Green !BEERiVqJJw started this discussion 9 years ago#61,060
I was having a dream about a competition or something. Any,it transition into a fiery wasteland type place and a giant demon head was taunting me. I was scared but I remembered my faith in Jesus. I said his name and a giant white flash of light appeared and twatted the demon, making me happy. I saw Jesus peeping out behind a cloud, but he disappeared quickly.
Well, I should start by saying that up until yesterday I was a convinced atheist. I was laying on my couch when I began to feel tired, and I stopped breathing. I didn't feel any need to breathe, however.
I remember that my body was going numb, starting from the feet and moving up to the brain.
I could look around and I was expecting a light at the end of a tunnel, but it was just blackness.
Then all of a sudden I was enveloped in the glory of the Holy Spirit. It wasn't a visual thing but I had this sense of amazing power being nearby, but in a place I couldn't look or touch. I didn't have to ask, but knew that this was Jesus Christ.
I repented of all my sins and begged the Lord for forgiveness. I began to feel a rising sensation and I thought I was going to heaven.
Then I realised I was being held over hell. I pleaded with the Lord for that not to happen for a while, then accepted that it would.
Then I was taken on a vision of how my death would impact on my parents.
I realised that my greatest sin was being a bad son to them, and I regretted it greatly. I then accepted my death.
Then, with a shake, I woke up. I wasn't drowsy at all and felt more lucid than I had in a long time.
I believe that Jesus gave me the chance I begged for to save myself through him by bringing me back to my body rather than allow me to die. He is truly merciful.
Catherine !TGirlYJKXM joined in and replied with this 9 years ago, 42 minutes later, 4 hours after the original post[^][v]#773,098
I sometimes feel that God is looking out for me. I think I am going through a spiritual transitioning alongside my gender one.
Anonymous E joined in and replied with this 9 years ago, 2 hours later, 7 hours after the original post[^][v]#773,131
Catherine !TGirlYJKXM replied with this 9 years ago, 32 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^][v]#773,171
@773,131 (E)
I only lusted for Satan's cock whenever I was in a depressed and dark time. Also, I wish I could be an angel, but I am not perfect. I am just a human like anyone else. I pray to God, though the prayer is open to any deity, to look after me, my mother, and those who maybe affected by what I am about to go through. Nothing bad happened to me so far so a part of me likes to think someone could be up there keeping an eye out.
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Anonymous E replied with this 9 years ago, 9 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[^][v]#773,179