Topic: I have other fucked-up fetishes as well
Sophie !MLHqI35Srs started this discussion 10 years ago #54,634
I do actually have a bit of a thing for the institutionalization dynamic and even psychotropic intoxication; a dominating femalewhore is on performance enhancers whilst I am hopelessly debilitated on all sorts of sedatives and retardants of the least enjoyable sort with extremely debilitating side effects. The irony that they, in practice, wpuld also kill my sexuality +( weak as it is or else I wouldn't have needed something so abstract to get off) is somewhat lost on me whilst entertaining these ideas.
One may ask whether I had fetishised my last two inpatient stays. The answer is partly in January 2016 but mostly out of spite and by no means all the time for I was too nervous. In May 2016 it would have been out of the question because I was so far deep in the system I was afraid it's discovery would send me to Carstairs.
I don't really care anymore because it was partially implied in the letter I had sent. I'd forgotten about that line until now.
One may ask whether I had fetishised my last two inpatient stays. The answer is partly in January 2016 but mostly out of spite and by no means all the time for I was too nervous. In May 2016 it would have been out of the question because I was so far deep in the system I was afraid it's discovery would send me to Carstairs.
I don't really care anymore because it was partially implied in the letter I had sent. I'd forgotten about that line until now.
(Edited 5 minutes later.)
Anonymous B joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 2 hours later[^] [v] #710,101
Please explain again in simple readable English.
Anonymous C joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 2 hours later, 5 hours after the original post[^] [v] #710,150
Psychiatric Psychotropics downers effects could be cancelled trough superiority of the mind. I, myself went from sleeping 14 hours a day to 7 hours a day*****. Most mournings I lord it over depression, pain and tiredness .. no sleep, no no, no more sleep. I do not want to become a vegetable, and I will never return to those days***. Off course, every bit of stimulating information i find is worshipped liek a DOG. That happened to be the way for me. Hope you overcome the depressive feelings soon. I could take my sleeping pills (lormetazepan 2mg) and antipsychotics (risperdone 4mg) downers and still get out of bed whenever I feel like* and be awake for a fun 24 hours trip, just because i want to and i can**, just because some stupid little shitty thing (LOL) seemed massively and massively interesting. LOL
> I don't really care anymore
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W0Wr7HsylE0&feature=youtu.be
> I don't really care anymore
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W0Wr7HsylE0&feature=youtu.be
Anonymous C double-posted this 10 years ago, 33 minutes later, 5 hours after the original post[^] [v] #710,159
genuine curiosity never changes(Edited 2 minutes later.)
Anonymous D joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 7 minutes later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #710,160
@OP
> I do not want to become a vegetable, and I will never return to those days***.
Got bad news for you. You are a vegetable.
> I do not want to become a vegetable, and I will never return to those days***.
Got bad news for you. You are a vegetable.
Anonymous C replied with this 10 years ago, 10 minutes later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #710,162
@previous (D)> >I do not want to become a vegetable, and I will never return to those days***.
>
> Got bad news for you. You are a vegetable.
healthiest vegetable .. broccoli
Sheila LaBoof joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 1 hour later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #710,190
The beach boys have a beautiful song about loving vegetables
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bEPRRa1A3V8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bEPRRa1A3V8
(Edited 2 minutes later.)
Anonymous C replied with this 10 years ago, 10 minutes later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #710,191
> The beach boys have a beautiful song about loving vegetables
hell i have tried everything
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VFKGEqSMZzc
hell i have tried everything
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VFKGEqSMZzc
(Edited 44 seconds later.)
Anonymous C double-posted this 10 years ago, 18 minutes later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #710,195
Pvt. Sophie Antimatriarkaler joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 3 minutes later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #710,196
@previous (C)
@710,191 (C)
@710,190 (Sheila LaBoof)
@710,162 (C)
@710,160 (D)
@710,159 (C)
@710,150 (C) (the last one is barely relevant)
and you just after me,
@710,101 (B)
and learn some rudimentary reading comprehension
@710,191 (C)
@710,190 (Sheila LaBoof)
@710,162 (C)
@710,160 (D)
@710,159 (C)
@710,150 (C) (the last one is barely relevant)
STOP DERAILING MY GODDAMN FUCKING THREAD
and you just after me,
@710,101 (B)
and learn some rudimentary reading comprehension
Sheila LaBoof replied with this 10 years ago, 18 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #710,207
Pvt. Sophie Antimatriarkaler replied with this 10 years ago, 6 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #710,211
@previous (Sheila LaBoof)
OH MY GOD CAN'T YOU FUCKING READ?! DO THEY JUST NOT TEACH THAT IN SCHOOLS ANYMORE?! I'VE ACTUALLY SURPASSED THE POINT OF BEING HORRENDOUSLY PISSED INTO MOURNING FOR YOUR SAKES. IT'S SO LAMENTABLE THAT THEY CAN'T TEACH THE CHILDREN ;_;
OH MY GOD CAN'T YOU FUCKING READ?! DO THEY JUST NOT TEACH THAT IN SCHOOLS ANYMORE?! I'VE ACTUALLY SURPASSED THE POINT OF BEING HORRENDOUSLY PISSED INTO MOURNING FOR YOUR SAKES. IT'S SO LAMENTABLE THAT THEY CAN'T TEACH THE CHILDREN ;_;
Anonymous C replied with this 10 years ago, 1 minute later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #710,213
it is about this courageous cowardPvt. Sophie Antimatriarkaler replied with this 10 years ago, 1 minute later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #710,214
@previous (C)
NO, NO, NO, NO, STOP THAT, YOU'RE TOO RETARDED TO FUNCTION, GO BACK TO YOUR ROOM AND TAKE YOUR ANTIPSYCHOTIC MEDS PREFERRABLY THROUGH A POZ-DISPENSATION LIKE I TOLD EMMA TO TELL CHARLIE LE CLERCQ TO DO YEARS AGO.
Coincidentally, although in reverse directionality, she (Charlie) was also given the BPD-misdiagnosis, carpet-from-underneath-the-floow treatment qua an often discussed matter on this board.
NO, NO, NO, NO, STOP THAT, YOU'RE TOO RETARDED TO FUNCTION, GO BACK TO YOUR ROOM AND TAKE YOUR ANTIPSYCHOTIC MEDS PREFERRABLY THROUGH A POZ-DISPENSATION LIKE I TOLD EMMA TO TELL CHARLIE LE CLERCQ TO DO YEARS AGO.
Coincidentally, although in reverse directionality, she (Charlie) was also given the BPD-misdiagnosis, carpet-from-underneath-the-floow treatment qua an often discussed matter on this board.
Anonymous C replied with this 10 years ago, 3 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #710,216
squeegee joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 2 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #710,218
@710,211 (Pvt. Sophie Antimatriarkaler)
no, you misunderstand. we can read just fine, but you seem to have a problem with expressing coherent ideas is all. reading your thoughts is equivalent to not reading your thoughts as far as comprehension is concerned. in other words we have no fucking clue what you're on about, mate.
no, you misunderstand. we can read just fine, but you seem to have a problem with expressing coherent ideas is all. reading your thoughts is equivalent to not reading your thoughts as far as comprehension is concerned. in other words we have no fucking clue what you're on about, mate.
Pvt. Sophie Antimatriarkaler replied with this 10 years ago, 7 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #710,227
@previous (squeegee)
That's like D.A.R.V.O. but a sort of intellectualised form. Sort of like the denial isn't aggression but idiocy and it's actually a reversal of the intellectual and the idiot.
That's like D.A.R.V.O. but a sort of intellectualised form. Sort of like the denial isn't aggression but idiocy and it's actually a reversal of the intellectual and the idiot.
Anonymous H joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 4 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #710,233
/me farts at autphag
squeegee replied with this 10 years ago, 59 seconds later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #710,235
Pvt. Sophie Antimatriarkaler replied with this 10 years ago, 1 minute later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #710,236
@710,233 (H)
Oh wow, I'm meant to be offended by methane gas? What a horrendous slight *feigned fainting posture*
How melodramatic do you expect me to be?
Oh wow, I'm meant to be offended by methane gas? What a horrendous slight *feigned fainting posture*
How melodramatic do you expect me to be?
Anonymous I joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 5 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #710,243
Anonymous H replied with this 10 years ago, 33 seconds later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #710,245
/me farts at autphag
Pvt. Sophie Antimatriarkaler replied with this 10 years ago, 4 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #710,257
@710,243 (I)
@previous (H)
Ideally, it's not so much that it bothers me that you do it, it's that it bothers me what you're failing to do as an alternative.
Like writing something smart. Which is getting exceedingly rare around here.
@previous (H)
Ideally, it's not so much that it bothers me that you do it, it's that it bothers me what you're failing to do as an alternative.
Like writing something smart. Which is getting exceedingly rare around here.
Anonymous H replied with this 10 years ago, 21 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #710,285
ぶたん joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 1 hour later, 10 hours after the original post[^] [v] #710,314
so this thread is about vegetables right