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@OP
Try to keep your rambling shitposts in one thread, Mr. Gillon. Thanks.

@previous (Big Daddy Derek !Uvm54ORbmo)
Hah, you're one to talk, unheeled, caucasio-negroidic creeper-boy.

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@previous (!MLHqI35Srs)
Where do you get all these fanciful ideas, Mr. Gillon?

@previous (Big Daddy Derek !Uvm54ORbmo)
[mindless sperging]
Sorry, I can't decipher such doggerel.

@previous (!MLHqI35Srs)
> [mindless sperging]
Exactly, Mr. Gillon. Exactly.

@previous (Big Daddy Derek !Uvm54ORbmo)
> deflection
Piss poor tacticry. You learned nothing in my presence on TC in the last 3 years, which places you roughly on the level of a young child cognitively speaking.

@previous (!MLHqI35Srs)
On the contrary, Mr. Gillon. We have learned a lot from you.

@previous (Big Daddy Derek !Uvm54ORbmo)

Like the severity of his neurological disorders.

@previous (C)
@676,294 (Big Daddy Derek !Uvm54ORbmo)
As deliberately negligent Haselgrove's prohibition of my transition was intended to be, even she had acknowledged I've no mental illnesses.

@previous (!MLHqI35Srs)
BPD, from which you claim to suffer, is a mental illness. Stop telling fibs, Mr. Gillon.

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@previous (Big Daddy Derek !Uvm54ORbmo)
It's not 'serious' according to Haselgrove. Actually be there to listen to what she says before making such claims.

@previous (!MLHqI35Srs)
Why doesn't she let you transition

@previous (buttons)
In April 2014, the former head of the transgender department in Edinburgh was assisting my then-currently presiding psychiatrist in the absence of staff numbers, saw what I said to the woman down in Huntlyburn, and decided to make her own ad hoc extrapolations to the effect of the nonsensical utterance you'd heard me quote a million times, "inappropriately adopted female characteristics". As we've covered philosophically, it is troubled by a number of philosophical invalidities in terms of constructive-viability, including the inverifiability of inappropriateness, and the special pleading that would be required to say such is appropriate in neurotypicals but inappropriate in autists, strawgrasingly and arbitrarily enough.

Haselgrove, being as lazy (no creativity has been had from her -- I even suggested my own diagnosis as far back as November at the A&E department; she took my quote of Walter, wherein he claimed I had BPD, and ran a mile with it) as she is silently malicious, saw this as the perfect revenge opportunity with the maximum capacity for harm and disgust to be inflicted upon me.

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@676,325 (!MLHqI35Srs)
The only results Google returned when I searched for her name were your insane ramblings on this fora, Mr. Gillon.

@previous (Big Daddy Derek !Uvm54ORbmo)
You're a retard. Even trolls found her profile before me.

@previous (!MLHqI35Srs)
A likely tale, Mr. Gillon. A likely tale.

I often have dreams where I see my "female" self in the mirror and I wake up and I look at myself now and still see a man. One day though That dream will be real, I just have to be patient.

I had a dream last night where I was sexually assaulted. That however is a different story, I ended up crushing the guys skull with a heavy ass metal suitcase but his work decided to come looking for him and I had to go on the run.

@previous (Nexus !jNexusRe/.)
At least you ran. I've been in dreams where, because of their non-lucid nature, I've been stuck in trouble, just stunned there.

@previous (!MLHqI35Srs)
My dreams have been super vivid since I got clean and started to transition. Transitioning made it worse. I wonder if women have more vivid dreams than men due to hormones.

@previous (Nexi !jNexusRe/.)
I wouldn't doubt it. At the very least, the nature of your dream's lucidity will be more clearly memorable to you. The only neurological change I know of for certain which happens when HRT is administered this late in life is long-term potentiation of the hippocampus. Estrogen preserves hippocampic potentiation, DHT causes long-term degradation but extends the glial sling in the rest of the neo-cortex.

@676,329 (!MLHqI35Srs)
Ok in real life now
She heard you say something? What
If you answered a question like that to my face I would sock you
In.the face

@previous (buttons)
Perhaps if you heard my ordinarily soft tone of voice, you'd feel less likely to.

Anyway, Wizardchan propagandsa I was duped into.

I had a weird ass dream last night as well.

It started off with me and a random fellow in a white ambient purgatory. Suddenly, the whiteness starts to vibrate in to making the room pitch black like space. A light starts to appear and a Diablo-like demon dragon starts to appear. The demon starts to speak about granting powers to me and this random fellow, if we do his bidding in "transforming" the world by usurping women. I say 'no' real fast, but the random fellow starts giggling uncontrollably. He screams in a Ned Scottish accent, " Malingering catamite-whores will be holocausted". The Demon recites a Hebrew ( I think it's hebrew prayer ) and push's his ethreal claws in to the Scottish fellow's body. The Scottish fellow shrieks " Chris is dead... Sophie Shekinah is alive!!! ".

The Demon looks sickly and pulls out his Etheral Claw out of Sophie Shekinah. He starts to say exhaustively, " You can decide on what name you want humans to say and remember you by. Your actual name is Abbadon. ". The Demon starts to turn in to a stone statue and stares at me. He says amusingly, " Intro ( my real name ), fate has bestowed with you some luck. The despair that Abbadon will plague your society should be able to feed my fire!". The Demon turns in to a stone statue and the purgatory enviroment goes back to an all-white affair. Sophie Shekinah cackles with authority and says to me, " I felt Moloch's power. He has given me the divine authority for retribution against malingering whores gate-keeping my TRUE identity. "

Shekinah's body goes through a metamorphisis. His short hair grows incredibly long and ratty like Richard Stallman's hair. The glasses that apear on his face looks like a Serial Killers from the 1970's. His weight also increases by about 30 Lbs. Chris has transformed in to a medusa looking creature known as Shekinah.

I respond, " Women haven't done anything towards you that deserves complete destruction. "

Sophie Shekinah quips, " They have you eugenics contrarian poster-child. They've denied what's in my soul! No female whore will get her jollies from false authority do to her biology "

I act confused and ask " Why are you trying to chase your delusions? Your name is Chris and you have the potential to be a good guy. Stop this theatrical hate from women and just live your life. No women is bragging about having big titties. As we can see.... you also have some big titties too."

Sophie Shekinah brings out a special mirror angrily, " Look at my reflection you scum! Check out my figure and hair. I'm the true representation of estro-feminity and I EARNED It. "

I stare at the mirror and the simulcra reflection is nothing like the real Sophie Shekinah. I mentally take note that the reflection is about 30 pounds lighter and looks like one of those /b/ 4chan photoshop pictures. I retort slyly, " If the mirror is so accurate; Why does your shirt have cookie crumbs on it and your reflection doesn't?"

Sophie Shekinah acts like a chimpanzee and screams at his highest decibal voice, " Imbecile! This is a true representation of what I look like! I will replace the wretched whore through the progress of science. Men will finally get the type of lady they've always dreamed about. They will finally get a curvy lady who understands how to pleasure them and can have higher-level discourse than talking about what reality tv housewife is a whore. "

I respond curtly, " You will always be a man and will stay a man until death. "

Sophie Shekinah lunges at me and somehow triggers an activation of a medallion in my pocket. I grab the medallion from my pocket and it shines incredibly bright on Shekinah's face. Shekinah yelps, " I DON'T LOOK LIKE THAT! THAT'S A FALSE REPRESENTATION OF AN ARYAN GODDESS. "

I take a closer look at the medallion and notice that it's not even a medallion. It's just an accurate mirror with the power to reveal the truth.

Shekinah starts to melt when I bring the medallion up to his face. The Statue of the Demon starts to disintegrate and Shekinah's body is laying down on the floor. I prod the body with a hand and an Owl flies from it. I take a quick look at the statue and notice that's its gone. I then take a quick look at Shekinah's body and it's gone as well.

I wake up from this dream. I wonder if drinking 2/5ths of a Hennessey bottle caused such vivid dreams. I know I'm a shit writer, but I think the dream was interesting enough to jot down.

@previous (introman !/3ZwFHfJFI)
All it says is that you can read my mind. I had been thinking about Shekinah last night.