Nexi !FMXTRANsAM joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 37 seconds later[^][v]#687,565
He is on the IRC. I do not think he posts here.
Anonymous C joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 2 minutes later, 3 minutes after the original post[^][v]#687,568
RWBY Rhubarb?? !!iNo3FkiZx joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 1 minute later, 4 minutes after the original post[^][v]#687,569
@687,565 (Nexi !FMXTRANsAM)
It's interesting how the Minichan community has diverged slightly, with the IRC and board each having "exclusive" posters
Anonymous E joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 8 minutes later, 12 minutes after the original post[^][v]#687,573
@previous (RWBY Rhubarb?? !!iNo3FkiZx)
Come join us. I have to leave for nite out on town soon. I think I am even being baited currently
Nexi !FMXTRANsAM replied with this 10 years ago, 4 minutes later, 17 minutes after the original post[^][v]#687,577
@687,569 (RWBY Rhubarb?? !!iNo3FkiZx)
I used to go in the irc a lot.
Anonymous F joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 9 minutes later, 26 minutes after the original post[^][v]#687,580
@previous (Nexi !FMXTRANsAM)
You are already in enough trouble as it is.
Just chill please. I know you can. If you keep going on with your self hate, that is not good for your health. If you keep posting how much you hate others, that is bad for your health.
I would post this with ID. I am not a coward. I just think my message which is a positive one, will be better received as Anon.
I have places to go and people to see. Later you will know exactly who posted this.
Memories of when you were fun to discuss cars and other shit with. Just wish we could get back to that.
Fake anon !ZkUt8arUCU joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 29 minutes later, 55 minutes after the original post[^][v]#687,585
RWBY Rhubarb? !!iNo3FkiZx replied with this 10 years ago, 6 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#687,589
@687,587 (Fake anon !ZkUt8arUCU)
He is a part of you. Accept him.
Nexi !FMXTRANsAM replied with this 10 years ago, 1 hour later, 2 hours after the original post[^][v]#687,595
@687,580 (F)
I would still dicuss cars and other shit If I wasn't constantly attacked in every single thread. You think I want that? I literally cannot have a civil conversation while I am being constantly attacked. Instead of criticizing me why don't you defend me from the constant attacks against my character? Why don't you help? Why do you just sit idly by while it happens and do nothing? You don't do anything but jump on my back just like every single other anon does, right now you are no different than them. Just another asshole attacking me.
I post about cars and people attack me for it, I post a picture about four leaf clovers and people attack how my fingers look. I post about suspenders and people flip the fuck out and make fun of me for it. Every single time. Every single thread. Just like now. What the fuck am I supposed to do? Hm? Just sit by and take all of these attacks and do nothing? Why would I ever do that? Who ever actually does that? I will tell you, no one.
You want to see the old me come back? Help stop people constantly treating me like crap and belittling a core part of my character. Actually show them it is not ok to treat me like a piece of dog crap just because they do not agree with what I am doing. Show me people actually care about my mental health and wellbeing. Until then I am going to keep being an asshole because people on here treat me like one.
Fake anon !ZkUt8arUCU (OP) replied with this 10 years ago, 7 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^][v]#687,598
Anonymous H joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 9 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^][v]#687,602
@687,595 (Nexi !FMXTRANsAM)
I am the anon who told your fingers were gross in the 4 leaf clover post, so feel free to dismiss everything below, but I don't make a habit of antagonizing you.
I do care about your mental health. I do think you deserve respect. I'm more than willing to defend (and have defended you) when people harass you for being trans.
I think where most of the community is at this point can be summed up thusly: your reaction to small slights is so outsized that trying to take your side in things seem futile. We know the angry anons will continue to bother you. You know you will continue to respond, usually at length and with enough emotion that they are encouraged to do it all over again.
I can promise that I won't harass you over your appearance or anything related to your identity in the future, but the harassment will continue. It's up to you to respond in a manner that doesn't breed more of the same.
I'm sorry MC isn't good for your mental health. I do think the majority of the people here either think positively of you or are ambivalent. Take a few days away from it all and try to come back with a better mindset.
Or not at all. I don't want you gone, but that might be the best thing for ybut
Edit: whenever I'm anon h I feel at least 30% more important even though I cant remember who anon h was :(
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Nexi !FMXTRANsAM replied with this 10 years ago, 3 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^][v]#687,603
@previous (H)
No you haven't. Anons do not defend what I am doing. Ever. It is the same three or four posters. Every word I say is critiqued. Every thing I say is twisted and turned into something it is not.
You said you would post with your name and you don't. None of you do. It is all the same shit. These anons all want me gone and eventually they might just get it.
bhutan joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 28 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^][v]#687,616
@previous (Nexi !FMXTRANsAM)
Don't suffer fools dismiss the haters and they won't prey on you
The fact that you take their bullying seriously makes them feel like successful bullies so just keep that in mind chill out brudda
@687,602 (H)
Anon h was Owen DeLong
Or Steve quest idr
bhutan double-posted this 10 years ago, 6 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^][v]#687,618
@687,603 (Nexi !FMXTRANsAM)
I didn't mean it when I said haters
I'm not a person who says haters
Anonymous C replied with this 10 years ago, 3 hours later, 6 hours after the original post[^][v]#687,640
mems
RWBY Rhubarb? !!iNo3FkiZx replied with this 10 years ago, 27 minutes later, 7 hours after the original post[^][v]#687,644
@687,618 (bhutan)
I'm not sure about that one, lad...
Anon because I can replied with this 10 years ago, 16 hours later, 23 hours after the original post[^][v]#687,794
@687,603 (Nexi !FMXTRANsAM) > Anons do not defend what I am doing. Ever.
That is so untrue. I have defended you as Anon. Others have as well.
Anon H for example, is trying to help you. They make excellent suggestions. You on the other hand, you have dismissed mine as well as theirs. The last time I commented to you, without mention of gender issues of any kind, you were dismissive and frankly nasty.
"Why are we always wrong and you are always right". This subject came up off the chans - even on chan chat, outside of MC. All came to the same conclusion. You need to practice introspection and expect us to expect you to develop a better attitude. None of us expect you to put up with gender hate issues. What you have done is to make it all about that. To expect everyone to dismiss any prejudices they may or may not have. Please find a way to get past that. Otherwise and this is just one person's opinion, you will not only end up on a bumpy road, you will end up not getting what you want from many here or elsewhere.
Perhaps spend more time in a LGBT forum. I would also imagine you will find people much the same as here, some will like you and some will not. It is how you learn to deal with those that do not think the way you do, that is the way to success.
When we are no longer able to change a situation - we are challenged to change ourselves.
~Viktor E. Frankl
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Nexi !FMXTRANsAM replied with this 10 years ago, 2 hours later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#687,843
@previous (Anon because I can)
Show me. Show me where you have personally defended me and I will re-evaluate what I said. Anonymous H is on his high horse and yet he still posts what he does as an anonymous person. Nothing more. Says they will post and namefag and guess what? Nothing. You want my attention, namefag and show me who you are along with the rest of the posters who have. It kind of seems like you are scared to be lumped in with me so you don't have to deal with them following and attacking you too.
My attitude is fine, You are sitting there criticizing me for defending myself. You say you are not but you are. Honestly think about that for a moment. I have introspected, I have looked at myself and my actions and followed my own path and guess what? I post here about it and I have received nothing but hate. A few people have actually stood out and supported me but the rest have just jumped on the tranny hate bandwagon. How do you honestly think that makes me feel, hm? Do you think it is fun to be attacked in every single thread I post in? Do you you think I enjoy being called a tranny or a transvestite in every single thread?
I have not made it all about my gender issues, I have tried to post about other things, guess what happens when I post about those other things? You guys lump them together with the fact that I am transgender and make threads about it, just like the thread "Real women wear suspenders, fap to women only, and drive fast manly muscle cars." What the hell am I supposed to do? Just accept it? You don't have to deal with any of that crap. You don't because you post as an anonymous person. You don't understand how some of this shit feels because you don't have to deal with it. I do.
I understand people are going to hate me for being trans, I get that, I do. You have no idea how it is out in the real world for people like me. I expect people like syntax and anonymous posters to actually not just say that everything I am doing is a lie. I don't care if they feel that way, I don't care if they say something about it but following me from thread to thread about it gets tiring. That is how they treat me, Like everything I am doing is a lie.
I spend plenty of time on LGBT forums, you think this is the only place I post? I try to help other transgender people.
Anon because I can replied with this 10 years ago, 6 hours later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#687,920
@previous (Nexi !FMXTRANsAM) > You want my attention, namefag and show me who you are
I was going to do that. Tell you who I am. Advice from friends; they say please don't.
I tried my best. I do not want your attention. You just do not want to listen to anyone. I hope you find enough support here to make you happy. Good luck and good by.
Nexi !tRAnsGiRLo replied with this 10 years ago, 7 hours later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#687,941