I'm a weirdo, man. I have all these thoughts and feelings, it's like a bag of crap. It's not pleasant in anyway for anybody.
That's why I'm so alone, it always starts the same way. I make friends easily but I don't keep them- why? Because I just start by censoring every part there is of me and therefore every person i meet finds me friendly because I display intense interest in them. I can't talk about myself so why not talk about them over and over?
Then when they want to know me, they seem disturbed.
So minichan is like a punching bag where I can let loose some of myself.