me at birth. But I'm not going to go into theology right now since I have a ton of ideas about why God does what they do. The decision to go off the hormones came at a time when I was finally feeling confident about myself and it felt like a sacrifice one that might be in vain especially that I am seriously questioning if the decision was worth it. However, I might be going through an existential crisis because of all this. However, any doubt I had was gone by going on that hiatus and all I know is that I want back on the hormones. Of course, this doctor bullshit I am going through right now is annoying me.
That's kind of hard to describe. It's just something that often times leads to depression and feelings of wishing I had a choice at birth before the universe, God, or whoever assigned me at birth. But I'm not going to go into theology right now since I have a ton of ideas about why God does what they do. The decision to go off the hormones came at a time when I was finally feeling confident about myself and it felt like a sacrifice one that might be in vain especially that I am seriously questioning if the decision was worth it. However, I might be going through an existential crisis because of all this. However, any doubt I had was gone by going on that hiatus and all I know is that I want back on the hormones. Of course, this doctor bullshit I am going through right now is annoying me.
Anonymous C replied with this 7 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #937,029
Kook !!rcSrAtaAC (OP) replied with this 7 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #937,031
@937,024 (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
The reason I ask, is because it aeems as though you don't take steps to alleviate your dysphoria. That makes you seem depressed and confused, but not necessarily trans.
The reason I ask, is because it aeems as though you don't take steps to alleviate your dysphoria. That makes you seem depressed and confused, but not necessarily trans.
Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 replied with this 7 years ago, 12 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #937,032
@937,029 (C)
It just feels like I slide into a universe where I have to go through the motions of telling everything all over again because it never occurred in where I ended up.
I am getting serious deja vu right now when Kook started asking me questions since it feels like I've answered these questions before and I'm sure I did, but I'm too lazy to go through the records.
It just feels like I slide into a universe where I have to go through the motions of telling everything all over again because it never occurred in where I ended up.
I am getting serious deja vu right now when Kook started asking me questions since it feels like I've answered these questions before and I'm sure I did, but I'm too lazy to go through the records.
Kook !!rcSrAtaAC (OP) replied with this 7 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #937,034
Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 replied with this 7 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #937,035
@937,031 (Kook !!rcSrAtaAC)
> is because it aeems as though you don't take steps to alleviate your dysphoria
Oh? I don't? If that were the case I wouldn't be going through this bullshit with the doctors offices right now.
I am going to switch my IPA so I could get a referral to the Transgender Health & Wellness Center in Cathedral City, but I want to make sure my insurance company will cover my transportation (which they do) first.
I am also looking into those services to see if they could help me learn how to drive so I could maybe drive myself there.
> is because it aeems as though you don't take steps to alleviate your dysphoria
Oh? I don't? If that were the case I wouldn't be going through this bullshit with the doctors offices right now.
I am going to switch my IPA so I could get a referral to the Transgender Health & Wellness Center in Cathedral City, but I want to make sure my insurance company will cover my transportation (which they do) first.
I am also looking into those services to see if they could help me learn how to drive so I could maybe drive myself there.
Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 double-posted this 7 years ago, 4 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #937,041
@937,034 (Kook !!rcSrAtaAC)
I know I seem like an open book, but I don't want to reveal every tiny detail about my life here. Also, gender dysphoria is a hard feeling to describe though I would call it a level one hell at times that sometimes could leave someone to question why they couldn't just deny it as not existing. I've felt that way at times yet it feels like I cannot deny it since it's a feeling that feels like it is permanently etched onto me. All I know is that before this hiatus started I felt the happiest I was in all of my life and I want to get back there. So much so that I am close to telling my endocrinologist that I am ready to go back on the hormones. Naturally, her and my therapist want to make sure it's my decision and it's not influenced by anything. Especially my therapist since wanting children is something I've also discussed for the past few years. But yeah, gender dysphoria is a level one hell, and I could imagine that if I went to Hell it would be the way I am now. Note, I'm not ranking it any deeper than level one since I could imagine there are far worse hells out there.
I know I seem like an open book, but I don't want to reveal every tiny detail about my life here. Also, gender dysphoria is a hard feeling to describe though I would call it a level one hell at times that sometimes could leave someone to question why they couldn't just deny it as not existing. I've felt that way at times yet it feels like I cannot deny it since it's a feeling that feels like it is permanently etched onto me. All I know is that before this hiatus started I felt the happiest I was in all of my life and I want to get back there. So much so that I am close to telling my endocrinologist that I am ready to go back on the hormones. Naturally, her and my therapist want to make sure it's my decision and it's not influenced by anything. Especially my therapist since wanting children is something I've also discussed for the past few years. But yeah, gender dysphoria is a level one hell, and I could imagine that if I went to Hell it would be the way I am now. Note, I'm not ranking it any deeper than level one since I could imagine there are far worse hells out there.
Kook !!rcSrAtaAC (OP) replied with this 7 years ago, 56 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #937,042
@937,035 (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
But you were working with doctors to bank your sperm, which would increase the time until you get your hormones again. You weren't even on them 6 months. Not only that but you haven't changed your appearance. That is very strange to me
But you were working with doctors to bank your sperm, which would increase the time until you get your hormones again. You weren't even on them 6 months. Not only that but you haven't changed your appearance. That is very strange to me
Kook !!rcSrAtaAC (OP) double-posted this 7 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #937,043
@937,041 (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
So aren't there things that you can so while waiting for the hormones?
So aren't there things that you can so while waiting for the hormones?
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Kook !!rcSrAtaAC (OP) triple-posted this 7 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #937,044
I also asking because taking hormones without any other changes, might not work out how You're expecting.
Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 replied with this 7 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #937,045
@937,043 (Kook !!rcSrAtaAC)
I wanted to wait to go full time when I am back on the hormones. I suppose I am a chicken-shit and afraid of not passing. Especially in this shitty crime-infested town. I have gone out in somewhat public as a girl though. I'm sure there are things I could do and I tried to do but I'm just a damn fucking retard when it comes to figuring things out.
@937,042 (Kook !!rcSrAtaAC)
I could always tell them that I don't want to pursue this, plus my semen analysis test came back saying "abnormal."
Oh, by the way, I have started to grow out my hair and it's pretty long. It almost makes me feel ecstatic.
I wanted to wait to go full time when I am back on the hormones. I suppose I am a chicken-shit and afraid of not passing. Especially in this shitty crime-infested town. I have gone out in somewhat public as a girl though. I'm sure there are things I could do and I tried to do but I'm just a damn fucking retard when it comes to figuring things out.
@937,042 (Kook !!rcSrAtaAC)
I could always tell them that I don't want to pursue this, plus my semen analysis test came back saying "abnormal."
Oh, by the way, I have started to grow out my hair and it's pretty long. It almost makes me feel ecstatic.
Kook !!rcSrAtaAC (OP) replied with this 7 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #937,046
Somewhat as a girl how? The hair thng is good.
You should get it cut into a style and have the hairdresser show you how to fix it.
You should get it cut into a style and have the hairdresser show you how to fix it.
Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 replied with this 7 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #937,047
@previous (Kook !!rcSrAtaAC)
I've actually been thinking about that a few days ago actually. I know of a place to go up here too. It's still fairly short, but it's got some length to it.
I've actually been thinking about that a few days ago actually. I know of a place to go up here too. It's still fairly short, but it's got some length to it.
Anonymous E joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #937,048
Kook !!rcSrAtaAC (OP) replied with this 7 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #937,049
@937,045 (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
@937,047 (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
I can tell by how You're wording this that's its really short
Are you treating it well?
@937,047 (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
I can tell by how You're wording this that's its really short
Are you treating it well?
Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 replied with this 7 years ago, 32 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #937,050
@937,048 (E)
I'm still too chicken shit to tell him. I've still be working my way up to it though. Asking my mother for advice on how to go about it. Though he may already know since he's quite perceptive.
I'm still too chicken shit to tell him. I've still be working my way up to it though. Asking my mother for advice on how to go about it. Though he may already know since he's quite perceptive.
Anonymous E replied with this 7 years ago, 4 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #937,052
@previous (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
I am the one that asked you if you were the flower girl at the wedding. Assuming he and wife moved out, are you going to turn that room into a game room.
I am the one that asked you if you were the flower girl at the wedding. Assuming he and wife moved out, are you going to turn that room into a game room.
Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 replied with this 7 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #937,054
@previous (E)
No, I was not the flower girl. Plus the ceremony was fairly quick so it wasn't a big extravagant one. And I am getting the room after my mother turned it down. So I am moving into it and out of my old one. I get my own bathroom when that happens as well as a walk-in closet.
No, I was not the flower girl. Plus the ceremony was fairly quick so it wasn't a big extravagant one. And I am getting the room after my mother turned it down. So I am moving into it and out of my old one. I get my own bathroom when that happens as well as a walk-in closet.
Syntax replied with this 7 years ago, 7 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #937,059
@previous (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
Anon E is Thee
One more problem solved and it pleases me and should please you as well. Now you will only need one Ethernet connection. No external router required. Wheeeewwwwww
Anon E is Thee
One more problem solved and it pleases me and should please you as well. Now you will only need one Ethernet connection. No external router required. Wheeeewwwwww
Kook !!rcSrAtaAC (OP) replied with this 7 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #937,060
Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 replied with this 7 years ago, 18 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #937,061
Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 double-posted this 7 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #937,063
Syntax joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #937,065
@937,061 (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
Yea but at least you will not waste a dime buying something you never even needed to buy to solve your problems.
So just hang in with your dial up like upload speed until he moves out OR of course you could just trade that Modem/Router for one with Two Ethernet connections
Yea but at least you will not waste a dime buying something you never even needed to buy to solve your problems.
So just hang in with your dial up like upload speed until he moves out OR of course you could just trade that Modem/Router for one with Two Ethernet connections
Kook !!rcSrAtaAC (OP) replied with this 7 years ago, 7 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #937,072
@937,063 (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
You should deep condition and possibly take bioten and collagen supplements.
You should deep condition and possibly take bioten and collagen supplements.
Anonymous D replied with this 7 years ago, 13 hours later, 15 hours after the original post[^] [v] #937,361
@937,041 (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
As some one with gender dysphoria, this doesn't make sense to me. I constantly wish I had just been born female, as it would make my life significantly easier. I often end up in moods of "why am I even here," and wish I would just die on a daily basis. It's not "sometimes I wish I was female," it's constantly wishing I was female, and always being depressed because it is something I can not literally attain. I can pretend though, so I'll have to make due.
As some one with gender dysphoria, this doesn't make sense to me. I constantly wish I had just been born female, as it would make my life significantly easier. I often end up in moods of "why am I even here," and wish I would just die on a daily basis. It's not "sometimes I wish I was female," it's constantly wishing I was female, and always being depressed because it is something I can not literally attain. I can pretend though, so I'll have to make due.
Anonymous G joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 7 minutes later, 15 hours after the original post[^] [v] #937,363
@previous (D)
> As some one with gender dysphoria, this doesn't make sense to me. I constantly wish I had just been born female, as it would make my life significantly easier. I often end up in moods of "why am I even here," and wish I would just die on a daily basis. It's not "sometimes I wish I was female," it's constantly wishing I was female, and always being depressed because it is something I can not literally attain. I can pretend though, so I'll have to make due.
Ok introman
> As some one with gender dysphoria, this doesn't make sense to me. I constantly wish I had just been born female, as it would make my life significantly easier. I often end up in moods of "why am I even here," and wish I would just die on a daily basis. It's not "sometimes I wish I was female," it's constantly wishing I was female, and always being depressed because it is something I can not literally attain. I can pretend though, so I'll have to make due.
Ok introman
Anonymous H joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 4 minutes later, 15 hours after the original post[^] [v] #937,365
@937,361 (D)
> I can pretend though,
You sure can. Furries put on a costume and in one instant they become Lions Foxes Tigers Dogs Pussy Cats.
CNN’s ‘This is Life With Lisa Ling’ season 5 tackles MS13, screen addiction, gender identity, “furries”
This Sunday on CNN
> I can pretend though,
You sure can. Furries put on a costume and in one instant they become Lions Foxes Tigers Dogs Pussy Cats.
CNN’s ‘This is Life With Lisa Ling’ season 5 tackles MS13, screen addiction, gender identity, “furries”
This Sunday on CNN
Kook !!rcSrAtaAC (OP) replied with this 7 years ago, 5 hours later, 21 hours after the original post[^] [v] #937,517
Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 replied with this 7 years ago, 44 minutes later, 22 hours after the original post[^] [v] #937,548
@937,361 (D)
The "sometimes" may have just been me being coy.
Though I like how it seems like everyone thinks their situation is universal.
@937,365 (H)
There's actually a word for people who identify as animals. Furries are just some fetish. I think the term is "Therian."
The "sometimes" may have just been me being coy.
Though I like how it seems like everyone thinks their situation is universal.
@937,365 (H)
There's actually a word for people who identify as animals. Furries are just some fetish. I think the term is "Therian."
Abe Lincoln replied with this 7 years ago, 7 minutes later, 22 hours after the original post[^] [v] #937,552
@previous (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
Visit the Susan's Place Transgender forum, and ask them what gender dysphoria is like. 9 times out of 10 you're going to get a descripition similar to the one I gave you.
Visit the Susan's Place Transgender forum, and ask them what gender dysphoria is like. 9 times out of 10 you're going to get a descripition similar to the one I gave you.
Anonymous F replied with this 7 years ago, 1 minute later, 22 hours after the original post[^] [v] #937,554
@937,548 (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Furry_fandom
When compared with the general population, homosexuality and bisexuality are over-represented in the furry fandom by about a factor of 10.
The largest group of those surveyed—described their interest in furry fandom predominantly as a "route to socializing with others who share common interests such as anthropomorphic art and costumes."
However they also identified furries who saw themselves as "other than human", or who desired to become more like the furry species which they identified with.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Furry_fandom
When compared with the general population, homosexuality and bisexuality are over-represented in the furry fandom by about a factor of 10.
The largest group of those surveyed—described their interest in furry fandom predominantly as a "route to socializing with others who share common interests such as anthropomorphic art and costumes."
However they also identified furries who saw themselves as "other than human", or who desired to become more like the furry species which they identified with.
Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 replied with this 7 years ago, 1 minute later, 22 hours after the original post[^] [v] #937,557
Anonymous D replied with this 7 years ago, 2 minutes later, 22 hours after the original post[^] [v] #937,559
Wikipedia II replied with this 7 years ago, 6 minutes later, 22 hours after the original post[^] [v] #937,563
@previous (D)https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cross-dressing
"The term cross-dressing refers to an action or a behavior without attributing or implying any specific causes for that behavior.
It is often assumed that the connotation is directly correlated with behaviors of transgender identity or sexual, fetishist, and homosexual behavior, but the term itself does not imply any motives and is not synonymous to one's gender identity."
Who the fuck are They to tell people it may not be synonymous to gender identity.
Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 replied with this 7 years ago, 1 minute later, 22 hours after the original post[^] [v] #937,566
Anonymous D replied with this 7 years ago, 1 minute later, 22 hours after the original post[^] [v] #937,568
Anonymous E replied with this 7 years ago, 1 minute later, 22 hours after the original post[^] [v] #937,570
Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 replied with this 7 years ago, 2 hours later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #937,624
@937,568 (D)
Because it started as that and then the mods changed the board name since no one talks about it.
Because it started as that and then the mods changed the board name since no one talks about it.