Topic: Sometimes you really need to tell a person something
kook !!OPZbEQMT1 started this discussion 10 years ago#54,304
You Really need to, but when you try, when you even think of trying, your whole body seizes up. You get that funny feeling trapped in your throat, where you want to cry so bad that you can even hear it escape your mouth as a high pitched sound only audible to yourself.
So you say nothing, and the thought never leaves you. Until one day, that person dies. Maybe it's fairly quick like a massive heart attack or a car accident. Or maybe it's slower, a cancer eats at them a cold turns into the flu, and they become unaware of their surroundings.
No matter the outcome, they are effectively gone to You. So you can never go back and tell them what you've needed to say for so long.
But you can never forget. You never stop having that feeling
You learn to move on from the feeling, but not the thought. One day you can suddenly accept that you never said what you wanted to say and it becomes a fact of life that you can move on from
bhuto replied with this 10 years ago, 32 minutes later, 58 minutes after the original post[^][v]#706,996
@706,968 (kook !!OPZbEQMT1)
omg dont do that. you tugging the 1 string that keep me tied this God Forsaken site
the right thing to do is nothing. i made my bed and am lying in it and i will lie here until i rot and die and i post here so that you can watch
kook !!OPZbEQMT1 (OP) replied with this 10 years ago, 15 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#707,000
@previous (bhuto)
You have a choice! Don't let yourself blink out.
kook !!OPZbEQMT1 (OP) double-posted this 10 years ago, 30 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#707,001