Topic: The full story. Inb4 a billion abuse.

Green !pFNWNYROxA started this discussion 15 years ago #5,415

Posting my life story, sorry. Ok. So I went to an all boys school. That kinda messed me up and think I was gay, but it was just the absence of girls. I went through the ages of 11-16 without coming in contact with a girl. But I am still feeling the effects of it now. I think it may be my troubled past without girls. I have this darker side of me, and am pretty sure it wouldn't be there if I had went to the normal mixed school. I have had a sexual relationship with a woman my age (I was 19), but she dumped me. Again due to lack of experience from my past. It's like a duality. The nice side is who I want to be, friendly, good with women. The dark side is what I would hate to be, horrible, unsociable, fat. There are 2 options. I can sit and watch as my past destroys me, or I can look to the future and try to turn my life around. Getting a girlfriend and losing my virginity did help, but I still get extremely depressed.

Anonymous B joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later[^] [v] #95,190

Green, your posts on this board are like an elabourate form of drunktexting to strangers.

Green !pFNWNYROxA (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 2 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #95,193

Ext-gf get new bf.

FUD !dLadyGAgAA joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 32 seconds later, 3 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #95,194

@95,190 (B)
appropriate he's using his phone to post

protip !!pMmAiEwOm joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 46 seconds later, 3 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #95,197

kill yourself

Anonymous B replied with this 15 years ago, 1 second later, 3 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #95,198

@95,194 (FUD !dLadyGAgAA)
That was the point.

Syntax joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 15 minutes later, 19 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #95,205

@OP

> Posting my life story, sorry. Ok. So I went to an all boys school. That kinda messed me up and think I was gay, but it was just the absence of girls. I went through the ages of 11-16 without coming in contact with a girl. But I am still feeling the effects of it now. I think it may be my troubled past without girls. I have this darker side of me, and am pretty sure it wouldn't be there if I had went to the normal mixed school. I have had a sexual relationship with a woman my age (I was 19), but she dumped me. Again due to lack of experience from my past. It's like a duality. The nice side is who I want to be, friendly, good with women. The dark side is what I would hate to be, horrible, unsociable, fat. There are 2 options. I can sit and watch as my past destroys me, or I can look to the future and try to turn my life around. Getting a girlfriend and losing my virginity did help, but I still get extremely depressed.

Is this not a copypasta from b4 where I gave you advise and fyne reply? Will try once more with limited tyme.

Depression can come from many things. U cannot change the past, and it seems you want to move forward and forward because you mention women and not men...would seem its time to get out THERE and make human female contact. NOT For Sex as that will come later. Make some female friends first. You need to make up for only male contact in school.

Give me some basic info. Size of community you live in. Basic weather, if a small town how far are you from something bigger? That kind of stuff and I will give you some advise. Later as work is really mean at moment and I blew off to much free time in my Ocean Blue this PM PST

Minichan