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Topic: Have you ever had suicidal thoughts?

Anonymous A started this discussion 15 years ago #5,164

Curious.
Poll option Votes Percentage Graph
No, never. 1 4%
Yes, a few times, but nothing serious. 4 15%
Yes, and I seriously considered it, and planned for it. 6 22%
Yes, I attempted to kill myself, but failed. I am still suicidal. 1 4%
Yes, I attempted to kill myself, but failed. I am glad it didn't work. 6 22%
I would kill myself, but that's a sin. - 0%
I tried, and succeeded in killing myself. 9 33%

Foxer !FANATICibM joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later[^] [v] #91,028

Lol at the last option.

stickybuns !bENfolDsOU joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 11 seconds later, 1 minute after the original post[^] [v] #91,030

I have them rather often :c

Killer Lettuce !!iNo3FkiZx joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 8 seconds later, 2 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #91,031

Last one. I'm just a brain in a jar.

Schwarzenegger !!uADnUIkPw joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 3 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #91,033

I tried to overdose on Benadryl once.

Green !pFNWNYROxA joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 4 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #91,035

Don't kill yourself anyone. But if you do, drink a lot of alcohol so pass out and for reduce pain.

Homestar !RUNNERV7vk joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 hour later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #91,067

None of the options really apply to me. I think of it often, but am too scared of it.

Bobby2Sox !dinhUJfbqA joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 8 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #91,068

I have triedtwice recenty - failede miserablyboth times and have givern it upasa bad job. (Sorry.)

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CaptainUnderPanties !hyQ1.Q19r6 joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 8 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #91,072

I've tried once, thinking 70 Tylenol would do it. The effects weren't pretty but I'm pretty sure I was 19449 miles from death.

Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6 joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 3 hours later, 5 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,215

Lol. I tried a few times. I was a faggot. :)

Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 hour later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,266

@91,033 (Schwarzenegger !!uADnUIkPw)
How were the hallucinations?

Oh look, it's this thread... joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,269

Again.

Anonymous M joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 33 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,296

I've considered it in a philosophical kind of way (if life is pointless, then why keep on living?), but never actually gone as far as writing a note and getting the materials ready.

Anonymous N joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,297

@previous (M)
I can't understand why people write notes. Seriously, who cares? You certainly won't.

Anonymous M replied with this 15 years ago, 5 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,301

@previous (N)
It's just a polite thing to do, to explain why you an heroed, any last wishes, etc.

Anonymous N replied with this 15 years ago, 10 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,310

@previous (M)
It just doesn't make sense. Why wish for something that doesn't matter? After you are dead nothing matters. And that's the main attraction to it.

Anonymous M replied with this 15 years ago, 48 seconds later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,312

@previous (N)
Whatever works for you, man.

Green !pFNWNYROxA replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,314

@91,310 (N)
What if you get trapped in limbo and are a ghost?

Anonymous M replied with this 15 years ago, 27 seconds later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,315

@previous (Green !pFNWNYROxA)
Then GHOUL shall investigate.

Anonymous G replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,319

@91,310 (N)
Just because someone wants to die, doesn't mean they don't care about people who might get upset about it.
If I an-hero, I'd probably right something like "Don't be upset, it wasn't your fault... bla bla bla" to my parents.

Anonymous N replied with this 15 years ago, 5 seconds later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,320

@91,314 (Green !pFNWNYROxA)
How would me leaving a suicide note help?

Anonymous N double-posted this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,322

@91,319 (G)
It still makes zero sense to me because if you really cared you wouldn't kill yourself anyways. Don't go half assed. It'd be better to stop caring completely or start giving a damn...

Anonymous G replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,323

@previous (N)
> implying one should stay alive just to please somebody else.

Green !pFNWNYROxA replied with this 15 years ago, 33 seconds later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,325

@91,320 (N)
So you don't have to watch people wonder why you topped yourself.

Anonymous N replied with this 15 years ago, 40 seconds later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,326

@previous (Green !pFNWNYROxA)
I think you're forgetting the part where you die.

Anonymous N double-posted this 15 years ago, 46 seconds later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,327

@91,323 (G)
No. By all means, kill yourself. But if you aren't into pleasing others then don't make a half-assed attempt at the end. It really has no significance.

Green !pFNWNYROxA replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,328

@91,326 (N)
We were talking about ghosts..

Anonymous G replied with this 15 years ago, 2 seconds later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,329

@91,327 (N)
If I can lesson the impact on others I care about, why not do it?

Anonymous N replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,332

@91,328 (Green !pFNWNYROxA)
Oh. Too hard to keep track of this without threaded discussions. But the idea little merit. I'd be more tempted to think the sky fairy would cast me down to hell for killing myself than worrying about being a ghost.

Anonymous N double-posted this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,333

@91,329 (G)
It wouldn't lessen the impact. And you wouldn't be around to care anyways.

Anonymous G replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,336

@previous (N)
> It wouldn't lessen the impact.
I think it would - would stop parents questioning why, or blaming themselves unnecessarily.

> And you wouldn't be around to care anyways.
I'm not sellfish (and neither is suicide).

Anonymous N replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #91,341

@previous (G)
> I think it would - would stop parents questioning why, or blaming themselves unnecessarily.
No, if they are inclined to blame themselves, a note will not stop that. If anything, leaving it as an open question allows them to better cope with the situation. They are free to draw their own conclusions and allow them to change with time and that's really a major part of the coping process.

> I'm not sellfish (and neither is suicide).
You aren't obliged to explain yourself, nor should you. A note won't explain your state of mind ayways.
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