Wildchild !NvEXY0NyQI started this discussion 9 years ago#57,822
I do feel extremely extremely sorry for the things I said to you and used a post that was extremely personal against you. I was probably and honestly one of the worst things anyone has ever done online, especially when you were in a depressed state where your mental state was such that it was the last thing anyone needed to hear.
You have the right to feel mad with me, and you do and have the right to have hard feelings and it would be abnormal if you didn't. I just want you to know that my feelings towards you aren't negative and there's no way you need to feel tense around me. I'm not writing this post to ask you to forgive me, I'm just writing this post to let you know that from now on I will be building up your ability to trust, instead of knocking you down and will hope you heal from that experience.
> If theres one thing green is good at, it's dealing with shitheads online. Thanks
I didn't know, people were saying that I hurt him, and that it really affected him. If he thinks I'm mad at him it may affect his ability to grow and heal back to the way he was before. I didn't want that. I want him better than the way he was before.
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Anonymous C joined in and replied with this 9 years ago, 4 minutes later, 34 minutes after the original post[^][v]#741,928
@previous (Wildchild !NvEXY0NyQI)
How do you know how he was before?
To us, he was Green. The Green we grew to love. And you came and shit on him.
Wildchild !NvEXY0NyQI (OP) replied with this 9 years ago, 4 minutes later, 39 minutes after the original post[^][v]#741,929
> How do you know how he was before? > > To us, he was Green. The Green we grew to love. And you came and shit on him.
I didn't mean to do it that much to that extent. If I thought at all then I wouldn't have done it. I'm taking full responsibility. If the mods wish to ban me for what I did to green, hurting him emotionally and then knowing him down. then they can feel free, I give them my full permission and compliance.
ko joined in and replied with this 9 years ago, 2 hours later, 3 hours after the original post[^][v]#741,972
> It'll take more than that to get banned out here, friend. > > We're out on the frontier! The rough and rugged edge of the internet! Around here, the law is lenient!
You are aware that I may have ruined someone's ability to trust others. There's lawlessness and then there's negatively affecting someone to the point where they may possibly take years to recover. I feel I may have done the latter.
Anonymous E replied with this 9 years ago, 7 minutes later, 5 hours after the original post[^][v]#741,990
I am mildly confused and am failing to understand what is funny. I may have been a bit too mean to Green and by being an asshole them I hurt him and possibly completely ruined his ability to trust others. The least I owe him is an apology.
Anonymous E replied with this 9 years ago, 1 minute later, 5 hours after the original post[^][v]#741,993
Green !BEERiVqJJw joined in and replied with this 9 years ago, 22 minutes later, 5 hours after the original post[^][v]#742,001
@741,989 (Wildchild !NvEXY0NyQI)
I didn't trust people anyway.
OK, this will be the last time I speak on this issue. I have been rather cantankerous and short woth people recently. I have been stressed out but that isn't an excuse to the people I have been an asshole to. But the worst I have said to you is "Sup Matt". If I had been going round saying " Sup twat" then I would expect similar recourse from yourself. But you posted a personal post of mine in a thread that had nothing to do with me. People have said some shit to me here but that is the most callous thing anyone has done to me here. In the past I did get drunk and post stuff that was disturbing and attention seeking, but what I posted in that thread wasn't. I have genuinely been extremely stressed out recently and have been close to losing my tether. I see suicide as an inevitability at the moment because things keep getting worse for me. I have tried really hard to be a better person, therapy really helped and I have been 2 months dry. Hopefully things will improve, but I have become more pessimistic and bitter as every year goes by. I have been extremely depressed and read up on methods every night before bed. Seeing a post that was hard for me to even write being used against me like that didn't help at all and it has irrevocably soured my opinion of you. Then you were stubborn in not even apologising and to top it off you made an unconvincing excuse that you were trying out a social experiment instead of admitting your folly. I thank you for this apology and I will stop saying "sup Matt".
Anonymous C replied with this 9 years ago, 23 minutes later, 6 hours after the original post[^][v]#742,003
<---------this guy still isn't convinced that wildchild is not Matt
brie !kGoudaMCFA joined in and replied with this 9 years ago, 2 minutes later, 6 hours after the original post[^][v]#742,004
@previous (C)
I geolocated them and they appear to actually be in Wisconsin at least, but Matt is no stranger to proxies.