Topic: Can't stop thinking about the mild now.

Green !BEERiVqJJw started this discussion 9 years ago #57,480

God fucking damn it.

assORted !jJEom8Ii3E joined in and replied with this 9 years ago, 2 minutes later[^] [v] #738,897

What is the mild?

Green !BEERiVqJJw (OP) replied with this 9 years ago, 24 minutes later, 26 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #738,903

God fucking damn autocorrect! MILF MILF MILF MILF!!!!!

assORted !jJEom8Ii3E replied with this 9 years ago, 15 minutes later, 41 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #738,933

@previous (Green !BEERiVqJJw)

Well then relief yourself. I'm your doctor and I know what is best for you.

Green !BEERiVqJJw (OP) replied with this 9 years ago, 8 minutes later, 50 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #738,937

@previous (assORted !jJEom8Ii3E)
Relief myself?

assORted !jJEom8Ii3E replied with this 9 years ago, 11 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #738,938

@previous (Green !BEERiVqJJw)

I spelled that wrong, masturbate yourself.

Green !BEERiVqJJw (OP) replied with this 9 years ago, 13 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #738,941

@previous (assORted !jJEom8Ii3E)
I'm on so many painkillers I don't have feeling anymore.

assORted !jJEom8Ii3E replied with this 9 years ago, 10 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #738,946

@previous (Green !BEERiVqJJw)

But you know that you will be without pain and numbness again don't you green? I don't know what you are going through, or why you take pain killers. But you know the only reasonable thing is to have hope and act on it right?

Green !BEERiVqJJw (OP) replied with this 9 years ago, 5 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #738,950

@previous (assORted !jJEom8Ii3E)
I have to take these painkillers to make me feel normal, without them I would be angry, fatigue, emotionally numb and have a nasty headache. Rpthese painkillers have kept me away from alcohol for 2 months.

assORted !jJEom8Ii3E replied with this 9 years ago, 10 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #738,961

@previous (Green !BEERiVqJJw)

2 months!? You should get a medal man, most I've done is one month.

But still, don't you know that at the end you will feel and be without pain? I don't know your situation but by the sounds of it, you are on a track to a well being many of us dream of.

Green !BEERiVqJJw (OP) replied with this 9 years ago, 6 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #738,964

@previous (assORted !jJEom8Ii3E)
When I run out of this, I will most likely go back to drinking. Lol, people keep saying I look well and I'm doing well but the truth is a am mentally broken and have planned out my suicide now.

assORted !jJEom8Ii3E replied with this 9 years ago, 17 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #738,972

@previous (Green !BEERiVqJJw)

Then preemptive strike against your illness! Seek help at all costs for the coming battle.

Lol also i don't want to sound bad or anything, but if you kill yourself, I'll kill kids. You might think "oh how evil blablabla" but I'm serious. If you hurt me, I'll hurt you.

assORted !jJEom8Ii3E double-posted this 9 years ago, 17 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #738,983

@previous (assORted !jJEom8Ii3E)

I'm going to need you to say you understand.

assORted !jJEom8Ii3E triple-posted this 9 years ago, 9 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #738,986

@previous (assORted !jJEom8Ii3E)

Answer me you asshole.

Anonymous C joined in and replied with this 9 years ago, 1 hour later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #739,003

@previous (assORted !jJEom8Ii3E)
Looks like it's time to go find some kids

assORted !jJEom8Ii3E replied with this 9 years ago, 52 seconds later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #739,004

@previous (C)

Nah, I have faith in green.

Green !BEERiVqJJw (OP) replied with this 9 years ago, 8 hours later, 12 hours after the original post[^] [v] #739,063

@738,986 (assORted !jJEom8Ii3E)
It looks like you are calling yourself an asshole lol. I was sleeping, please don't hurt anyone though. I have this plan as a worst case scenario, if things get better I'll abandon it, but at the moment it is seeming like an inevitability.

assORted !jJEom8Ii3E replied with this 9 years ago, 2 hours later, 14 hours after the original post[^] [v] #739,099

@previous (Green !BEERiVqJJw)

Yeah, I was drunk sry bud. But I think you will never get to that point where you have to do it green.

Anyway I have this monstrous hangover of death to take care of.

Killer Lettuce? !!iNo3FkiZx joined in and replied with this 9 years ago, 1 hour later, 15 hours after the original post[^] [v] #739,109

@738,964 (Green !BEERiVqJJw)
@739,063 (Green !BEERiVqJJw)
Uh, wow. Green, I'm sorry you feel that way. I hope that things improve for you.

beckyderp !yDoooooooo joined in and replied with this 9 years ago, 2 hours later, 18 hours after the original post[^] [v] #739,129

@738,903 (Green !BEERiVqJJw)
I thought you were talking about Chipotle's mild :)

beckyderp !yDoooooooo double-posted this 9 years ago, 2 minutes later, 18 hours after the original post[^] [v] #739,131

having read the rest of the draad, wanted to add I'm sorry you're suffering, green.

bu joined in and replied with this 9 years ago, 1 hour later, 20 hours after the original post[^] [v] #739,171

@739,129 (beckyderp !yDoooooooo)
@previous (beckyderp !yDoooooooo)
lol

beckyderp !yDoooooooo replied with this 9 years ago, 45 seconds later, 20 hours after the original post[^] [v] #739,172

@previous (bu)
fuck u

kook !!OPZbEQMT1 joined in and replied with this 9 years ago, 1 hour later, 21 hours after the original post[^] [v] #739,222

I love you, Ben. Stay safe

Minichan