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Topic: This is the first time I've posted here in like 3 years.
Anonymous A started this discussion 10 years ago#51,981
Former namefag here from the pre-t4c time when MURRAY was MURRAY. I was part of the exodus to minichan and continued to post for quite a while. I have no idea who is still around from when I was active. If anyone remembers the first two sentences of this post, well then hey there, mister. I don't know if I'll stick around as I'm way too fucking old to be here, but I'll always have a spot in my cold, dead heart for this hellhole.
(Not putting the trademark at the end because I don't know if that's allowed here)
Nexus !jNexusRe/. joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 3 minutes later, 13 minutes after the original post[^][v]#675,691
I am. Still use the old trip too.
You will learn new things about me.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 10 years ago, 5 minutes later, 19 minutes after the original post[^][v]#675,697
@previous (Nexus !jNexusRe/.)
Yeah I've been lurking the first couple of pages and saw you were here. I'm pretty lost at the moment, but slightly intrigued. I doubt I'll namefag again. Not even sure how much I'll post, but I think I'll linger longer and see if I can self-educate.
Nexus !jNexusRe/. replied with this 10 years ago, 2 minutes later, 21 minutes after the original post[^][v]#675,703
@previous (A)
I came out as trans and a shitstorm ensued.
Give me a hint for your tripfag name.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 10 years ago, 2 minutes later, 24 minutes after the original post[^][v]#675,707
@previous (Nexus !jNexusRe/.)
Wow. That's... wow. Well congrats, homie. I hope you're happy.
Here's where it gets awkward and probably gives away who I am. My reason for not namefagging is largely (if not totally) due to me not wanting to spend days and weeks answering uncomfortable questions about another former oldfag whom I was very associated with. Think scandal.
Timber Nigger !faggot joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 1 minute later, 25 minutes after the original post[^][v]#675,710
@675,697 (A)
Don't be a faggot. I post anonymously, but I also don't create topics announcing my return.
kook !!mCVqftDha joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 22 seconds later, 25 minutes after the original post[^][v]#675,711
OP !ogr/TtJeeY (OP) double-posted this 10 years ago, 17 seconds later, 32 minutes after the original post[^][v]#675,720
Fuck I forgot my old tripcode :(
OP !ogr/TtJeeY (OP) triple-posted this 10 years ago, 50 seconds later, 33 minutes after the original post[^][v]#675,722
@675,710 (Timber Nigger !faggot)
Still a sweetheart I see. Actually really glad to see you're still here, bb.
Fake anon !ZkUt8arUCU replied with this 10 years ago, 21 seconds later, 33 minutes after the original post[^][v]#675,723
@675,717 (Timber Nigger !faggot)
Sí without the accent means "if". You no hablo the espagnol.
Timber Nigger !faggot replied with this 10 years ago, 1 minute later, 35 minutes after the original post[^][v]#675,727
@675,722 (OP !ogr/TtJeeY)
I haven't been here long. It seems a lot of us wonder back in at similar intervals.
I did tell everyone you died a while back. Sorry about that.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 10 years ago, 2 minutes later, 37 minutes after the original post[^][v]#675,728
@previous (Timber Nigger !faggot)
I fucking love you bud. I lurked off and on for the first year after I quit posting. I haven't visited the site in a couple of years now. Thought about searching my name but I'm afraid of what it may yield.
Timber Nigger !faggot replied with this 10 years ago, 3 minutes later, 41 minutes after the original post[^][v]#675,730
And that my hatred of your former associate was hardly misplaced.
Edit- did you keep early the BFL episodes archived?
(Edited 3 minutes later.)
kook !!mCVqftDha replied with this 10 years ago, 2 minutes later, 44 minutes after the original post[^][v]#675,732
@675,713 (Timber Nigger !faggot)
How are you and how is your family?
Timber Nigger !faggot replied with this 10 years ago, 1 minute later, 46 minutes after the original post[^][v]#675,734
@previous (kook !!mCVqftDha)
I'm a big queer tranny kook, you don't care. :)
kook !!mCVqftDha replied with this 10 years ago, 42 seconds later, 46 minutes after the original post[^][v]#675,735
@previous (Timber Nigger !faggot)
I do though. Why is everyone here a tranny? What has happened?
Timber Nigger !faggot replied with this 10 years ago, 1 minute later, 48 minutes after the original post[^][v]#675,737
@previous (kook !!mCVqftDha)
I'm not transsexual, but we have had quite the adversarial relationship as of late.
Nexus !jNexusRe/. replied with this 10 years ago, 51 seconds later, 49 minutes after the original post[^][v]#675,739
@675,707 (A)
Yup! I think I am the only trans person here who is actually on hormones. I don't mind if you are against it but that is who I am. I am happy. Read the front page threads, maybe the ones that have transgender in the title. You will learn a lot if you are interested in learning about it. I recently came back too.
We could start a podcast!
Nexus !jNexusRe/. double-posted this 10 years ago, 30 seconds later, 49 minutes after the original post[^][v]#675,740
@675,735 (kook !!mCVqftDha)
Its this place man. Need to change the name to TrannyChan.
kook !!mCVqftDha replied with this 10 years ago, 14 seconds later, 50 minutes after the original post[^][v]#675,741
@675,737 (Timber Nigger !faggot)
thats okay. How are you and how is your family?
kook !!mCVqftDha double-posted this 10 years ago, 48 seconds later, 51 minutes after the original post[^][v]#675,742
@675,740 (Nexus !jNexusRe/.)
people should be worried. such a statistical anomaly shouldnt exist.
Timber Nigger !faggot replied with this 10 years ago, 4 minutes later, 55 minutes after the original post[^][v]#675,744
@675,741 (kook !!mCVqftDha)
I am on medical leave for that injury to my cervical spine. I've been recovering the last month, the 4 before that were a living hell.
(Edited 1 minute later.)
kook !!mCVqftDha replied with this 10 years ago, 22 seconds later, 55 minutes after the original post[^][v]#675,745
kook !!mCVqftDha double-posted this 10 years ago, 1 minute later, 57 minutes after the original post[^][v]#675,747
@675,744 (Timber Nigger !faggot)
What kind of treatment have you been receiving?
Nexus !jNexusRe/. replied with this 10 years ago, 1 minute later, 59 minutes after the original post[^][v]#675,749
@675,742 (kook !!mCVqftDha)
There is nothing wrong with it. I think far more people are transgender than they admit. Some can live with it, some can't... like me.
Nexus !jNexusRe/. double-posted this 10 years ago, 57 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#675,751
@675,745 (kook !!mCVqftDha)
When I come out I will start wearing a bow just like that so I can fulfill your fantasy.
Timber Nigger !faggot replied with this 10 years ago, 23 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#675,753
@675,747 (kook !!mCVqftDha)
This is fat's thread. I appreciate your concern.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 10 years ago, 4 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#675,757
@675,730 (Timber Nigger !faggot)
I'll say this once (and probably a million more times): If what was alleged actually transpired, I was unaware of it. Most of what we said was true. I did know him since we were kids, but not as well as it may have seemed. The truth is, he was a guy who kept his personal life to himself. We lived 2 hours away from each other when we were doing the podcast. We hung out at my house about once a month and talked on the phone regularly until I moved to Oregon. He came out and visited me right after I moved and we spent a couple of days getting high and roaming around Portland with Reid. Not long after that I saw shit imploding on here and other forums and took an extended leave of absence. I haven't seen him since he was here, and I talk to him maybe once a year. Regardless of all the shit, we just grew apart as adults. And I do have a few of the episodes somewhere on a flash drive. Haven't listened to it since we stopped doing it. I always loved podcasting, even if we were just fucking around.
@675,741 (kook !!mCVqftDha)
I think that was aimed at me, maybe? Either way I'm doing great. Left shitty Florida behind and escaped to the Wild West. Got a great job, and a son on the way in July. Life is fucking rad. How are you, love?
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kook !!mCVqftDha replied with this 10 years ago, 4 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#675,764
@675,749 (Nexus !jNexusRe/.)
I really doubt that there are more transgenders than gays. Something about this is off. And yes, you probably already wear bows, and thats okay.
Timber Nigger !faggot replied with this 10 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#675,770
@675,757 (A)
I wasn't trying to get into the matter. I was entirely uninvolved with MC both when the assault occurred and when it became common knowledge; only became aware of it maybe 6 months ago.
I'm glad you're in a better place. I ended up at a university in Boston as baby Timber wanted. If you are ever in the city during the academic year let me know.
Anonymous G joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#675,771
This thread is "Toni" all over again.
kook !!mCVqftDha replied with this 10 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#675,772
Nexus !jNexusRe/. replied with this 10 years ago, 7 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#675,777
@675,764 (kook !!mCVqftDha)
I don't yet. I do straighten my hair however.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 10 years ago, 8 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#675,782
@675,770 (Timber Nigger !faggot)
Awesome, mang. Glad you escaped the south as well. I just put that long-winded shit up because I'm sure it'll come up eventually if I remain here long.
kook !!mCVqftDha replied with this 10 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#675,785
@675,757 (A)
I'm alive. Glad to have you back, bro
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 10 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#675,786
@675,739 (Nexus !jNexusRe/.)
I'm not against it whatsoever bud. If you're happy I'm happy. I would actually love to do a podcast again someday but doubt it'll happen.
Anonymous A (OP) double-posted this 10 years ago, 48 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#675,788
@675,785 (kook !!mCVqftDha)
Thanks. Glad to see you're alive and whatnot. Still holding down the Gulf Coast?
Timber Nigger !faggot replied with this 10 years ago, 17 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#675,795
@675,782 (A)
Tell me about your wife/girlfriend/the escort you worked out a long term arrangement with. You seem excited at the thought of having a child. You seem happy.
These are new things for you.
Nexus !jNexusRe/. replied with this 10 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#675,799
@675,786 (A)
I work in a call center so I can practice my voice. I have a fairly deep voice as well but with practice it will lighten up. You still never accepted my friend request on skype. I added you like six years ago lol. If you do I would happily be a part of it.
It is sad how everything went down. I did a search and kind of saw everything that happened and it is just sad. I kind of left around the same time (maybe a year or so earlier) due to family issues so this is the first I am hearing of it. People won't blame you for his actions so I would not worry about namefagging once more.
kook !!mCVqftDha replied with this 10 years ago, 5 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,802
Timber Nigger !faggot replied with this 10 years ago, 22 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,808
@675,795 (Timber Nigger !faggot) @OP
Night night faggot.
DasSheeple joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 2 hours later, 4 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,830
MURRAY IS MURRAY, all caps pls.
OP mobile joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 4 hours later, 9 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,860
@675,795 (Timber Nigger !faggot)
I'll let you in on another secret. I was married the whole time we did the podcast. She's an awesome chick. We tried for a child a few years back and had some bad luck so didn't try again until last October. I think that both of us getting healthier helped. I haven't had a drink in nearly five years now. One thing that was never exaggerated was how much of a drunk I was. We both got in great shape and stayed eating healthy and giving up our toxic vices. She's a group fitness instructor at a gym. Of course she's on a break because she's pregnant at the moment. The baby's name is Henry btw.
@675,799 (Nexus !jNexusRe/.)
Yeah I searched everything last night too. I don't worry about being blamed, I'm just not ready to field questions about it as I have nothing to offer. Sorry I never accepted your request. I haven't used Skype since back then. I will be setting up another account soon since all of our families are back east and we'll be using it to let then see the baby. One thing I never mentioned on the podcast or here was that I worked for myself at the time. I had more free time to fuck around on the computer. If I ever start anything else up again I'll discuss it here. I miss talking shit into a microphone.
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Nexus !jNexusRe/. replied with this 10 years ago, 1 hour later, 10 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,888
@previous (OP mobile)
I totally get it. I understand, maybe if you decide to start another skype you can let me know. I always liked your show personally. It was fun to hear people from this board actually speaking about things they liked.
Man it is nice to hear that you are sober. I quit drinking too so you aren't alone. I lost 120 pounds and gave up all of the stupid toxic shit I was doing. It is nice to feel good waking up for once isn't it? Congrats on the baby boy too.
chili dog !!81dzJNNYL joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 18 minutes later, 10 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,894
@675,860 (OP mobile)
Henry! That's so great
Glad to hear you're doin good kiddo
Timber Nigger !faggot replied with this 10 years ago, 12 minutes later, 11 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,897
@675,860 (OP mobile)
Someone told me this (that you were sober and a fitness freak) and I was more than a little skeptical. I'm glad to hear it.
As MC has become more hateful and boring it seems like most of the people invested in it at the beginning are happier and more successful. Except for Ks. He knocked up a 19 year old and had the good sense to marry her.
And Wade. He is smoking meth and being a trim cutter bum in Nor Cal.
I'll just ask this, if a crime occured (which, let's be honest, seems very likely) and the victim wishes to pursue criminal action against the abuser would you help identify him? I'm surprised you still have contact.
Fake anon !ZkUt8arUCU replied with this 10 years ago, 1 minute later, 11 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,898
@previous (Timber Nigger !faggot)
Oh god what. Ks' new wife is 19?????
Timber Nigger !faggot replied with this 10 years ago, 5 minutes later, 11 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,899
@previous (Fake anon !ZkUt8arUCU)
She might be in her early twenties. I have been known to exaggerate.
chili dog !!81dzJNNYL replied with this 10 years ago, 8 minutes later, 11 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,903
@675,897 (Timber Nigger !faggot)
that would be nigh on impossible - statute of limitations+deleted every trace I could+jurisdiction probs an issue
Timber Nigger !faggot replied with this 10 years ago, 9 minutes later, 11 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,905
@previous (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)
I'm sincerely sorry to have discussed any part of this if it bothers you. I think, but don't know, that the statute of limitations is lengthier than a handful of years. Where it occurred doesn't matter.
I asked what I asked just because Fats is the only person I know who Leo did not carefully anonymize himself from.
Again, I'm not trying to violate your privacy and if I have I can't apologize enough.
Metæ joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 4 minutes later, 11 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,906
@675,860 (OP mobile)
No one would hold the, um, incident with Leo against you man.
@675,888 (Nexus !jNexusRe/.) > lost 120 pounds
How did you do that? Coincidentally this is about the amount I need to lose.
chili dog !!81dzJNNYL replied with this 10 years ago, 3 minutes later, 11 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,907
@675,905 (Timber Nigger !faggot)
It doesn't bother me, you're good
Just
Don't know if that would be a good idea
Sounds like an incredible amount of stress and more involvement with the greasy fuck for an uncertain outcome
Timber Nigger !faggot replied with this 10 years ago, 13 minutes later, 11 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,909
@previous (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)
I understand that. You're not at all wrong, it would be a difficult experience with no guarantee of anything, and that's not taking into account the lack of electronic evidence.
Ly trip. You're a good one.
Reid joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 1 minute later, 11 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,910
@675,907 (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)
Are you still down in that Burn city? Are you working?
Timber Nigger !faggot replied with this 10 years ago, 1 minute later, 11 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,911
@675,910 (Reid)
I'm actually in West Salem now. Went back to school for horticulture and now I'm running a biological control system for one of the big nurseries outside of Woodburn. Love my weird, nerdy job using bugs and fungi to kill bugs and fungi.
(Edited 1 minute later.)
Reid replied with this 10 years ago, 1 minute later, 12 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,922
@previous (OP mobile)
Congrats! I'm happy for y'all.
OP mobile replied with this 10 years ago, 5 seconds later, 12 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,923
@675,916 (WSD !m2cp3rR5zw)
Holy shit. Glad to see you bud. I always liked you but started loving you around the time everyone started hating you.
Timber Nigger !faggot replied with this 10 years ago, 24 minutes later, 12 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,935
@675,921 (OP mobile)
Not exactly thrilled you wouldn't act on the values you were find of shouting about, but that's all I'll say on that.
OP mobile replied with this 10 years ago, 4 minutes later, 12 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,936
@previous (Timber Nigger !faggot)
Sorry to let you down homie. I have my own life to live and am not interested in becoming mired in the bad decisions of others.
Timber Nigger !faggot replied with this 10 years ago, 3 minutes later, 12 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,937
@previous (OP mobile)
I understand that, I'm glad you have a fulfilling job and your health and a soon to be growing family.
You're one of 3 people on here I give any degree of fucks about, you know that.
OP mobile replied with this 10 years ago, 1 minute later, 12 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,938
@previous (Timber Nigger !faggot)
Thanks bruv. Back atcha.
OP mobile double-posted this 10 years ago, 11 minutes later, 13 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,939
@675,888 (Nexus !jNexusRe/.)
Holy shit. 120lbs is fucking savage. I lost around eighty before I started lifting to add muscle. Gained around 15lb of muscle now. Feels great dunnit? You can't see it but I'm giving you a standing ovation.
@675,894 (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)
Thanks. My mother hates the name which makes me like it even more. She already had one son and have me a fucking girl name. I will not make the same mistake.
beckyderp !Hi.HILLARY joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 29 minutes later, 13 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,941
Sup dickweed. I'm still here. I'm allegedly a lawyer now. But I would not defend Pedo Vegas.
Fats replied with this 10 years ago, 5 minutes later, 13 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,944
@previous (beckyderp !Hi.HILLARY)
I saw through my searches youwe're still on. Congrats on your accomplishment, and the liberty to refuse your services. You were actually one if the people I was worried might put the screws to me for returning.
beckyderp !Hi.HILLARY replied with this 10 years ago, 10 minutes later, 13 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,946
@previous (Fats)
No, I'm a lot less judgmental now, I'd like to think. As a lawyer, I've met a lot of people who made decisions I don't agree with but who are still decent people and deserve decent treatment. The only people I really judge are police because they are 90% legitimately horrible people.
I don't like it but can't say for sure what I'd do in your shoes. Sorry I made you feel that way.
Fats replied with this 10 years ago, 1 hour later, 14 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,981
@previous (beckyderp !Hi.HILLARY)
You're cool bud. You never did anything. You were just very vocal about your opinion, something I admire and practice myself. It was my own paranoia preventing me from showing my face.
(Edited 17 seconds later.)
Antikhristos !M6R0eWkIpk joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 1 minute later, 14 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,983
@OP
Pssh, you're not even the oldest poster herHAHAGOFUCKASHITUPYOURASS.
chili dog !!81dzJNNYL replied with this 10 years ago, 1 hour later, 15 hours after the original post[^][v]#675,996
> <3. > > Ily2. > > I love everyone. > > This is the love fora again.
i was looking at all of our love fora era posts and this is strange because a week later all these people are coming out the cuts
@675,981 (Fats)
I'm glad you're doing well and alive! I literally thought that you had died. Someone told us that you died and I believed it
Timber Nigger !faggot replied with this 10 years ago, 34 minutes later, 17 hours after the original post[^][v]#676,066
@previous (buttons) @675,727 (Timber Nigger !faggot) > I did tell everyone you died a while back. Sorry about that.
:)
buttons replied with this 10 years ago, 5 minutes later, 17 hours after the original post[^][v]#676,073
@previous (Timber Nigger !faggot)
oh. Hahahaha good one u really got me
Fats replied with this 10 years ago, 1 hour later, 18 hours after the original post[^][v]#676,106
@675,996 (chili dog !!81dzJNNYL)
Try telling that to a group of second graders when there are two girls named Kelly in the class. You just try it. My grandfather told me he taught me to fight because of my name.
@676,033 (buttons)
Thanks. I am alive despite rumors.
(Edited 1 minute later.)
Nexus !jNexusRe/. replied with this 10 years ago, 1 hour later, 20 hours after the original post[^][v]#676,117
@675,906 (Metæ)
My fitness pal. Count all of your calories. It is slow progress but it really works. I was 370 before, I was fucking massive but I lost a lot. Don't get me wrong I still have a long ways to go but It is so nice being a healthier weight for once. I weighed as much now as I did when I was like 13. I plan on losing the rest doing keto over the summer.
@675,939 (OP mobile)
It was hard, but you know that. I tell other fat people that I was fat my entire life. yet I was still able to do this and I really didn't have to change too many habits. It is mind over matter and that is all anything in life takes is just the desire to do it and the self motivation to push yourself through tomorrow. I am glad you were able to lose the weight you did, I bet you feel 100x different.
Fats replied with this 10 years ago, 1 hour later, 21 hours after the original post[^][v]#676,140
@previous (Nexus !jNexusRe/.)
I feel like the dead weight I shed was the shitty person I used to be. I was fat all through my teens and twenties. To say it feels great is an understatement. It's like magic and shit.
Nexus !jNexusRe/. replied with this 10 years ago, 5 minutes later, 21 hours after the original post[^][v]#676,141
@previous (Fats)
You get how I feel. After I lost the weight my life changed for the better. For once i feel happy and I feel comfortable in my own body, transition helped for sure but losing the weight was a huge step for me.
TTEH !PUPenis69. joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 26 minutes later, 22 hours after the original post[^][v]#676,150
Hi OP.
I missed you! Along with a lot of namefags who dropped off the face of the Earth 3 or 4 years back. Hope you're doing alright mate.
Update: ICARE.
(Edited 3 years later by a moderator.)
Reid replied with this 10 years ago, 1 hour later, 23 hours after the original post[^][v]#676,162