Topic: My parents saw my cuts...
Anonymous A started this discussion 15 years ago #6,849
My mom is freaking out, talking about sending me to doctors and threatening me if I do it again...She's the main reason I do it, and her doing this is more triggering....asdfghjkl what do I do? I don't particularly want to be here when they get back...Also, I need to hide my shit...help?
cccuuunnttt !nIGga.SL0w joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 30 seconds later[^] [v] #120,198
Oh for fuck's sake
Anonymous C joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 15 seconds later, 45 seconds after the original post[^] [v] #120,199
don't cut then, pussy
Anonymous D joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 38 seconds later, 1 minute after the original post[^] [v] #120,200
Kill them all.
TTEH joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 2 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #120,202
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 3 seconds later, 2 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #120,203
Killer Lettuce !!iNo3FkiZx replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 4 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #120,204
@previous (A)
It's suprisingly easy, actually. All you have to do is not apply sharp objects to your wrists.
It's suprisingly easy, actually. All you have to do is not apply sharp objects to your wrists.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 53 seconds later, 4 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #120,206
@previous (Killer Lettuce !!iNo3FkiZx)
Yes, just like it's easy to stop smoking by just not sticking cigarettes in your mouth and lighting them.
There's more to it than that.
Yes, just like it's easy to stop smoking by just not sticking cigarettes in your mouth and lighting them.
There's more to it than that.
The Editor !FuckWtfW8M joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 6 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #120,207
The Editor !FuckWtfW8M double-posted this 15 years ago, 34 seconds later, 7 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #120,208
Killer Lettuce !!iNo3FkiZx replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 8 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #120,210
@120,206 (A)
You're right. Picking up a knife and cutting yourself with it is as addictive as nicotine.
You're right. Picking up a knife and cutting yourself with it is as addictive as nicotine.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 15 seconds later, 8 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #120,211
@120,208 (The Editor !FuckWtfW8M)
It's an addiction. It sounds stupid, but it genuinely is addicting...
It's an addiction. It sounds stupid, but it genuinely is addicting...
Meta !PARAdoxiHw joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 40 seconds later, 9 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #120,212
That happened to me once. I was opening a can of olives and I accidentally cut my thumb on the lid of the can while opening it and I was like FUUUCCKK and my mom saw it and she was like "oh that's a bad cut" and I got a bandaid and it was all good.
Anonymous H joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 9 seconds later, 9 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #120,213
@OP
sup stickybuns?
sup stickybuns?
Anonymous I joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 10 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #120,214
Anonymous J joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 11 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #120,216
You should probably cut yourself a couple of extra vaginas, sounds like you're going to need them.
r04r joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 56 seconds later, 12 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #120,217
Yes its addictive, i know. Get over it and stop cutting yourself or accept that you need to be sent off to a psychiatrist for your own good.
Anonymous L joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 15 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #120,219
OP is talking about an indie flick he is making about a group if Richard Simmons impersonators that try to steal te crown jewels from the UK. His mother saw some of the cuts and, even though the movie has not made it to post production, she understands how shitty of a movie it will be. @OP just stop making shitty movies.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 20 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #120,223
@120,217 (r04r)
I'm glad you at least understand the addictive part of it, unlike other people here...
I'm okay though, I don't need a doctor or anything..
I'm glad you at least understand the addictive part of it, unlike other people here...
I'm okay though, I don't need a doctor or anything..
Meta !PARAdoxiHw replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 21 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #120,224
Anonymous L replied with this 15 years ago, 18 seconds later, 21 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #120,225
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 51 seconds later, 22 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #120,227
r04r replied with this 15 years ago, 41 seconds later, 23 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #120,228
!poISOnioxc joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 9 seconds later, 23 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #120,229
Read a book while eating cookies n' cream ice cream instead.
Foxygen !FANATICibM replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 24 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #120,232
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 11 seconds later, 24 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #120,233
@120,228 (r04r)
She just mentioned sending me to my fucking general practitioner.
She's mentioned psychiatrists in the past, though.
She just mentioned sending me to my fucking general practitioner.
She's mentioned psychiatrists in the past, though.
Meta !PARAdoxiHw replied with this 15 years ago, 27 minutes later, 52 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #120,266
@120,227 (A)
How do you keep cutting yourself? Jesus man, you must be really fucking clumsy or something. Maybe you should use the blunt plastic scissors for kids.
How do you keep cutting yourself? Jesus man, you must be really fucking clumsy or something. Maybe you should use the blunt plastic scissors for kids.
Anonymous N joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 5 minutes later, 57 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #120,271
Avoid cutting areas of your body that are in plain sight, the wrist just seems like a cry for attention more than anything else. Cut around your genital area. Chances are your mom isn't going to see that. At least I hope not, I don't know what your relationship is like.
Tekamine !AnRbswGQv. joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 40 seconds later, 58 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #120,272
@OP
Stickybuns?
Stickybuns?
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #120,277
@120,271 (N)
I originally went on my upper arm (inside of my bicep). Then I started on my thigh. I just started on the wrist without noticing it and I kept doing more and more.
I originally went on my upper arm (inside of my bicep). Then I started on my thigh. I just started on the wrist without noticing it and I kept doing more and more.
Anonymous N replied with this 15 years ago, 53 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #120,279
@previous (A)
well stop with the wrist, ever consider just like biting the inside of your mouth? I do that to keep from laughing a lot, and my mouth is a bloody mess.
well stop with the wrist, ever consider just like biting the inside of your mouth? I do that to keep from laughing a lot, and my mouth is a bloody mess.
Anonymous C replied with this 15 years ago, 25 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #120,281
Anonymous N replied with this 15 years ago, 11 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #120,282
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #120,288
@120,279 (N)
When I had no blade available, I'd sometimes scratch at my wrist until it'd bleed some if that counts?
I'll probably go more for my legs now.
When I had no blade available, I'd sometimes scratch at my wrist until it'd bleed some if that counts?
I'll probably go more for my legs now.
Nega !34Kas0OdzM joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #120,294
Okay. ;3Leave and don't come back until you've done as she asks.
Anonymous Q joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #120,296
you shoudl probably see a doctor bro
Meta !PARAdoxiHw replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #120,300
Anonymous C replied with this 15 years ago, 53 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #120,304
Anonymous R joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #120,309
Green joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #120,310
Alcohol. Steal it if your underage. Just cover a bag in foil, then casually toss and walk out the store. If security spots you, fucking run. The adrenaline will boost you.
Anonymous O replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #120,311
Foxygen !FANATICibM replied with this 15 years ago, 47 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #120,313
Meta !PARAdoxiHw replied with this 15 years ago, 4 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #120,314
Mindblast !!4IKKtS9GG joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 6 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #120,323
Cut where they can't see it then. As long as you don't stain the shower too much they won't even notice until you're dead.Killer Lettuce !!iNo3FkiZx replied with this 15 years ago, 24 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #120,370
Meta !PARAdoxiHw replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #120,375
Nega !34Kas0OdzM replied with this 15 years ago, 26 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #120,376
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 hour later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #120,470
My mom is now refusing to let me close my door and is asking for my blade. And for some reason, she thinks telling me I won't do it anymore will totally solve the issue.
She has never once asked why I do this.
She has never once asked why I do this.
Killer Lettuce !!iNo3FkiZx replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #120,473
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 47 seconds later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #120,474
Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6 joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 41 seconds later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #120,476
....Don't do your wrists, child. I mean, really.
Bobby2Sox !!ztPBX/o0I joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #120,478
@120,470 (A)
Dictated.
Don't resist, please give her the blade and go tell her why you are doing it and ask for her help. Then move forward together.
Dictated.
Don't resist, please give her the blade and go tell her why you are doing it and ask for her help. Then move forward together.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 5 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #120,493
@previous (Bobby2Sox !!ztPBX/o0I)
I can't give her my main blade, I need it.
and she won't care if I tell her why. She'll be pissed.
I can't give her my main blade, I need it.
and she won't care if I tell her why. She'll be pissed.
Green replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #120,506
Bobby2Sox !!ztPBX/o0I replied with this 15 years ago, 6 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #120,512
@previous (Green)
you are still resisting. Give in for Gods sake. you can't live the rest of your life like this,honest. Im a kid and,shit, i have gone throughell with my parents in the last few months but we eventually refound each other. now I need them more than ever. give it a try.
you are still resisting. Give in for Gods sake. you can't live the rest of your life like this,honest. Im a kid and,shit, i have gone throughell with my parents in the last few months but we eventually refound each other. now I need them more than ever. give it a try.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #120,514
Green replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #120,518
Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6 replied with this 15 years ago, 5 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #120,522
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #120,523
Anonymous W joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 6 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #120,529
Meta !PARAdoxiHw replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 4 hours after the original post[^] [v] #120,531
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 51 seconds later, 4 hours after the original post[^] [v] #120,532
Anonymous H replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 4 hours after the original post[^] [v] #120,533
Meta !PARAdoxiHw replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 4 hours after the original post[^] [v] #120,534
@120,532 (A)
Go downtown and find a homeless crackhead. Trade the plastic bag for a fork he stole from Denny's. Go back home, insert it into an electrical outlet. Krame buckets.
Go downtown and find a homeless crackhead. Trade the plastic bag for a fork he stole from Denny's. Go back home, insert it into an electrical outlet. Krame buckets.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 4 hours after the original post[^] [v] #120,535
@120,533 (H)
I've done trial runs with that before. It's the bag I got from the apple store which has drawstrings.
@previous (Meta !PARAdoxiHw)
We don't have Denny's here.
I've done trial runs with that before. It's the bag I got from the apple store which has drawstrings.
@previous (Meta !PARAdoxiHw)
We don't have Denny's here.
Meta !PARAdoxiHw replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 4 hours after the original post[^] [v] #120,538
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 4 hours after the original post[^] [v] #120,540
Meta !PARAdoxiHw replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 4 hours after the original post[^] [v] #120,543
@previous (A)
Well aren't you just a fucking princess then. The fork was made in China, like all other forks.
Well aren't you just a fucking princess then. The fork was made in China, like all other forks.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 53 seconds later, 4 hours after the original post[^] [v] #120,544
Voice of !WisdomHsuU joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 4 hours after the original post[^] [v] #120,545
> i cant wait to be a useless peace of shit and cut all these wrists
> FUCK IM DROWNING IN ENDLESS SORROW
> IT KEEPS HAPPENING
> FUCK IM DROWNING IN ENDLESS SORROW
> IT KEEPS HAPPENING
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Meta !PARAdoxiHw replied with this 15 years ago, 25 minutes later, 4 hours after the original post[^] [v] #120,565
lol keep trollin OP