Topic: I think I gave my sample.
Catherine !agBaeLArOk started this discussion 7 years ago #78,061
I went to the fertility clinic again and managed to get something in the cup. I feel fucking tired right now. I am eating at California Pizza Kitchen. I think I did it though.
Anonymous B joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 2 minutes later[^] [v] #912,042
> managed to get something in the cupAnonymous C joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 1 hour later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #912,062
something? lmao what did u put in the cup Catherine
Anonymous D joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 36 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #912,068
Anonymous E joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 1 minute later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #912,069
> Mental image of Catherine furiously masturbating, to no avail.
Never should have clicked.
Never should have clicked.
Sheila LaBoof joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 1 minute later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #912,070
they call 'im the Cracker Jack, because he comes in a box
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@912,069 (E)
> > Mental image of Catherine furiously masturbating, to no avail.
>
> Never should have clicked.
This
> > Mental image of Catherine furiously masturbating, to no avail.
>
> Never should have clicked.
This
Catherine !agBaeLArOk (OP) replied with this 7 years ago, 5 hours later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #912,176
@912,069 (E)
Actually, my tupla sort of helped out, remember that imaginary boyfriend I mentioned? I just imagined that I was giving him a handjob and that the penis wasn't attached to my own body.
He promised me that he was going to be with me today.
@912,062 (C)
It was a clear liquid with white little floaters and maybe some urine.
Actually, my tupla sort of helped out, remember that imaginary boyfriend I mentioned? I just imagined that I was giving him a handjob and that the penis wasn't attached to my own body.
He promised me that he was going to be with me today.
@912,062 (C)
It was a clear liquid with white little floaters and maybe some urine.
Meta !Sober//iZs joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 12 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #912,184
I'm confused though. Why go to a fertility clinic when sex reassignment is going to make you permanently and totally infertile anyway?
Anonymous E replied with this 7 years ago, 54 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #912,198
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@912,176 (Catherine !agBaeLArOk)
I don't think it's healthy to have imaginary friends after the age of 9
I don't think it's healthy to have imaginary friends after the age of 9
Fake anon !ZkUt8arUCU joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 10 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #912,206
@912,184 (Meta !Sober//iZs)
So you can have biological kids of your own later.
@912,176 (Catherine !agBaeLArOk)
I don't know if that accurately describes any time I've cum. I hope it was enough.
So you can have biological kids of your own later.
@912,176 (Catherine !agBaeLArOk)
I don't know if that accurately describes any time I've cum. I hope it was enough.
Anonymous C replied with this 7 years ago, 13 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #912,211
@912,176 (Catherine !agBaeLArOk)
> It was a clear liquid with white little floaters and maybe some urine.
that ain't gonna fertilize shit and I wish I hadn't read any of this
> It was a clear liquid with white little floaters and maybe some urine.
that ain't gonna fertilize shit and I wish I hadn't read any of this
Meta !Sober//iZs replied with this 7 years ago, 1 second later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #912,212
@912,206 (Fake anon !ZkUt8arUCU)
I'd be worried about the sperm going stale (I know they freeze it but still) and you end up with birth defects and shit.
I'd be worried about the sperm going stale (I know they freeze it but still) and you end up with birth defects and shit.
Anonymous C replied with this 7 years ago, 8 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #912,218
Fake anon !ZkUt8arUCU replied with this 7 years ago, 13 seconds later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #912,219
@912,211 (C)
Welcome to a Catherinedraad.
@912,212 (Meta !Sober//iZs)
I wouldn't cut my dick off in the first place.
Welcome to a Catherinedraad.
@912,212 (Meta !Sober//iZs)
I wouldn't cut my dick off in the first place.
Meta !Sober//iZs replied with this 7 years ago, 10 minutes later, 10 hours after the original post[^] [v] #912,226
@912,218 (C)
Go to the store and get some fresh green beans and a bag of frozen green beans and eat them. You'll see what I mean.
@previous (Fake anon !ZkUt8arUCU)
I would but only because I'm tired of it getting caught in the zipper :(
Go to the store and get some fresh green beans and a bag of frozen green beans and eat them. You'll see what I mean.
@previous (Fake anon !ZkUt8arUCU)
I would but only because I'm tired of it getting caught in the zipper :(
Catherine !agBaeLArOk (OP) replied with this 7 years ago, 1 hour later, 11 hours after the original post[^] [v] #912,239
Catherine !agBaeLArOk (OP) double-posted this 7 years ago, 14 minutes later, 12 hours after the original post[^] [v] #912,241
@912,211 (C)
The fertility clinic said that is usually the amount that men end up providing, but this is just to see if it's fertile.
The fertility clinic said that is usually the amount that men end up providing, but this is just to see if it's fertile.
Catherine !agBaeLArOk (OP) triple-posted this 7 years ago, 57 minutes later, 13 hours after the original post[^] [v] #912,243
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Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 7 years ago, 2 hours later, 21 hours after the original post[^] [v] #912,275
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Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 7 years ago, 3 hours later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #912,369
Fake anon !ZkUt8arUCU replied with this 7 years ago, 14 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #912,372
Anonymous C replied with this 7 years ago, 4 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #912,375
@912,369 (Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
> What do you think "shell" refers to? It's the skin.
Why don't you know what a penis is
> What do you think "shell" refers to? It's the skin.
Why don't you know what a penis is
Anonymous C double-posted this 7 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #912,377
> the meat of it coming out of the skin and hurting while it sticks to my underwear.
> the head of the penis is exposed as the skin doesn't cover it which I assume was due to being circumcised, but sometimes it would stick to my underwear. Sometimes whenever I move the wrong way when I sit the entire penis shoots out of the skin pushing it backwards to a very painful feeling of it being exposed. The penis was erect when this occurred
> just for clarity, the foreskin is what completely covers the head of the penis, right? If yes, then no I don't have foreskin.
> The part that comes out is the head and mid way of the shaft (I think that is what the longer part is called). Again, this is rare, and it's been some time since it last happened, but the head and shaft comes out as if someone pulled the skin all the way back. Like if someone were to have a cucumber with a condom on it and they roll the condom back to take it off. It's like the skin tried to be taken off. But it's mostly a shaft thing.
> What is the reddish pinkish part of the penis that has the pee hole called?
> I am beginning to think this is just muscle tissue.
> the head of the penis is exposed as the skin doesn't cover it which I assume was due to being circumcised, but sometimes it would stick to my underwear. Sometimes whenever I move the wrong way when I sit the entire penis shoots out of the skin pushing it backwards to a very painful feeling of it being exposed. The penis was erect when this occurred
> just for clarity, the foreskin is what completely covers the head of the penis, right? If yes, then no I don't have foreskin.
> The part that comes out is the head and mid way of the shaft (I think that is what the longer part is called). Again, this is rare, and it's been some time since it last happened, but the head and shaft comes out as if someone pulled the skin all the way back. Like if someone were to have a cucumber with a condom on it and they roll the condom back to take it off. It's like the skin tried to be taken off. But it's mostly a shaft thing.
> What is the reddish pinkish part of the penis that has the pee hole called?
> I am beginning to think this is just muscle tissue.
Vintage Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 7 years ago, 4 hours later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #912,452
Kook !!a6qjFG7HF joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 17 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #912,456
Vintage Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 7 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #912,457
@previous (Kook !!a6qjFG7HF)
Just that he was going to be with me to help me provide the sample. He was and that promised was fulfilled.
Just that he was going to be with me to help me provide the sample. He was and that promised was fulfilled.
Kook !!a6qjFG7HF replied with this 7 years ago, 7 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #912,460
@previous (Vintage Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
Catherine tulpas aren't real. It was your own inner voice reassuring you.
Catherine tulpas aren't real. It was your own inner voice reassuring you.
Vintage Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 7 years ago, 5 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #912,466
@previous (Kook !!a6qjFG7HF)
Isn't an inner voice essentially a thoughtform which is tuplas themselves?
Tuplas are manifestations of thought so why would they be real on a physical level?
Isn't an inner voice essentially a thoughtform which is tuplas themselves?
Tuplas are manifestations of thought so why would they be real on a physical level?
Kook !!a6qjFG7HF replied with this 7 years ago, 48 seconds later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #912,468
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Anonymous E replied with this 7 years ago, 27 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #912,512
@previous (Kook !!a6qjFG7HF)
I get what Catherine is trying to say, but tulpa lore says tulpas physically manifest. So she still wrong.
I get what Catherine is trying to say, but tulpa lore says tulpas physically manifest. So she still wrong.
Kook !!a6qjFG7HF replied with this 7 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #912,515
Vintage Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 7 years ago, 10 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #912,522
@912,512 (E)
I thought tulpa lore says it's different per tulpa. I mean, why else would people try to communicate with theirs through meditation and lucid dreams?
I thought tulpa lore says it's different per tulpa. I mean, why else would people try to communicate with theirs through meditation and lucid dreams?
Anonymous E replied with this 7 years ago, 1 second later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #912,523
@912,515 (Kook !!a6qjFG7HF)
She's trying to say that a tulpa could technically be a thought, which half-way makes sense, you do think them into exsistance. However, you have to ignore the part where tulpas are described as autonomous manifestations. To insinuate that a tulpa could be a thought, completely goes against this. As there is nothing autonomous about thoughts, thoughts are always linked to a person. Tulpas are a manifestation of thoughts, but they are not the thoughts themselves.
She's trying to say that a tulpa could technically be a thought, which half-way makes sense, you do think them into exsistance. However, you have to ignore the part where tulpas are described as autonomous manifestations. To insinuate that a tulpa could be a thought, completely goes against this. As there is nothing autonomous about thoughts, thoughts are always linked to a person. Tulpas are a manifestation of thoughts, but they are not the thoughts themselves.
Vintage Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 7 years ago, 21 seconds later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #912,525
Anonymous C replied with this 7 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #912,529
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@912,525 (Vintage Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
So how do you know the difference between a Tulpa and a thought?
So how do you know the difference between a Tulpa and a thought?
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Vintage Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 7 years ago, 55 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #912,560
@previous (Kook !!a6qjFG7HF)
I was told that "thoughtforms" are the same thing as tulpas.
@912,529 (C)
My sub-conscience friend told me that "imaginary friend" is derogatory. So I would respect his wishes and not refer to him as such.
I was told that "thoughtforms" are the same thing as tulpas.
@912,529 (C)
My sub-conscience friend told me that "imaginary friend" is derogatory. So I would respect his wishes and not refer to him as such.
Kook !!a6qjFG7HF replied with this 7 years ago, 16 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #912,566
Anonymous E replied with this 7 years ago, 18 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #912,570
@912,560 (Vintage Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
I can't believe someone who doesn't use drugs can be so... You.
I can't believe someone who doesn't use drugs can be so... You.
Vintage Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 (OP) replied with this 7 years ago, 4 hours later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #912,598
Anonymous L replied with this 7 years ago, 23 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #912,602
Fake anon !ZkUt8arUCU replied with this 7 years ago, 8 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #912,603
@previous (L)
I remember when Plato wrote about Tulpas. It is almost as well known as Aristotle's treatise on electric scooters.
I remember when Plato wrote about Tulpas. It is almost as well known as Aristotle's treatise on electric scooters.
Anonymous L replied with this 7 years ago, 2 hours later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #912,619
Kook !!a6qjFG7HF replied with this 7 years ago, 3 hours later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #912,655
@912,598 (Vintage Catherine !ttGirlsPl2)
So how do you know the difference between a tulpa and your own thoughts? Also, are you going to try this technique again?
So how do you know the difference between a tulpa and your own thoughts? Also, are you going to try this technique again?
Anonymous E replied with this 7 years ago, 32 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #912,659
@previous (Kook !!a6qjFG7HF)
I think she's gonna have to. Catherine should have preserved sperm before starting hormone therapy, but that's what happens when people just jump into something w/o understanding all the risks.
I think she's gonna have to. Catherine should have preserved sperm before starting hormone therapy, but that's what happens when people just jump into something w/o understanding all the risks.
Anonymous N joined in and replied with this 7 years ago, 22 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #912,669
That's enough now guys.