Topic: It's my birthday and my friend is dead

chili dog !!81dzJNNYL started this discussion 8 years ago #72,520

Not suicide not od fucking heart attack
Everyone is saying happy birthday and I don't wanna talk to them

This is fucked up this sucks

Anonymous B joined in and replied with this 8 years ago, 2 minutes later[^] [v] #868,493

What did they die of?

Anonymous B double-posted this 8 years ago, 1 minute later, 3 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #868,494

Oh and happy birthday.

chili dog !!81dzJNNYL (OP) replied with this 8 years ago, 3 minutes later, 6 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #868,495

@868,493 (B)
Heart attack I think
I'm not 100% I got really fucked up aftr and it's fuzzy
But related to his high blood pressure

A friend told me his friend passed and I had heard about a few people the past few days I didn't know dying so I went over to like go be a supportive pal but then he was my friend too I didn't know he had died in fucking New Brunswick

Buddy gave us a few oxys I think I wanna get high later
My head hurts from hangover and crying

chili dog !!81dzJNNYL (OP) double-posted this 8 years ago, 19 seconds later, 7 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #868,496

@868,494 (B)
Thanks :(

Anonymous C joined in and replied with this 8 years ago, 13 minutes later, 20 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #868,500

@868,495 (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)
> Buddy gave us a few oxys I think I wanna get high later

chili dog !!81dzJNNYL (OP) replied with this 8 years ago, 6 minutes later, 27 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #868,503

@previous (C)
Yeah obviously

My fucking friend is dead I don't give a fuck

chili dog !!81dzJNNYL (OP) double-posted this 8 years ago, 53 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #868,511

I fucking hate needles my arm hurts

Sheila LaBoof joined in and replied with this 8 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #868,513

@868,495 (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)

> Heart attack I think
> I'm not 100% I got really fucked up aftr and it's fuzzy
> But related to his high blood pressure
>
> A friend told me his friend passed and I had heard about a few people the past few days I didn't know dying so I went over to like go be a supportive pal but then he was my friend too I didn't know he had died in fucking New Brunswick
>
> Buddy gave us a few oxys I think I wanna get high later
> My head hurts from hangover and crying

those pills were developed for medical professionals to apply with professional judgement because they interact strongly with the body in ways that can be very dangerous, not playthings

chili dog !!81dzJNNYL (OP) replied with this 8 years ago, 4 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #868,515

@previous (Sheila LaBoof)
The oxys I know
The blood pressure meds he was taking as prescribed we talked about that a lot

Anonymous E joined in and replied with this 8 years ago, 4 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #868,517

> drugs are bad

Meta joined in and replied with this 8 years ago, 17 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #868,519

When my heart finally gives out will anyone mourn me?

chili dog !!81dzJNNYL (OP) replied with this 8 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #868,521

@previous (Meta)
i don't know
do you think so

kook !!OPZbEQMT1 joined in and replied with this 8 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #868,523

@868,511 (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)
Are you shooting up?

chili dog !!81dzJNNYL (OP) replied with this 8 years ago, 9 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,525

@previous (kook !!OPZbEQMT1)
yes

Anonymous H joined in and replied with this 8 years ago, 26 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,529

@868,519 (Meta)
No. Just no.

Anonymous I joined in and replied with this 8 years ago, 57 seconds later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,530

@868,525 (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)

Not a healthy way to deal

chili dog !!81dzJNNYL (OP) replied with this 8 years ago, 27 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,536

@previous (I)
trust me i know

..... !2Nu9nWUn.U joined in and replied with this 8 years ago, 1 hour later, 4 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,552

I am very sorry for your loss.

Anonymous K joined in and replied with this 8 years ago, 1 hour later, 5 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,574

it's not every year you get to have a birthday

She believes wrasstlin. joined in and replied with this 8 years ago, 6 minutes later, 5 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,578

@868,495 (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)
Sorry for your loss..

She believes wrasstlin. double-posted this 8 years ago, 1 minute later, 5 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,580

@868,495 (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)
Please forgive the errant name in the post..

Anonymous L triple-posted this 8 years ago, 1 minute later, 5 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,581

@868,495 (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)
Dammit....Im drunk..

condolences..

chili dog !!81dzJNNYL (OP) replied with this 8 years ago, 15 seconds later, 5 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,582

@868,574 (K)
I actually don't have a birthday this year

Anonymous L replied with this 8 years ago, 50 seconds later, 5 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,583

@previous (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)
But that is not possible..

Anonymous L double-posted this 8 years ago, 18 minutes later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,594

@868,525 (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)
Omfg..
What have you become...sweet girl..

first thing...you get off the needle..

You are about to wreck...Seek help...it is there somewhere...you are somebody and you need to recognize that..

The needle ONLY leads down...never up..

stop just stop Trip..

keep snorting or swallowing to keep from going through withdrawl...but that needle is Satan himself..

wake the fuck up kiddo..

(Edited 1 minute later.)

Anonymous M joined in and replied with this 8 years ago, 2 minutes later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,595

@previous (L)
Says the guys who is a fucking alcoholic with fucked up, disgusting looking feet.

Anonymous L replied with this 8 years ago, 1 minute later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,597

@previous (M)
You shut your goddamn pussy mouth...boy..

Nobody asked you a Goddamn thing..

Anonymous M replied with this 8 years ago, 2 minutes later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,598

@previous (L)
Why don't you TRY and make me shut my goddamn mouth..boy..

You ain't big enough to do it, faggot.

Anonymous L replied with this 8 years ago, 3 minutes later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,599

@previous (M)
Oh I am big enough all right...you can bet your ass on that..

If you were right in front of me right now I'd head but you in the nose then break both your arms and then kick your thighs until you fell down..

Then it would get ugly..

(Edited 24 seconds later.)

Anonymous M replied with this 8 years ago, 4 minutes later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,600

@previous (L)
Bitch, you won't do anything, except tuck your tail between your legs and run, like you did from the trucker, On, and others.

So just shut your whore mouth.

chili dog !!81dzJNNYL (OP) replied with this 8 years ago, 27 seconds later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,601

@868,583 (L)
2018 isn't a leap year

Jiggle deez nutz !cs3yt/Mi8w replied with this 8 years ago, 1 minute later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,602

@previous (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)
May be bad timing trip, but happy bday. Mine was 2 days ago.

Anonymous N joined in and replied with this 8 years ago, 51 seconds later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,603

@868,495 (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)
You are such a worthless fucking junky. Your friend dies so you cry over the injustice while injecting shit into your veins. Fuck off you attention seeking waster.

chili dog !!81dzJNNYL (OP) replied with this 8 years ago, 3 minutes later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,605

@868,602 (Jiggle deez nutz !cs3yt/Mi8w)
Thanks bud
Happy belated birthday, how did you celebrate?

@previous (N)
No

Anonymous H replied with this 8 years ago, 9 minutes later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,606

@868,603 (N)
I wanted to say that but felt like being nice. Thank you for doing it for me.

Jiggle deez nutz !cs3yt/Mi8w replied with this 8 years ago, 12 minutes later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,608

@868,605 (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)

> Thanks bud
> Happy belated birthday, how did you celebrate?

At work.... Way to celebrate huh? :)

kook !!OPZbEQMT1 replied with this 8 years ago, 1 minute later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,610

Way shoot up though? The pills will fuck you up anyway

chili dog !!81dzJNNYL (OP) replied with this 8 years ago, 16 minutes later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,616

@868,608 (Jiggle deez nutz !cs3yt/Mi8w)
wild, what a party animal

@previous (kook !!OPZbEQMT1)
drastically reduced nausea/vomiting and stronger rush
wanna tap out of life for a day or two

Green !BEERiVqJJw joined in and replied with this 8 years ago, 3 minutes later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,618

Sorry to hear that. You should smoke and not inject though. Way more dangerous.

Anonymous N replied with this 8 years ago, 10 minutes later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,622

@868,616 (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)

> drastically reduced nausea/vomiting and stronger rush
> wanna tap out of life for a day or two

Do it permanently, you're a fucking waste of a life. There are people who would give anything to have the opportunities you have and all you do is shoot up, get stoned, fuck around, and then cry about someone's premature death. You're a fucking attention seeking imbecile.

chili dog !!81dzJNNYL (OP) replied with this 8 years ago, 3 minutes later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,623

@previous (N)
hah

kook !!OPZbEQMT1 replied with this 8 years ago, 6 minutes later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,626

@868,616 (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)
You might die like your friend died

Big Daddy Derek !Uvm54ORbmo joined in and replied with this 8 years ago, 11 minutes later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,628

@868,622 (N)
Nice madpost.

Green !BEERiVqJJw replied with this 8 years ago, 19 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,633

@868,623 (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)
Hope you're OK.

Meta replied with this 8 years ago, 5 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,635

@868,521 (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)
Was the heart attack, like, natural (ie not as a result of drug (prescription or recreational) use)?

I ask because I have a lot of risk factors and would to make it to at least 50.

(Edited 41 seconds later.)

Anonymous Q joined in and replied with this 8 years ago, 4 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,636

sorry about your friend. sorry about these posts

chili dog !!81dzJNNYL (OP) replied with this 8 years ago, 56 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,649

@868,635 (Meta)
he'd been sober (from drugs besides weed) for a few months

@previous (Q)
<3

@868,633 (Green !BEERiVqJJw)
not yet but i'll be ok
thanks pal

Meta replied with this 8 years ago, 6 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,653

@previous (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)

> he'd been sober (from drugs besides weed) for a few months
But prior to that was he using drugs like coke or amphetamines?

chili dog !!81dzJNNYL (OP) replied with this 8 years ago, 54 seconds later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,654

@previous (Meta)
prior to that yes
i'm not sure if it was related
he's had really high blood pressure for a while and was medicated for it

Anonymous R joined in and replied with this 8 years ago, 3 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,655

@868,622 (N)

> > drastically reduced nausea/vomiting and stronger rush
> > wanna tap out of life for a day or two
>
> Do it permanently, you're a fucking waste of a life. There are people who would give anything to have the opportunities you have and all you do is shoot up, get stoned, fuck around, and then cry about someone's premature death. You're a fucking attention seeking imbecile.

This is true for pretty much everyone who uses drugs, to be honest.

Anonymous R double-posted this 8 years ago, 1 minute later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,656

@868,654 (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)

> prior to that yes
> i'm not sure if it was related
> he's had really high blood pressure for a while and was medicated for it

So he died because he took a bunch of drugs... what a surprise! I wonder when you'll die this year?

chili dog !!81dzJNNYL (OP) replied with this 8 years ago, 4 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,660

@previous (R)
you seem like a pleasant empathetic person

Anonymous R replied with this 8 years ago, 2 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,662

@previous (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)
What are you expecting from minichan? You're posting about someone's death and you expect only positivity? Grow the fuck up and get some thicker skin before whining about shit on here. Trust me, you'll need to.

chili dog !!81dzJNNYL (OP) replied with this 8 years ago, 1 minute later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,663

@previous (R)
again
you seem like a pleasant empathetic person

Anonymous R replied with this 8 years ago, 1 minute later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,665

@previous (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)
Great response. I'm not at all surprised you didn't say anything intelligent.

Anonymous L replied with this 8 years ago, 3 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,667

@OP

Your either going to die from using iv whatever...or it's going to cost you your education..

You think your in control but after a few months the spike will own you..

totally honest when I say I thought you were a lot smarter than this..

kook !!OPZbEQMT1 replied with this 8 years ago, 6 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,672

Aubrey is okay with this?

Anonymous L replied with this 8 years ago, 17 minutes later, 10 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,679

@OP

I'll never go back...but I missed this like crazy for a few years when I stopped..

Anonymous T joined in and replied with this 8 years ago, 3 hours later, 13 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,742

@868,672 (kook !!OPZbEQMT1)
Guaranteed he's the one with the needles and put one in her arm.

kook !!OPZbEQMT1 replied with this 8 years ago, 14 minutes later, 14 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,751

@previous (T)
I wouldnt be surprised at all

Anonymous L replied with this 8 years ago, 1 hour later, 15 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,766

He better thank his lucky stars he doesn't live close enough for me to travel to..

Just saying..

Anonymous U joined in and replied with this 8 years ago, 41 minutes later, 16 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,770

@OP
condolences are in order
celebrate the life of your friend once you're done mourning
life's too short

Anonymous M replied with this 8 years ago, 33 minutes later, 17 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,776

@868,766 (L)

I live about 3 hours from you. Would you like me to meet you at truck stop, so you can pussy out and claim you were out of gas?

Anonymous V joined in and replied with this 8 years ago, 4 hours later, 21 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,792

> undocumented levels of degeneracy and waste of protein. probably soy protein anyways
its fucked up that you even know where to get those things

Anonymous L replied with this 8 years ago, 16 minutes later, 21 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,799

@868,776 (M)
I wish you did live that close...it'd be cool to meet someone else from here..

Anonymous H replied with this 8 years ago, 36 minutes later, 22 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,803

@868,776 (M)
Carless people can't run outta gas. Thanks.

Anonymous N replied with this 8 years ago, 13 minutes later, 22 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,807

@868,663 (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)

> again
> you seem like a pleasant empathetic person

You're looking for attention on the internet by exploiting your friend's death before his body's even cold. Dial down the fake sanctimony and virtue signalling.

Anonymous L replied with this 8 years ago, 5 minutes later, 22 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,810

@previous (N)
wtf..
why does it feel important to spout that bullshit...it doesn't deserve an answer..

quit being a dick..

Anonymous N replied with this 8 years ago, 13 minutes later, 23 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,813

@previous (L)
I wasn't looking for "an answer". Hence the lack of a question, you leper.

Anonymous L replied with this 8 years ago, 43 minutes later, 23 hours after the original post[^] [v] #868,831

You were being a d ick. Hence I called you a dick..

Anonymous N replied with this 8 years ago, 29 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #868,835

@previous (L)
You said my post "doesn't deserve an answer". I'm pointing out that I asked no question, you retard. Now go show a disease-ridden Sudanese pauper your foot to help him feel better about his situation.

Anonymous V replied with this 8 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #868,836

@868,831 (L)
your being a dick
that's why I am calling you a dick

Anonymous N replied with this 8 years ago, 59 seconds later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #868,837

And I'm not being a dick. I am saying things that she needs to hear. I am saying things that, if she didn't have a cunt, everyone else would be saying now. I am saying what everybody is thinking, but because she has a pussy, white knight rules kick in.

(Edited 1 minute later.)

Anonymous W joined in and replied with this 8 years ago, 47 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #868,847

@previous (N)
Nice wepost

Sheila LaBoof replied with this 8 years ago, 26 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #868,854

what's with all these letters of the alphabet in here

Anonymous X joined in and replied with this 8 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #868,855

@previous (Sheila LaBoof)
get in my car

chili dog !!81dzJNNYL (OP) replied with this 8 years ago, 4 hours later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #868,942

@868,653 (Meta)
since you're worried about your own risk factors, it was related to alcohol withdrawal

Meta replied with this 8 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #868,943

@previous (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)
Oh okay! All I get is like one or two nights where it's hard to sleep when I stop drinking.

Minichan