Topic: Why the fuck did I relapse? I've been so strong these last few months...
Anonymous A started this discussion 15 years ago #6,959
So ea, I railed n-Acetyl-5-methoxytyptamine again.
You all probably remember me from last time (i reported on my OD).
Anonymous B joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later[^] [v] #121,749
'Cause your're an addict.
Falco !PZmcClOUDk joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 57 seconds later, 4 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #121,750
youre addicted to drugs
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 52 seconds later, 5 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #121,751
@121,749 (B)
Fuck, you are right.
I don't know why I didn't see it. I think I may really have a problem. (It always seems to obvious after you hear it).
I want to stop, I really do, no one wants to live this life. It's not because I'm lazy, or because I am some hedonist. I want a normal life.
How do I stop? Does rehab even work?
Anonymous A (OP) double-posted this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 7 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #121,753
@121,750 (Falco !PZmcClOUDk)
I'm not proud of it. Not at all. I was able to stop for several months, that should show something.
I feel like if I try again, I'm just going to relapse. And that doesn't help the fight.
Anonymous D joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 58 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #121,831
what the fuck is this. i'm fucking tweaking on meth and have been for the past like 18 hours i'm quite sick of it
fucking E pills dude fuck my soul
green joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #121,842
Keep boozing.
Meowth joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 7 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #121,852
@121,751 (A)
@121,753 (A)
I believe in you. Rehab works for lots of people, you just have to be very committed.
mountainman !4EB6xd.Oos joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 4 hours later, 5 hours after the original post[^] [v] #121,951
Stay strong!
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