!MLHqI35Srs started this discussion 9.2 years ago#51,664
I'm not even joking. COOOOMING SOOON as the Ugandan film-producing negroids would say. S/he stopped me from transitioning by blacklisting any future referrals to a nearby GIC so I'm just like "well it's fair game to kill you then, since you did the same to me".
I take prison over this illusion of nominal freedom, honestly, it's bullshit.
Anonymous B joined in and replied with this 9.2 years ago, 2 minutes later[^][v]#669,920
@OP
You would not do well in prison. Stop making childish threats.
!MLHqI35Srs (OP) replied with this 9.2 years ago, 1 minute later, 4 minutes after the original post[^][v]#669,921
@previous (B)
I'm not doing well here. Cue bono, exactly? Especially from my gatekeeping and using the psychotherapy department as a tool of clandestine abuse? My convictions are too deep to gaslight.
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WSD !m2cp3rR5zw joined in and replied with this 9.2 years ago, 4 seconds later, 4 minutes after the original post[^][v]#669,922
Adam Djensen joined in and replied with this 9.2 years ago, 2 minutes later, 6 minutes after the original post[^][v]#669,923
whom/what?
Big Daddy Derek !Uvm54ORbmo joined in and replied with this 9.2 years ago, 1 minute later, 7 minutes after the original post[^][v]#669,924
@669,921 (!MLHqI35Srs)
Your convictions are idiotic, Mr. Gillon. Pull yourself together.
!MLHqI35Srs (OP) replied with this 9.2 years ago, 1 minute later, 9 minutes after the original post[^][v]#669,925
@previous (Big Daddy Derek !Uvm54ORbmo)
Sockpuppet of Haselgrove, next, I'm after you! Ahahhaahahaha. I'm gonna be like a nigga on his last night out dawg. Gonna get so high in the night before finally wrecking the bitch out of retribution in the morn'.
Then I'll degenerate into a harder prison dog than the psychiatric institutions would otherwise weaken me into, arguably a more hurtful experience when the suppression they're forcing me under breaks me down mentally. I want to avoid that for the sake of my own sanity. Prison it is.
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WSD !m2cp3rR5zw replied with this 9.2 years ago, 2 minutes later, 12 minutes after the original post[^][v]#669,927
Anonymous F joined in and replied with this 9.2 years ago, 1 minute later, 13 minutes after the original post[^][v]#669,928
Fuck off with your stupid, insane bullshit. Christ.
!MLHqI35Srs (OP) replied with this 9.2 years ago, 9 minutes later, 22 minutes after the original post[^][v]#669,929
@previous (F)
Naw. It's gonna happen, watch me all over the news, "CHARLES MANSON: SUPERSTAR" 2: ASPERGIAN LOSER TURNED MYSTICAL LEGEND BOOGALOO
Anonymous G joined in and replied with this 9.2 years ago, 5 minutes later, 28 minutes after the original post[^][v]#669,930
Introman's sped behaviour was justified due to your insane posts. Stop this nonsense and ignore her and haselgrove.
Anonymous H joined in and replied with this 9.2 years ago, 46 seconds later, 28 minutes after the original post[^][v]#669,931
!MLHqI35Srs (OP) replied with this 9.2 years ago, 10 seconds later, 29 minutes after the original post[^][v]#669,932
@669,930 (G)
Wait since when was Introman a femalewhore or shemalewhore?
I've spoken to the guy previously. He's deffo a dude.
I can't ignore them when they're responsible for trying to manipulate my life's course in this direction.
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Big Daddy Derek !Uvm54ORbmo replied with this 9.2 years ago, 23 minutes later, 52 minutes after the original post[^][v]#669,935
@669,925 (!MLHqI35Srs)
You are becoming deranged, Mr. Gillon. Please try to calm down. @previous (!MLHqI35Srs)
Of course, it's always someone else's fault, isn't it, Mr. Gillon?
!MLHqI35Srs (OP) replied with this 9.2 years ago, 1 minute later, 53 minutes after the original post[^][v]#669,936
@previous (Big Daddy Derek !Uvm54ORbmo)
You are becoming quite deflective, DARVO-whore Dr. "Angela" "I-totally-didn't-marry-into-Jewry-like-the-dirty-shiksha-goyim-cryptotranny-spinster-I-am" Haselgrove.
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Anonymous I joined in and replied with this 9.2 years ago, 5 minutes later, 59 minutes after the original post[^][v]#669,937
@previous (!MLHqI35Srs)
This jew is so much better than you.
David Berkowitz
Big Daddy Derek !Uvm54ORbmo replied with this 9.2 years ago, 5 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#669,938
@669,936 (!MLHqI35Srs)
Whom is this "Dr. Angela Haselgrove" person, Mr. Gillon?
!MLHqI35Srs (OP) replied with this 9.2 years ago, 5 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#669,940
@previous (Big Daddy Derek !Uvm54ORbmo)
A Jewish daemon from Satan's synagogue.
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Big Daddy Derek !Uvm54ORbmo replied with this 9.2 years ago, 4 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#669,942
@previous (!MLHqI35Srs)
Oh, so you feel that all the problems in your life are the fault of Jews now. Interesting, Mr. Gillon.
Anonymous J joined in and replied with this 9.2 years ago, 9 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#669,944
@669,940 (!MLHqI35Srs)
A qualified Psychiatrist is bright enough to prevent you from transitioning into a cockroach.
With no disrespect to the cockroach, Its the Psychiatrist job to protect the order Blattodea.
!MLHqI35Srs (OP) replied with this 9.2 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#669,945
@previous (J)
Here's the problem. "ANGELA" HIMSELF is a fucking low-tier, overcompensating Autogynephile, my gut instinct tells me from the aether. He's doing this out of a retributive desire to lash out against anything he feels may threaten his tranny legitimacy.,
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Anonymous J replied with this 9.2 years ago, 12 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#669,947
@previous (!MLHqI35Srs)
You dare to put your fly by night education, up against a qualified Psychiatrist.
You're not fit to breath earths atmosphere.
Big Daddy Derek !Uvm54ORbmo replied with this 9.2 years ago, 57 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#669,948
@669,945 (!MLHqI35Srs)
Can you think of any ways in which your problems might be your own fault, Mr. Gillon?
Fake dane !jJEom8Ii3E joined in and replied with this 9.2 years ago, 5 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#669,950
Can you think of any ways not to be a turd on minichan all the time, mr "big daddy"?
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Anonymous K joined in and replied with this 9.2 years ago, 0 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#669,951
Can you stop harassing Angie, please? Your actions would make any psychiatrist blackball you. There's even a medical journal article about patients like you failing to be re-integrated in society.
"The General Medical Council (GMC) is currently undertaking a review of the training and assessment of doctors in the UK, with a view to making a number of recommendations to improve the quality of training.1"
"In general, respondents considered clinical and communication skills to be the most important items to be assessed in an exit examination"
The psychiatric community is going to learn from your intransigence and paraphilias'.
Big Daddy Derek !Uvm54ORbmo replied with this 9.2 years ago, 7 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^][v]#669,965
Thermal Aid Zoo Varmint joined in and replied with this 9.2 years ago, 1 hour later, 6 hours after the original post[^][v]#669,987
This is scary stuff here I'm gonna not be a part of it
Catherine !TGirlYJKXM joined in and replied with this 9.2 years ago, 2 hours later, 9 hours after the original post[^][v]#669,999
I can somewhat sympathize. Here's my story.
Finally saw a physician as not to be considered a new patient. They, the office, told me they were sending a referral request to my healthcare provider. My healthcare provider gave me a referral to a psychiatrist who is the only authorized person who can prescribe me hormones. So I schedule an appointment and I saw her. She told me that she doesn't prescribe hormones and therefore cannot help me. She told me she was sending her notes to my healthcare provider while also telling me that I'll need to speak with my doctor's office again about a referral to a specialist. So I call them and they told me I cannot get a referral until they recieve this psychiatrist's notes. So I call up the psychiatrist's office again and asked if I could request them to send that information to them. They just told me that the doctor's office themselves would have to request it.
It was probably my fault for forgetting to ask the psychiatrist about sending her notes to the physician.
I feel like a cheap prostitute being handed back and forth.
!MLHqI35Srs (OP) replied with this 9.2 years ago, 1 hour later, 10 hours after the original post[^][v]#670,001
@previous (Catherine !TGirlYJKXM)
They didn't even ask me anything.
The only exchange ever had regarding my self-perception of self with regards to gender identity:
"Would you say you identify as a gay male?" Asks Autogynephile Angela.
To which I respond, "I have other plans when I go there (referring to my move to America which is now impossible)."
What inferrences can you make from that? Certainly nothing properly specified by the EUPD identity disturbance criterion, one of which is an uncertainty of gender. I'd never stated how certain I was.
Yet they do this:
Fast forward to my suicide attempt: one of the nurses asks for a favour to blacklist me from the waiting list of a nearby GIC.
It seems they're punishing me for a litany of things. I'm going down to A&E today to clear up what I was unable to regards my suspicions of what's happening.
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kook !!mCVqftDha joined in and replied with this 9.2 years ago, 9 hours later, 19 hours after the original post[^][v]#670,026
@669,999 (Catherine !TGirlYJKXM)
Have you called the psychiatrist?
Catherine !TGirlYJKXM replied with this 9.2 years ago, 2 hours later, 22 hours after the original post[^][v]#670,077
@previous (kook !!mCVqftDha)
I just visited my physican's office right now and told me they are going to schedule a time for me to come in to discuss this then they could use their notes to request a referrel.
Anonymous Q joined in and replied with this 9.2 years ago, 28 minutes later, 22 hours after the original post[^][v]#670,081
@previous (Catherine !TGirlYJKXM) > I feel like a cheap prostitute being handed back and forth.
One can only hope people that are deciding who to vote for have put some thought into the decision.
One top candidate did not even understand the rules of the road.
I thought you're supposed to study the rules of the road in order to make the change you want to make.
I still suggest you get your hormones tested to see what ails you, before you start taking new ones.
kook !!mCVqftDha replied with this 9.2 years ago, 3 hours later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#670,123
@670,077 (Catherine !TGirlYJKXM)
How much do you pay per appointment?
kook !!mCVqftDha double-posted this 9.2 years ago, 39 seconds later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#670,124
Catherine, have you not had your hormones tested yet?
Catherine !TGirlYJKXM replied with this 9.2 years ago, 8 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#670,127
@670,123 (kook !!mCVqftDha)
The appointments are covered by my healthcare provider. I figured it'll be a good starting point to check out my assigned doctor. @previous (kook !!mCVqftDha)
I am thinking of asking them when the time comes.
Big Daddy Derek !Uvm54ORbmo replied with this 9.2 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#670,128
@670,081 (Q)
Is One top candidate re: 15 minute dryve from thee?
kook !!mCVqftDha replied with this 9.2 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#670,129
@670,127 (Catherine !TGirlYJKXM)
You don't have copays?
Also you should have had your hormones checked way before this point. I hope that your doctors aren't purposefully drawing this out.
!MLHqI35Srs (OP) replied with this 9.2 years ago, 15 hours later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#670,176
@previous (kook !!mCVqftDha)
Don't hijack my thread, you congenitally sociopathic intersexed freak and functional bio-male.
kook !!mCVqftDha replied with this 9.2 years ago, 12 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#670,179
@previous (!MLHqI35Srs)
You've somehow managed to hijack your own thread.
!MLHqI35Srs (OP) replied with this 9.2 years ago, 1 hour later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#670,182
@previous (kook !!mCVqftDha)
You've psychopathically managed to confuse me, the parent subect, to you, an orphan irrelevant to the subject not even of child-order heirarchic organization like Catherine, who had periphery relevance. You're wholly IRRELEVANT.
kook !!mCVqftDha replied with this 9.2 years ago, 8 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#670,184
@previous (!MLHqI35Srs)
If you had listened to me, you wouldnt have crashed and burned
!MLHqI35Srs (OP) replied with this 9.2 years ago, 7 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#670,185
@previous (kook !!mCVqftDha)
Letting you in was a FOREGONE CONCLUSION of crash and burn.
kook !!mCVqftDha replied with this 9.2 years ago, 17 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#670,186
@previous (!MLHqI35Srs)
List of ways you fucked up
1. Going to kiwifarms after I said that it was a bad idea
2. Corresponding with introman after I said that he couldnt be trusted
3. Refusing to make several small changes that could help your general demeanor/appearance
4. Sending that letter after I said that it was a bad idea
5. Getting high off of excess stimulants when I said that it was a bad idea
6. Going after Sapphire when I told you that Walter would never, NEVER choose you over him.
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!MLHqI35Srs (OP) replied with this 9.2 years ago, 3 hours later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#670,240
@previous (kook !!mCVqftDha)
Point 3 was already answered, I was gatekept in January.
Point 4 was already answered, I was gatekept in January.
You can't just 'go to another clinic' here. It's all hopelessly centralized, ergo, I needed money for 'mones regardless.
kook !!mCVqftDha replied with this 9.2 years ago, 19 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#670,251
!MLHqI35Srs (OP) replied with this 9.2 years ago, 5 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#670,255
@previous (kook !!mCVqftDha)
1. If we didn't speak on KiwiFarms, we'd never established what we had.
2. Introman approached me, not vice-versa.
5. 5HTP isn't a stimulant. 5HTP-phosphorylation=5HT i.e. seretonin after it passes the blood-brain barrier, thus, seretonin, in this capacity, is inhibitive. Estrogen MAY be stimulatory, however, I was taking codine which is inhibitive. Grossly, I was on a downer, albeit if agitated entirely by external agitators.
6. Sapphire manipulated people using his matriarchal prowess, something explicated psychoanalytically over a number of articles.
kook !!mCVqftDha replied with this 9.2 years ago, 22 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#670,260
@previous (!MLHqI35Srs)
You put yourself all over the forums, when pm's would have done nicely. You continued talking with introman. Your stimulants make you high as fuck, and no man is going to give up sure pussy for you.
Anonymous G replied with this 9.2 years ago, 21 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[^][v]#670,263
NHS lothian made the right decision for Chris, kook. His mallaeble gullibility leads him to embark on these fool's quest with a new identity being created every few months. Angie is not a dumb woman; she's incredibly bright and can see that Chris is just a gayman who adopts personas due to underlying psychosis.
!MLHqI35Srs (OP) replied with this 9.2 years ago, 1 hour later, 2 days after the original post[^][v]#670,273
@previous (G)
She doesn't agree that I'm psychotic, introman. Evidently she didn't share that much of her assessments with you. Nor does she think I'm gullible. More likely, she has been subject to a barrage of misinformation and has been misled to underestimate the degree of my convictions by you. She should actually look into the relationship between this pathway, specific to Asperger's/autism, and the sometimes-heightened rates of transgenderism in demographics specific to it. Morestill it is the consistency of these beliefs which should further reinforce the idea of their self-convined nature. I've an array of philosophical arguments to combat her idiotic sophistry. She's not really all that intelligent. I've spoken to her with more than the ability to get the word in edge-wise, I was occasionally undercut but that was only due to the fact she was desperately searching for pauses like the predatorial mid-witted r-selected congenital-to-her-reported-sex-sociopath that the tranny is. Look at her facebook profile and tell me those aren't indicative of the political maturity of a young adolescent.
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Anonymous B replied with this 9.2 years ago, 6 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[^][v]#670,274
@previous (!MLHqI35Srs)
Stop slandering the people responsible for your treatment. It's deeply unhelpful.
!MLHqI35Srs (OP) replied with this 9.2 years ago, 3 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[^][v]#670,275
@previous (B)
Ahahhaha fuck off, she slandered my medical record with pseudo-factoids we're supposed to take on the word of her authority, and although it doesn't fall to an appeal of illegitimate authority, it does take a worryingly sharp turn towards the abyss of presumed infallibility on the part of a professional solely on the basis of a credentialist talisman.
When I'm asked about her treatment, I usually respond, "What do you mean? She gives none other than passive-aggressive snark."
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Thermal Aid Zoo Varmint replied with this 9.2 years ago, 10 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[^][v]#670,276
@previous (!MLHqI35Srs)
can't you just see someone else
Jesus
!MLHqI35Srs (OP) replied with this 9.2 years ago, 1 minute later, 2 days after the original post[^][v]#670,277
@previous (Thermal Aid Zoo Varmint)
See: @670,240 (!MLHqI35Srs) > You can't just go to another clinic...
and &c.
Anonymous B replied with this 9.2 years ago, 1 minute later, 2 days after the original post[^][v]#670,278
@670,275 (!MLHqI35Srs)
If you don't think her treatment is in your best interest you're welcome to say so. Not having a functional relationship with your psychologist or psychiatrist is a perfectly understandable reason to seek another.
That doesn't give you license to act childish and snarky and hateful.
I will not pretend to know you, Sophie, but it makes me cringe to watch you harm your chances of receiving decent mental health care. Stop being self destructive. Pic almost related.
!MLHqI35Srs (OP) replied with this 9.2 years ago, 3 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[^][v]#670,279
@previous (B)
I barely receive it anyway, she had delayed my appointment some 4 months and 2 weeks from when she originally promised (that's the 6 months' elapsed it will be, minus the 6 weeks originally specified in the discharge notes). She either can't do basic arithmetic, in what would be forgiven, has a genuinely large work-load, which would also be forgiven if I could take it at its face that this would extend waits for all equally, but I bet in a statistical analysis of their appointment schedule that this would be likely exposed as NONSENSE. She had deliberately held it off in order to prepare her next barrage of abuse, it's almost foregone.
Big Daddy Derek !Uvm54ORbmo replied with this 9.2 years ago, 4 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[^][v]#670,280
@previous (!MLHqI35Srs)
And, I suppose, you feel that this is all her fault, and not, in fact, your own. Stop shifting blame, Mr. Gillon. Accept responsibility. Man up.
!MLHqI35Srs (OP) replied with this 9.2 years ago, 2 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[^][v]#670,282
@previous (Big Daddy Derek !Uvm54ORbmo)
Notice how responsibility in this case is made inextricable from masculinity and exposes the feminist rhetoric for the lie it is. What's more, I don't have magic chukjibop control over my schedule with Kim Jong-il esque time-shrinking magic from the apical peaks of the Korean northern White Mountains. There's no instance in which even the bitch herself could argue a locus of control in my completely impotent lack of determination over something as centralized as this.
Anonymous B replied with this 9.2 years ago, 8 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[^][v]#670,283
@670,279 (!MLHqI35Srs)
I understand that your ability to get another provider through the state system is likely a hassle, but I'd remphasize that having a poor relationship with your mental health provider is more than reason enough to seek someone else.
Big Daddy Derek !Uvm54ORbmo replied with this 9.2 years ago, 3 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[^][v]#670,284
@670,282 (!MLHqI35Srs)
Rather than blaming your shortcomings on others, Mr. Gillon, try to think about things that you can do to resolve them yourself. What solutions can you think of, Mr. Gillon, that don't simply involve you lying around doing nothing whilst you wait for others to come to your aid? Try to make a list, Mr. Gillon.
mordor !n9PP8q5SP. joined in and replied with this 8.5 years ago, 7 months later, 7 months after the original post[^][v]#741,090
bump, i was the bump rider
Wildchild !NvEXY0NyQI joined in and replied with this 8.5 years ago, 1 minute later, 7 months after the original post[^][v]#741,093
RIP, never 4get.
Catharine !TGirlYJKXM replied with this 8.5 years ago, 8 minutes later, 7 months after the original post[^][v]#741,098
Did Sophie really kill herself?
beckyderp !yDoooooooo joined in and replied with this 8.5 years ago, 33 seconds later, 7 months after the original post[^][v]#741,099
@741,093 (Wildchild !NvEXY0NyQI)
did haselgrove die
mordor !n9PP8q5SP. replied with this 8.5 years ago, 4 minutes later, 7 months after the original post[^][v]#741,102
bump, i was the bump rider
WSD !m2cp3rR5zw replied with this 8.5 years ago, 13 minutes later, 7 months after the original post[^][v]#741,111