Anonymous A started this discussion 9 years ago#58,901
Pls no hate for the title, but I was diagnosed as autistic 5 years ago. I would engage in repetitive actions for hours at a time, did not know how to engage socially, had no idea why people did the things they did.
A year ago I started taking shrooms every weekend starting at 2 grams, then 1uickly increasing up to 6 to 10, depending on how I felt. Because of this dedication to every weekend, I sometimes had bad trips due to bad set and setting, and life getting me down. I think that the "autistic" need to follow a routine forced me to continue, and I'm glad it did.
During these trips I began to understand why people did things, I realised how social interactions worked and what I should do when people did certain things. I think that the bad trips I had were by far the most helpful, despite how horrible they were; replaying every social fuckup I've ever made, for 6 hours in my head, analysing their thoughts and emotions, seeing their body language, and playing different scenarios through helped me find ways in real life to approach situations
As time went by I slowly grew more and more social, and more understanding of social circles, and well... less autistic
It's like my brain had swallowed all the information I needed to be a "normal" human being and hidden it at the back, and taking shrooms regularly formed pathways in my mind that allowed me to access these corners, and in doing so, shrug off the weight of autism, or at least suppress it from every person I met knowing immediately, to now some of my closest friends being shocked when they found out
I just thought I'd share with you guys, and maybe inspire a few others to try this out, it's been life changing for me and I'm so happy I did it, and want to help others live a more normal life
Anonymous B joined in and replied with this 9 years ago, 2 minutes later[^][v]#751,734
HELP!
I was talking on the phone when my baby daddy was next to me.. He didnt know who or what i was talking bout.. My little cousin asked if i should keep it a secret that she got HIV, I said do what you pls.. My baby daddy still doesn't know who it was or what we was talking bout.. 2 weeks later he cheats on me with her.. But she didn't know me and him was together.. And he didn't know she was the cousin i was talking to.. I never told my business. They had unprotected sex. So NOW they BOTH havE HIV.. should i leave him and be mad at her.. Or just forgive her bc she didnt know... ( He told her he was single and separated from his baby moms.. Which is me )
Dr Green !BEERiVqJJw joined in and replied with this 9 years ago, 6 minutes later, 8 minutes after the original post[^][v]#751,738
brie !kGoudaMCFA joined in and replied with this 9 years ago, 53 seconds later, 12 minutes after the original post[^][v]#751,740
> , I realised how social interactions worked and what I should do when people did certain things
sounds very rigid and autistic.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 9 years ago, 1 minute later, 13 minutes after the original post[^][v]#751,741
@previous (brie !kGoudaMCFA)
Normies don't realize how well orchestrated their interactions are. Once you figure out the script it's pretty easy, but it's not random.
brie !kGoudaMCFA replied with this 9 years ago, 9 minutes later, 22 minutes after the original post[^][v]#751,742
@previous (A)
most people aren't running on a rigid program like a robot. thanks.
Dr Green !BEERiVqJJw replied with this 9 years ago, 7 minutes later, 30 minutes after the original post[^][v]#751,747