> I got rid of all Bella's stuff after she died though.
I didn't know who Bella is, but I'm sorry for your loss. I know what it's like having someone close to you die, and although I can't say I know exactly how you're feeling, because I can only estimate based on my own experiences, as much guilt as you may emotionally feel, just know that rationally it's not your fault.
I can't say that the thoughts of guilt will ever go away, but the thoughts definitely get less eventually going for weeks and then months without those thoughts. Things do get easier.
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