buttons replied with this 10 years ago, 5 minutes later, 45 minutes after the original post[^][v]#678,364
@678,359 (D)
Neither I don't accuse people of being autistic I'm not a psychiatrist
I don't dislike myself i just want to die
I'm trans-dead
buttons double-posted this 10 years ago, 42 seconds later, 46 minutes after the original post[^][v]#678,365
transliving? i was born dead inside
kook !!vzUOyOi/5 joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 21 seconds later, 46 minutes after the original post[^][v]#678,366
@678,364 (buttons)
I'm sorry. I hope that you no longer have that feeling one day
buttons replied with this 10 years ago, 2 minutes later, 48 minutes after the original post[^][v]#678,367
@previous (kook !!vzUOyOi/5)
yeah me too it isn't fun
I don't hear very many people describe their depression that way but it is how I feel
I don't get suicidal very often but I never really like living
Maddy !kCITGirlXc replied with this 10 years ago, 1 minute later, 50 minutes after the original post[^][v]#678,368
That's rough, as someone who's spent most of their life hating it, I can confirm this.
Anonymous H joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 2 minutes later, 52 minutes after the original post[^][v]#678,369
@678,364 (buttons) > I don't dislike myself i just want to die
@678,365 (buttons) > transliving? i was born dead inside
Sorry but I am not buying what you are trying to sell.
1: Without exception everyone on this planet will die
2: Cannot believe that because you have laughed multiple times in the past and will laugh in the future. You also have knowledge of Dashi. That proves your taste buds are alive.
Anonymous I joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 5 minutes later, 57 minutes after the original post[^][v]#678,371
The Dereks are grate. Thanks
kook !!vzUOyOi/5 replied with this 10 years ago, 21 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#678,372
@678,367 (buttons)
I know that one day I will end it, and thats a comfort to me. Maybe you can see it that way? I dont know
buttons replied with this 10 years ago, 1 hour later, 3 hours after the original post[^][v]#678,381
@previous (kook !!vzUOyOi/5)
idk I'm not goal oriented enough for that line of thought I don't think ha ha
i'm mostly just trying to come to terms with my what. low emotional baseline i guess
and I like to think i am making some progress in managing it but you never know right
Thanks kook I'm sorry that u can relate
On that note would u advocate assisted suicide for treatment resistant ppl with like mdd or chronic pain
just wondering
it would be like transitioning for me
To a skeleton
Anonymous J joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 8 hours later, 11 hours after the original post[^][v]#678,471
Anonymous D replied with this 10 years ago, 55 minutes later, 16 hours after the original post[^][v]#678,625
@previous (buttons) @previous (buttons)
You best re-read that.
Its very accurate. So many live a life as if they are stuck in the basement. Alive yet really Dead