Topic: I think I am starting to see Jesus by my bedside every time I awake.
Catherine !TGirlYJKXM started this discussion 9 years ago #65,796
Not sure if it's contributing to very brief sleep paralysis or Jesus is offering his hand to watch over me, but usually whenever this occurs I feel frightened, but this time I let go of such fear when I repeated to myself, "Jesus is the good guy". The items which took this form were a Christmas stocking hanging above my closet door and two monkeys I got from the Rainforest Cafe in Ontario, CA which are hanging on my door in my room. What is strange is that after I saw the traditional depiction of Jesus in the latter the figure soon took the form of Raptor Jesus and then finally a Monk from the Monks trilogy of episodes of Doctor Who.
I guess this beats seeing visions of Satan coming for me with some strange man staring at me in bed which hijacked the stocking. Even though that image changed to Spock for some reason.
I'm not sure if God is trying to watch over me during my transition or if I am just going crazy.
I guess this beats seeing visions of Satan coming for me with some strange man staring at me in bed which hijacked the stocking. Even though that image changed to Spock for some reason.
I'm not sure if God is trying to watch over me during my transition or if I am just going crazy.
Big Daddy Derek !Uvm54ORbmo joined in and replied with this 9 years ago, 1 minute later[^] [v] #811,809
First!
Anonymous C joined in and replied with this 9 years ago, 3 minutes later, 4 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #811,810
@OP
Maybe he is checking you out.
Maybe he is checking you out.
Anonymous D joined in and replied with this 9 years ago, 7 minutes later, 11 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #811,812
You should mention this to your doctor. They expect these types of dreams in people who are transitioning, and if you don't bring it up they will know you are being deceitful
Anonymous E joined in and replied with this 9 years ago, 2 minutes later, 14 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #811,813
You're not crazy, just a fucking idiot.
Anonymous F joined in and replied with this 9 years ago, 45 minutes later, 59 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #811,821
Catherine !TGirlYJKXM (OP) replied with this 9 years ago, 1 hour later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #811,856
@811,812 (D)
Which doctor? My endocrinologist, my primary care physician, or my therapist? Is the reason for such dreams due to the belief that trannies are demon spawn?
Which doctor? My endocrinologist, my primary care physician, or my therapist? Is the reason for such dreams due to the belief that trannies are demon spawn?
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