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Topic: HEY MERRIN! I Need Help With The '9th Step!' (Apologizing, Making Amends & Seeking Forgiveness)

Eco started this discussion 7 years ago #80,468

Here's my dilemma...

I have Publicly-Swore to 'Change My Ways' 1,000+ Times. People Have given me TONNES of 'Second-Chances', and I've Fucked them All up, so NOBODY BELIEVES THAT I HAVE SERIOUSLY CHANGED!

I guess 'ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS' and I need to SHOW people I have Changed over time...

Just for today (and from now on), I will STOP using the N-Word to refer to Black People or Gay Slurs like 'F**GGOT' to refer to homosexuals.

This may buy me some forgiveness for past Racism and Homophobia.

What ELSE can I do to Earn People's Forgiveness and a 90th Chance to Redeem Myself in Peoples' Eyes???

Anonymous B joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 4 minutes later[^] [v] #936,369

Before you turn over a new leaf you ought to smoke one last rock just for one last time.

Eco (OP) replied with this 7 years ago, 10 minutes later, 15 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #936,376

@previous (B)
Already did. I bought a 10-piece like a half hour before checking into detox.

Father Merrin !u5oFWxmY7U joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 3 hours later, 4 hours after the original post[^] [v] #936,473

@OP

> Just for today (and from now on), I will STOP using the N-Word to refer to Black People or Gay Slurs like 'F**GGOT' to refer to homosexuals.
>
> This may buy me some forgiveness for past Racism and Homophobia.
>
> What ELSE can I do to Earn People's Forgiveness and a 90th Chance to Redeem Myself in Peoples' Eyes???

First things first it should be pointed out that being homophobic is not a deal-breaker in the Catholic Church. But that's beside my main point.

That main point being, it is not "people's forgiveness" you need to be seeking, and you certainly should not be concerned with redemption "in people's eyes". It is God's forgiveness you must seek, for only through Him - and very occasionally Shawshank prison - can there be a redemption. I've read your posts on TinyChan for a long time and I've been given to believe there is nobody in your circle whose moral opinion you should care about, they are a motley gang of drug dealers, prostitutes and swindlers. Still loved in God's eyes of course, but hardly the target audience for your redemption.

If you want to begin your journey towards God's grace, stop concerning yourself with the opinions of the people around you and focus on what God wants from you.

Anonymous D joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 2 hours later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #936,511

TG wants to tongue your anus.

Anonymous E joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 1 hour later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #936,544

Have you tried drinking Domestos? Seems promising.

Anonymous F joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 5 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #936,547

Joshy eats peepee.

Anonymous B replied with this 7 years ago, 54 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #936,562

@936,376 (Eco)
You should smoke a rock just one more time for good measure.
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