I was the pasty nerd who couldn't get laid in high school, but I built myself up to the "stud" I am today, and I have a college education. You make the assumption that just because I'm involved in open relationships where I play a somewhat dominant role that I'm the retarded football player who beat you up in high school and now you're taking your misguided anger out on me because you can't get laid.
@previous (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)
Not an option right now. I'm at work. And thank god for that, because I would have destroyed my toilet had I been at home. I think the bleeding stopped though.
@previous (?)
> truly made it in the Minichan world
Uh huh. Congratulations, I guess.
@previous (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)
I don't even care if I jump into 10 more failed relationships. At least I can say I found 10 girls that didn't work out, and be that much closer to the right one. I just hate being single. I need companionship, and I need sex also. Lots of sex. Not to sound shallow, because companionship comes first, but yeah . . . lots of sex.
@778,415 (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)
I don't know why I am doing this. I should hate you. I want to hate you. Why, when it comes to you, I fucking can't?! Why can't I just drop you like you oh-so-fucking easily like you have me so many times? WHY do you stay in my heart and why do I love you(non-romantic)? Why do I even care if you even exist? You can drop me with you stupid lion like prowess and move on to the next thing like I am not a damn bit worth your time until you feel sorry for me. WHY SHOULD YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO FEEL SORRY FOR ME?! I HAVE A GREAT LIFE! Why can't I make myself forget you? You have forgotten me a million times. And that bullshit of hiding me from [redacted]. You are REALLY fucking lucky I am not a vindictive bitch and show her proof we have been talking. You are LUCKY I care... ha.. I FUCKING CARE if YOU are happy. You may have cared at one point about me being happy, about being my friend, but you don't now. I don't think you have since I moved to [redacted], Mr. " I don't need you to be happy ".
Who the FUCK says that to someone then fucking dissappears for YEARS? Why.. WHY do I even care to type this? I doubt I am going to even fucking send this. Maybe I needed to vent. God you are an asshole. YOU FUCKING STRUNG ME ALONG FOR YEARS. YOU DATED [redacted] AND I AT THE SAME TIME!! WAS I A PITY RELATIONSHIP?! HUH?! FUCK YOU. You had NO right to use me like that. Why the FUCK did I love you? Even freaking someone else who is dear to both of us agrees. Fucking asshole. Was a mastabatory tool for your teenage dirt bag cockstain self? Was I a way to emotionally get away from the world?! Was that whole " dream " thing with the dagger a lie?! HMMMM?? Fuck you, you aren't a lion. You're a fucking skunk in lion clothes. I don't fucking care if you get pissy, send [redacted] after me, or bitch me out for this. THIS WAS A LONG FUCKING TIME COMING. All these years, before [redacted], before [redacted], before [redacted]... I fucking loved and adored you. As family, a lover long ago, a friend, A BEST FRIEND. I GOT
IN SO MUCH FUCKING TROUBLE OVER YOU. YOU WERE SUCH A FUCKING STAND IN MY LIFE MY GRANDMOTHER THOUGHT YOU AND I STILL TALKED WHEN SHE DIED AND ASKED ABOUT YOU. SHE WOULD CONFUSE [redacted] FOR YOU THINKING YOU FINALLY CAME TO VISIT SINCE SHE FORGOT HOW YOU LOOKED FROM THE PICTURES I SHOWED HER! God. Why the FUCK... UGH! This isn't fair. You fucking hurt me, and you have no real remorse. I do, SINCERLY hope you are happy in your marriage.
I DO care if you are alive and well. Why do I get to cry and still miss you as my friend, when all you do is not care? I don't need you in my life to live. But fuck, when I was under the delusion that you cared... I wanted you there. Not so sure about now. Heh. After this, you more than likely will bitch me out, call me psycho and block me. Know what? Do it. I feel a million times better now. Maybe now I can stop caring about how you are. Maybe I can take our dear friends advice and just leave you in the dust, not like you want me anyways. Whelp. I am going back to the furthest part of your
memories. I prolly won't even remember writing all this, seeing as I am drunk. Good-Fucking-Night.
@previous (D)
that one is so embarrassing
@previous (E)
I feel bad. Trip didn't really deserve the crap dump that happened. It wasn't about her.
@previous (D)
Someone needs to be slapped..
and by the way...The posts to trip in this thread are not from me..
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@previous (F)
Thanks for confirming... Anonymous f...
@778,542 (G)
@778,526 (D)
idk what is the story ???