Topic: is it bad that i feel guilty for eating, and I often refuse to eat and just deny hunger?
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU started this discussion 15 years ago #5,165
I've been doing this a lot as of late O_o I feel bad for eating and really wish I could get rid of it :c
Anonymous B joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later[^] [v] #91,039
Anonymous C joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 13 seconds later, 1 minute after the original post[^] [v] #91,040
That's totally gay.
brie !OudrPWaUDQ joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 35 seconds later, 2 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #91,041
It could be white guilt or it could be an eating disorder.
Either way, you should see a psychologist.
;D
Either way, you should see a psychologist.
;D
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 6 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #91,048
Anonymous E joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 22 minutes later, 29 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #91,056
eat a dick stickybuns you faggor
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 48 seconds later, 30 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #91,057
Anonymous F joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 9 hours later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,354
Anorexia too? Good lord, could you be any more of a stereotypical emo faggot? Eat a fucking cheeseburger and get over yourself already.
Falco !PZmcClOUDk joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 56 minutes later, 10 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,386
eat food
Green !pFNWNYROxA joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 10 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,388
Keep it between 1500 and 2500 calories a day and you'll be fine.
Anonymous I joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 8 minutes later, 10 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,389
You feel "guilty" for eating, as if you've done something wrong?
Or you feel ashamed for eating?
Or you feel ashamed for eating?
swamplights !!V3J448+/B joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 4 hours later, 14 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,403
I knew that your girlfriend's eating disorder would rub off on you.
✄----- !ZSNgHQb5Ig joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 34 minutes later, 15 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,408
Not eating makes you fat or kills you. The longer you spend not eating the slower your metabolic rate gets, you have less energy and as a result are doing less exercise than before, muscles will shrink causing you to burn less fat naturally. Ether you continue to not eat and get eternally skinny till you die, or you return to eating to survive when you do return to eating you will find that whatever you eat at this stage will be stored as fat because your body is no longer prepared to metabolise the food.
If you do not eat you will be pathetic and scrawny, even when you put on weight your muscles will be so wasted that any weight you do have will be pure fat. You claim to be lonely and without friends, the typical woman does not find scrawny guys whos entire mass is fat attractive, nether is it the sort of mate I'd want around while i'm eating going on about feeling guilty unless he was open about being a massive fucking queen which you are not.
Stop feeling sorry for yourself and bad yourself. No doubt when you read this you will be thinking how you cant stop being sorry for yourself because you cant do anything, thats the cycle. You are no different from anyone else, you have no debilitating disease that prevents you from being normal and productive and actively enjoying life instead of whining and wasting away, it is your own choice that is stopping you, it is your own choice not to take on the responsibility to socialise, eat right and exercise, you feel anxious about these things because you have grown accustomed to not taking risks, there is no risk in sitting infront of your computer all day in anonymous exchange, apart from living a sorry and unloved existence, you do realise that from hiding from social confrontation you alienate yourself just as much as you do if you were to talk to someone and make a fool out of yourself? Ether way those people will not like you.
Do something.
If you do not eat you will be pathetic and scrawny, even when you put on weight your muscles will be so wasted that any weight you do have will be pure fat. You claim to be lonely and without friends, the typical woman does not find scrawny guys whos entire mass is fat attractive, nether is it the sort of mate I'd want around while i'm eating going on about feeling guilty unless he was open about being a massive fucking queen which you are not.
Stop feeling sorry for yourself and bad yourself. No doubt when you read this you will be thinking how you cant stop being sorry for yourself because you cant do anything, thats the cycle. You are no different from anyone else, you have no debilitating disease that prevents you from being normal and productive and actively enjoying life instead of whining and wasting away, it is your own choice that is stopping you, it is your own choice not to take on the responsibility to socialise, eat right and exercise, you feel anxious about these things because you have grown accustomed to not taking risks, there is no risk in sitting infront of your computer all day in anonymous exchange, apart from living a sorry and unloved existence, you do realise that from hiding from social confrontation you alienate yourself just as much as you do if you were to talk to someone and make a fool out of yourself? Ether way those people will not like you.
Do something.
grg !!fERIbUB8u joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 hour later, 16 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,427
@previous (✄----- !ZSNgHQb5Ig)> Not eating makes you fat or kills you. The longer you spend not eating the slower your metabolic rate gets blah blah blah i read too many women's magazines
Go to any half serious church leading up to Easter and watch how the people fasting lose weight. Until you've reached like 5% body fat you won't start metabolising muscle.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FgNh9mGb2K4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WdqKS-JQ1i0
Green !pFNWNYROxA replied with this 15 years ago, 1 hour later, 18 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,468
Anonymous M joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 19 minutes later, 19 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,474
Green !pFNWNYROxA replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 19 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,476
Anonymous M replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 19 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,477
@previous (Green !pFNWNYROxA)
There's no reason why fasts and intentionally starving yourself can't both vary in length.
There's no reason why fasts and intentionally starving yourself can't both vary in length.
brie !OudrPWaUDQ replied with this 15 years ago, 24 minutes later, 19 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,491
@previous (M)
when people are fasting religiously, they usually still eat some food.
And I bet they don't even feel guilty about it, even though GOD IS WATCHING.
Stickybuns here, he doesn't even care about god's feelings, how selfish!
Bro, stickybuns, you need to get over it.
See a psychologist or something, cause that's not healthy, man.
when people are fasting religiously, they usually still eat some food.
And I bet they don't even feel guilty about it, even though GOD IS WATCHING.
Stickybuns here, he doesn't even care about god's feelings, how selfish!
Bro, stickybuns, you need to get over it.
See a psychologist or something, cause that's not healthy, man.
✄----- !ZSNgHQb5Ig replied with this 15 years ago, 1 hour later, 21 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,554
@91,427 (grg !!fERIbUB8u)
No, they lose weight initially and during the fasting period. They will then put that weight back on after because their body will store more fat after being starved. Obviously they will lose weight during the fast.
Also I am not talking about metabolising muscle, you do not need to metabolise your muscle to lose muscle mass. If you are not eating you cannot build muscle and you have little energy so what muscle you do have wastes away because you are incapable of maintaining it through exercise.
No, they lose weight initially and during the fasting period. They will then put that weight back on after because their body will store more fat after being starved. Obviously they will lose weight during the fast.
Also I am not talking about metabolising muscle, you do not need to metabolise your muscle to lose muscle mass. If you are not eating you cannot build muscle and you have little energy so what muscle you do have wastes away because you are incapable of maintaining it through exercise.
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stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 31 seconds later, 21 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,556
@91,354 (F)
I don't eat burgers.
@91,389 (I)
I feel I guess ashamed, and I feel like I shouldn't have and I start thinking about puking but I havent yet :c
@91,403 (swamplights !!V3J448+/B)
It's not due to that i don't think :c
I don't eat burgers.
@91,389 (I)
I feel I guess ashamed, and I feel like I shouldn't have and I start thinking about puking but I havent yet :c
@91,403 (swamplights !!V3J448+/B)
It's not due to that i don't think :c
Anonymous N joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 30 minutes later, 21 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,587
ltamake !3vZ7A06glM joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 6 minutes later, 21 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,612
Not eating at all is very bad because it's like trying to drive a car with low petrol; it works for a little bit, and then it just dies. It's VERY unhealthy, and it will probably just cause you to become fat because your body starts to eat up the stored energy in muscles, and you lose any strength you had in them.
It may seem a little "guilty" to eat at times, but it's very vital. Like I mentioned above, your car needs petrol constantly or it won't work. Same with your body. This doesn't mean that you need to eat a lot, but just eat foods that are both healthy and contain a lot of nutrients.
It may seem a little "guilty" to eat at times, but it's very vital. Like I mentioned above, your car needs petrol constantly or it won't work. Same with your body. This doesn't mean that you need to eat a lot, but just eat foods that are both healthy and contain a lot of nutrients.
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 21 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,619
Anonymous N replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 21 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,621
@previous (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU)
That is why you put some thought into it, dear stickybuns, as he put into his own reply.
That is why you put some thought into it, dear stickybuns, as he put into his own reply.
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 7 minutes later, 22 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,632
@previous (N)
I just get lazy is all :c I understand what he's saying. If I don't eat, I will waste away and be eaten by life. And I am supporting my habit with self-pity and such. It's just so hard to get out of this loop. I'm smart enough to see all this: I just can't get myself out of it..
I just get lazy is all :c I understand what he's saying. If I don't eat, I will waste away and be eaten by life. And I am supporting my habit with self-pity and such. It's just so hard to get out of this loop. I'm smart enough to see all this: I just can't get myself out of it..
Anonymous F replied with this 15 years ago, 21 minutes later, 22 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,664
@91,556 (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU)
> I don't eat burgers.
Jesus Christ what is wrong with you? Might break a nail if you eat something real?
> I don't eat burgers.
Jesus Christ what is wrong with you? Might break a nail if you eat something real?
swamplights !!V3J448+/B replied with this 15 years ago, 38 seconds later, 22 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,665
@91,556 (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU)But you didn't have an eating disorder before you started dating her.
Green !pFNWNYROxA replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 22 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,668
@91,664 (F)
As long as they're not from mcdonalds, those burgers aint real. Burgers, square burgers.
As long as they're not from mcdonalds, those burgers aint real. Burgers, square burgers.
Anonymous P joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 22 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,669
Lift heavy weights and get hungry, faggot.
Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6 joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 14 seconds later, 22 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,670
There's nothing you can really do except grow some balls and get over it, stickybuns. You're fucking up your body. Unless you want to look like this guy - skinny as hell, and all your body mass is fat, start eating.stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 22 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,671
@91,664 (F)
I've never eaten a burger.
@91,665 (swamplights !!V3J448+/B)
I don't have an eating disorder.
Do I?
@previous (Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6)
I wouldn't mind being that skinny...
I've never eaten a burger.
@91,665 (swamplights !!V3J448+/B)
I don't have an eating disorder.
Do I?
@previous (Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6)
I wouldn't mind being that skinny...
Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6 replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 22 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,672
@previous (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU)
You should. Once you're that skinny, you'll regret it.
You're not overweight, child.
Start eating. If you're that concerned, keep it healthy. Eat more fruits/vegetables, versus junk food or meat.
You should. Once you're that skinny, you'll regret it.
You're not overweight, child.
Start eating. If you're that concerned, keep it healthy. Eat more fruits/vegetables, versus junk food or meat.
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 22 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,673
Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6 replied with this 15 years ago, 8 minutes later, 22 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,677
@previous (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU)
Get skinny in a healthy way, then. Don't just stop eating. Eat healthier and burn more calories.
Don't be an angsty teen faggot, alright?
Get skinny in a healthy way, then. Don't just stop eating. Eat healthier and burn more calories.
Don't be an angsty teen faggot, alright?
brie !OudrPWaUDQ replied with this 15 years ago, 19 minutes later, 23 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,685
Way to ignore my repeated urging for you to get some help, stickybuns.
If you seriously think that being so skinny that you are dying is a healthy option, then yes, you have an eating disorder.
Seek help!
If you seriously think that being so skinny that you are dying is a healthy option, then yes, you have an eating disorder.
Seek help!
brie !OudrPWaUDQ double-posted this 15 years ago, 7 minutes later, 23 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,691
And it's not just this eating disorder thing either, bro.
the theme of the topics you've been posting lately is pretty disturbing, and i for one, am worried about your mental state.
If these topics haven't been a cry for help, then I don't know what is.
Here's your help. This is what I can do; Go get professional help.
the theme of the topics you've been posting lately is pretty disturbing, and i for one, am worried about your mental state.
If these topics haven't been a cry for help, then I don't know what is.
Here's your help. This is what I can do; Go get professional help.
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 5 minutes later, 23 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,707
@91,685 (brie !OudrPWaUDQ)
@previous (brie !OudrPWaUDQ)
I probably do need some, but I don't know how to approach my parents about it...It scares me..
@previous (brie !OudrPWaUDQ)
I probably do need some, but I don't know how to approach my parents about it...It scares me..
Anonymous R joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 23 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,713
@previous (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU)
Jesus sticky, just lock yourself in the bathroom and throw up like all the pretty girls do you fat fuck.
Jesus sticky, just lock yourself in the bathroom and throw up like all the pretty girls do you fat fuck.
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 23 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,720
Anonymous R replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 23 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,725
@previous (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU)
They already think you're a godless faggot, do you honestly think bulimia is going to make your parents think differently of you?
They already think you're a godless faggot, do you honestly think bulimia is going to make your parents think differently of you?
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 23 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,727
@previous (R)
probably :L They also think I probably cut though that's just from finding a knife in the bathroom >_<
probably :L They also think I probably cut though that's just from finding a knife in the bathroom >_<
Anonymous R replied with this 15 years ago, 7 minutes later, 23 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,740
@previous (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU)
Werent you contemplating it? Stop being so predictable bro, just find someone to support your coming out and sue them once they disown you.
P.S. If my son turns out like you ill probably take up being an abusive alcoholic like the rest of my family.
Werent you contemplating it? Stop being so predictable bro, just find someone to support your coming out and sue them once they disown you.
P.S. If my son turns out like you ill probably take up being an abusive alcoholic like the rest of my family.
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 23 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,743
Anonymous P replied with this 15 years ago, 29 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #91,778
Eat meat and grow muscles, faggot.
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 7 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #91,785
Anonymous P replied with this 15 years ago, 13 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #91,800
Enjoy your emaciation.
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 hour later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #91,879
I know you all don't feel like listening to my whining anymore, but I feel really bad about what I ate today...
Anonymous P replied with this 15 years ago, 9 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #91,885
You feel really bad about how little you ate?
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #91,886
@previous (P)
I ate loads D: I ate a bit of chicken from KFC, Two slices of bacon, a Reese's cup, and some chocolate DDDD: I regret it immensely now :s
I ate loads D: I ate a bit of chicken from KFC, Two slices of bacon, a Reese's cup, and some chocolate DDDD: I regret it immensely now :s
Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6 replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #91,888
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Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6 replied with this 15 years ago, 42 seconds later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #91,895
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 53 seconds later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #91,896
Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6 replied with this 15 years ago, 8 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #91,908
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #91,909
brie !OudrPWaUDQ replied with this 15 years ago, 29 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #91,954
@previous (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU)
No, you won't be okay until you see somebody about your OBVIOUS EATING DISORDER.
You ate a BIT of chicken, a COUPLE slices of bacon and SOME chocolate, and you feel like a giant fatass?
At least you are drinking water so you won't die immediately, but you will start having health issues if you keep starving youself like this man.
And you said that the amount you ate today is *more* than you've been eating lately?
Go tell your parents, right now, that you think you may have an eating disorder and you want help!
No, you won't be okay until you see somebody about your OBVIOUS EATING DISORDER.
You ate a BIT of chicken, a COUPLE slices of bacon and SOME chocolate, and you feel like a giant fatass?
At least you are drinking water so you won't die immediately, but you will start having health issues if you keep starving youself like this man.
And you said that the amount you ate today is *more* than you've been eating lately?
Go tell your parents, right now, that you think you may have an eating disorder and you want help!
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #91,956
Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6 replied with this 15 years ago, 27 seconds later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #91,958
brie !OudrPWaUDQ replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #91,960
@91,956 (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU)
I know you do, and that's your problem.
A mentally sound person, sans eating disorder, would not feel regret for eating such a small amount of food.
It seems like so much to you because you clearly have a mental problem that makes you think that, but you are starving yourself, and it's not healthy.
Seriously, ask your parents to take you to the doctor.
Explain to them what's going on, they will probably just be glad that you aren't coming out to them or somthing, and make you an appointment.
I know you do, and that's your problem.
A mentally sound person, sans eating disorder, would not feel regret for eating such a small amount of food.
It seems like so much to you because you clearly have a mental problem that makes you think that, but you are starving yourself, and it's not healthy.
Seriously, ask your parents to take you to the doctor.
Explain to them what's going on, they will probably just be glad that you aren't coming out to them or somthing, and make you an appointment.
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stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 8 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #91,966
@previous (brie !OudrPWaUDQ)
I honestly doubt they'll do anything other than force me to eat...I don't want that...
I honestly doubt they'll do anything other than force me to eat...I don't want that...
brie !OudrPWaUDQ replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #91,971
@previous (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU)
That pretty much never works, and the underlying problem will just cause you to resort to purging or other harmful activities.
Inform and educate them.
You need actual help.
Get some, please, don't make excuses.
That pretty much never works, and the underlying problem will just cause you to resort to purging or other harmful activities.
Inform and educate them.
You need actual help.
Get some, please, don't make excuses.
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stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #91,975
@previous (brie !OudrPWaUDQ)
They're the sorts who absolutely cannot fathom things being psychologically based.
Have anxiety in public? Get forced in to public more!
Depressed? Get over it!
etc.
They're the sorts who absolutely cannot fathom things being psychologically based.
Have anxiety in public? Get forced in to public more!
Depressed? Get over it!
etc.
brie !OudrPWaUDQ replied with this 15 years ago, 9 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #91,990
@previous (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU)
Find some way to see a doctor by yourself if you refuse to deal with your parents.
If you are over 13 you're allowed to make your own appointments.
Find some way to see a doctor by yourself if you refuse to deal with your parents.
If you are over 13 you're allowed to make your own appointments.
Anonymous S joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 5 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,000
I wouldn't worry about it too much. that's my opinion.
plenty of kids think or do stupid shit. they all work it out in the end.
the only ones who don't are the ones who have a real psychological problem, but I don't see any reason itt to think you have one. just seems like adolescent angst tbh.
plenty of kids think or do stupid shit. they all work it out in the end.
the only ones who don't are the ones who have a real psychological problem, but I don't see any reason itt to think you have one. just seems like adolescent angst tbh.
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 16 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,010
FUD !dLadyGAgAA replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,012
Plan: Dox stickybuns and alert his parents to the existence of this thread.
Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6 replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,013
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 57 seconds later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,014
@previous (Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6)
Bus? I don't even think my town has a decent bus system (I'm not even joking)
Taxi? I'm pretty sure my town has no taxis :L
Bus? I don't even think my town has a decent bus system (I'm not even joking)
Taxi? I'm pretty sure my town has no taxis :L
Anonymous T joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 28 seconds later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,015
@92,013 (Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6)
public transportation frightens and confuses stickybuns, triptych. how do you not get this?
public transportation frightens and confuses stickybuns, triptych. how do you not get this?
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,017
FUD !dLadyGAgAA replied with this 15 years ago, 36 seconds later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,018
@92,014 (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU)
Every town has taxis. If the bus system is so terrible then take the closest one and walk the rest of the way - it will help you lose some weight.
Every town has taxis. If the bus system is so terrible then take the closest one and walk the rest of the way - it will help you lose some weight.
Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6 replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,024
@92,014 (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU)
Take the bus part way and walk the rest. No town doesn't have taxis.
Take the bus part way and walk the rest. No town doesn't have taxis.
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,026
@92,018 (FUD !dLadyGAgAA)
My town only has like, 1 ghetto taxi (It's a 1980's van covered in rust with creepy people driving). and, there's no sidewalks..
My town only has like, 1 ghetto taxi (It's a 1980's van covered in rust with creepy people driving). and, there's no sidewalks..
FUD !dLadyGAgAA replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,028
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Syntax joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 5 hours later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,257
@OP
> I've been doing this a lot as of late O_o I feel bad for eating and really wish I could get rid of it :c
What is the name of the girl you are eating?
> I've been doing this a lot as of late O_o I feel bad for eating and really wish I could get rid of it :c
What is the name of the girl you are eating?
Green !pFNWNYROxA replied with this 15 years ago, 4 hours later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,288
I like how anorexics try to make everybody feel fat.
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 hour later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,317
Green !pFNWNYROxA replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,320
@previous (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU)
You make me feel guilty when I order my quarter pounder with xl fries and xl coke.
You make me feel guilty when I order my quarter pounder with xl fries and xl coke.
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stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,322
Green !pFNWNYROxA replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,330
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,333
Green !pFNWNYROxA replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,339
Meta !PARAdoxiHw replied with this 15 years ago, 15 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,352
@previous (Green !pFNWNYROxA)
this.
Why feel guilty about eating beef? Why not feel guilty about breathing? Or living?
this.
Why feel guilty about eating beef? Why not feel guilty about breathing? Or living?
Anonymous N replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,357
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 hour later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,418
Anonymous N replied with this 15 years ago, 8 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,422
swamplights !!V3J448+/B replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,424
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 hour later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,461
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) double-posted this 15 years ago, 32 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,470
Today, I have eaten:
3 pieces of Cookie Crisp which I was forced to eat
a little bit of milk with that.
two cans of mountain dew.
some gum
3 pieces of Cookie Crisp which I was forced to eat
a little bit of milk with that.
two cans of mountain dew.
some gum
Anonymous V joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,474
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,475
Anonymous V replied with this 15 years ago, 5 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,478
@previous (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU)
Then you should have a better diet, chum. What's with this garbage you're 'eating?'
Then you should have a better diet, chum. What's with this garbage you're 'eating?'
Anonymous V double-posted this 15 years ago, 7 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,479
@92,475 (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU)> Oh, I forgot this is namefag May and I promised Psychopath I would always identify myself with a picture.
I guess my question is what's with the Mountain Dew. That's just absolute trash, you know?
The milk is fine, you're good with that. But also cookie crisp sounds pretty sugary too.
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stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 10 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,490
@previous (V)
I know it's shit, but I wanted to indulge and it (for some reason) helped make me feel not hungry. I generally drink tea only. Though, I occasionally have a diet Cherry Pepsi when I'm in need of something to drink during school.
And cookie crisp is just cereal in the form of tiny cookies. It tastes shit, and I only had like, 3 pieces anyway. I wouldn't have even had that if I wasn't forced to eat some.
I know it's shit, but I wanted to indulge and it (for some reason) helped make me feel not hungry. I generally drink tea only. Though, I occasionally have a diet Cherry Pepsi when I'm in need of something to drink during school.
And cookie crisp is just cereal in the form of tiny cookies. It tastes shit, and I only had like, 3 pieces anyway. I wouldn't have even had that if I wasn't forced to eat some.
Anonymous V replied with this 15 years ago, 9 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,497
@previous (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU)Well you're never going to go from eating that to eating normal sized healthy meals and being a healthy person if you don't eat something of value when you do eat. You gotta acclimate yourself to it. You probably feel a lot more anxious about it because you're vitamin deficient if that's the crap you're 'indulging in.' When you're not getting nutrients and vitamins a whole bunch of neurological changes happen also.
Might I make a suggestion? Or let me ask a question. Do you take vitamins? they have zero fat/zero calories and are just a good idea in general.
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,502
@previous (V)
I don't take vitamins :L I used to, but I stopped almost a year ago. They didn't seem to do anything :L
I don't take vitamins :L I used to, but I stopped almost a year ago. They didn't seem to do anything :L
Anonymous V replied with this 15 years ago, 6 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,507
@previous (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU)
They don't do as much as people like to think, your body gets most of it's nutrition from food. But when you don't eat food then they are an essential supplement that would probably make you feel better and improve your mood. But you also need some carbs. If you replaced those 2 mountain dews with a Diet shake in the morning and lunch you would feel much better. They aren't much in the way of nutrition, but they have lots of good stuff in them.
You gotta get some kind of calories in you. If you want to go light on or skip dinner (like you apparently do) that's fine for a bit, but get back into eating. There's nothing to be ashamed of. Get some nutrition in you and you'll feel a huge improvement. But ease into it and know that you're folks won't be mad if you talk to them about it. Don't let yourself waste away.
They don't do as much as people like to think, your body gets most of it's nutrition from food. But when you don't eat food then they are an essential supplement that would probably make you feel better and improve your mood. But you also need some carbs. If you replaced those 2 mountain dews with a Diet shake in the morning and lunch you would feel much better. They aren't much in the way of nutrition, but they have lots of good stuff in them.
You gotta get some kind of calories in you. If you want to go light on or skip dinner (like you apparently do) that's fine for a bit, but get back into eating. There's nothing to be ashamed of. Get some nutrition in you and you'll feel a huge improvement. But ease into it and know that you're folks won't be mad if you talk to them about it. Don't let yourself waste away.
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 5 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,518
@previous (V)
Well the mountain dew is a rare thing. This is the first time I've had mountain dew in forever. I generally just drink A LOT of tea and I periodically chug a glass of water or two in the day (usually the afternoon).
Well the mountain dew is a rare thing. This is the first time I've had mountain dew in forever. I generally just drink A LOT of tea and I periodically chug a glass of water or two in the day (usually the afternoon).
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) double-posted this 15 years ago, 12 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,528
I just weighed myself, and I'm at 140 lbs. The last time I weighed myself was (I think) over a month ago. I was 144 lbs then.
It's a start :L
It's a start :L
Green replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,530
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,531
Green replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,536
Anonymous V replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,538
Green replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,541
Anonymous V replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,544
@previous (Green)
nah, nobody loses their sense of humor, man. You just gotta learn to indulge in it every once in awhile.
nah, nobody loses their sense of humor, man. You just gotta learn to indulge in it every once in awhile.
Green replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,545
Anonymous V replied with this 15 years ago, 7 seconds later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,546
Oh yeah, and back on topic: OP you need to eat. Just sayin.Anonymous V double-posted this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,549
@92,545 (Green)
Your sense of entertainment has probably improved and you need new and interesting varieties.
Your sense of entertainment has probably improved and you need new and interesting varieties.
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 11 seconds later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,550
@92,545 (Green)
You need to get over her, bruv.
@92,546 (V)
I don't really feel like I should...a lot of the time, I see food and I just get disgusted with it and just looking at it sickens me :c
You need to get over her, bruv.
@92,546 (V)
I don't really feel like I should...a lot of the time, I see food and I just get disgusted with it and just looking at it sickens me :c
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) double-posted this 15 years ago, 1 hour later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #92,621
I'm about to be forced to eat :L
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) triple-posted this 15 years ago, 50 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #92,650
I just like, binged on KFC. I fucking feel ashamed now...
Syntax replied with this 15 years ago, 16 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #92,657
@previous (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU)
Clearly you needed to eat...Feeling bad about doing something to live? Sure next time just select something that is not fried in fat/ In your case grease in food offers rapid energy which appears just what the doctor ordered. Bet it tasted very tasty. Guilt? R U Jewish or Catholic? Each comes with Genetic guilt built in for a life tyme.
Clearly you needed to eat...Feeling bad about doing something to live? Sure next time just select something that is not fried in fat/ In your case grease in food offers rapid energy which appears just what the doctor ordered. Bet it tasted very tasty. Guilt? R U Jewish or Catholic? Each comes with Genetic guilt built in for a life tyme.
Anonymous T replied with this 15 years ago, 13 seconds later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #92,658
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 59 seconds later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #92,659
@92,657 (Syntax)
I'm neither. I just felt guilty I ate so much...I was doing so well today :c
I want to have not-eaten it :c
I'm neither. I just felt guilty I ate so much...I was doing so well today :c
I want to have not-eaten it :c
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) double-posted this 15 years ago, 45 seconds later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #92,661
@92,658 (T)
It was three, a fuckton of the chips they give you, and half a biscuit. WAAAY more than I should have had :c
It was three, a fuckton of the chips they give you, and half a biscuit. WAAAY more than I should have had :c
Anonymous T replied with this 15 years ago, 13 seconds later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #92,662
Anonymous T double-posted this 15 years ago, 36 seconds later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #92,664
stickybuns, get help. binging and purging is NOT a toy, bud.
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 39 seconds later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #92,665
Anonymous T replied with this 15 years ago, 34 seconds later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #92,666
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #92,668
Anonymous T replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #92,669
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #92,670
@previous (T)
I'm not meaning to :/ I was in the bathroom for about ten minutes contemplating it before forcing myself not to.
I'm just posting in this thread with this stuff because this is the only place I can really talk about this and I'm just narrating things :L
I'm not meaning to :/ I was in the bathroom for about ten minutes contemplating it before forcing myself not to.
I'm just posting in this thread with this stuff because this is the only place I can really talk about this and I'm just narrating things :L
Syntax replied with this 15 years ago, 6 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #92,673
@previous (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU)
ltamake laid it out for you. The other bad news is...and please look up Karen Carpenter ...When you fail to eat, as itamake said, your body will pull energy from muscles. You will discover that what killed Karen Carpenter ...the Muscle called the Heart. If you end up tearing up protean from your Heart, I do not believe it is repairable ...In other words, you end up with a broken heart for real.
I thought you had a brain?
ltamake laid it out for you. The other bad news is...and please look up Karen Carpenter ...When you fail to eat, as itamake said, your body will pull energy from muscles. You will discover that what killed Karen Carpenter ...the Muscle called the Heart. If you end up tearing up protean from your Heart, I do not believe it is repairable ...In other words, you end up with a broken heart for real.
I thought you had a brain?
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stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 2 hours later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #92,734
Mister !Bones6oqqQ joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 23 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #92,762
How do your threads still get this many replies?
Dude, either shut up and eat or stop making excuses and go get help.
Dude, either shut up and eat or stop making excuses and go get help.
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #92,763
(Citing a deleted or non-existent reply.)
I don't know :c My girlfriend has an eating disorder, but that isn't the issue I don't think. I just don't eat when I worry about her, and I always worry about her. That's carrying over to a more permanent thing..
I don't know :c My girlfriend has an eating disorder, but that isn't the issue I don't think. I just don't eat when I worry about her, and I always worry about her. That's carrying over to a more permanent thing..
Anonymous T replied with this 15 years ago, 11 seconds later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #92,765
@92,762 (Mister !Bones6oqqQ)
my respect for you just went through the fucking roof, mister bones. stickybuns, take note, it's a 14 year old telling you to man the fuck up. now do it, jesus fucking christ.
my respect for you just went through the fucking roof, mister bones. stickybuns, take note, it's a 14 year old telling you to man the fuck up. now do it, jesus fucking christ.
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #92,769
Mister !Bones6oqqQ replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #92,771
@previous (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU)
That awkward moment when someone uses the 'that awkward moment' phrase when not on facebook.
That awkward moment when someone uses the 'that awkward moment' phrase when not on facebook.
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 36 seconds later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #92,772
Mister !Bones6oqqQ replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #92,774
@previous (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU)
If I had, you'd be a banging pot head by now and you wouldn't have an eating disorder; the munchies would eat you up (in the metaphorical sense). Which is ironic, really.
If I had, you'd be a banging pot head by now and you wouldn't have an eating disorder; the munchies would eat you up (in the metaphorical sense). Which is ironic, really.
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 27 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #92,790
(Citing a deleted or non-existent reply.)
eh, some time.
eh, some time.
PlayingAlong !GEnY2rC71s joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 29 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #92,800
Eat something damnit!
Mindblast !!4IKKtS9GG joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 hour later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #92,857
You are a fat and dirty, dirty man and you deserve whatever you inflict on yourself.grg !!fERIbUB8u replied with this 15 years ago, 1 hour later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #92,900
there's so many starving africans... why are we getting worked up over this one?
Anonymous N replied with this 15 years ago, 8 hours later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #93,049
@92,734 (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU)
If you don't care, then why come to us?
Oh, wait. For the attention.
If you don't care, then why come to us?
Oh, wait. For the attention.