Topic: I just had a sexual dream about my 15 year old female cousin.
Anonymous A started this discussion 15 years ago#4,970
Lets get two things straight:
1. In real life I'm attracted to people who are much older than me.
2. I am gay male.
I won't go into much detail because of the pedos out there, but in the dream we didn't have sex. All we did was lie on my bed naked with me spooning her and fondling her breasts (or lack of, for a better term). In the dream I realised what I was doing was very wrong but I didn't care, but when I woke up I felt like shit. I could physically get sick at the thought of it again. I've only ever had one other heterosexual in my life and that was about by best friend who I told. She found it hilarious, but I don't think I could ever tell any of my friends and family about this dream. I'd be disowned and mortified. Don't know why I posted this really, just feels good to get it off my chest. Have any of you ever had a sexual dream about one of your family members?
sim !!hlGHHomvc joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later[^][v]#88,083
I wonder what Freud would say.
Anonymous C joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 50 minutes later, 52 minutes after the original post[^][v]#88,087
> gay male > paedophile
Sup to4str?1!!/!1
Anonymous D joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 9 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#88,089
I can't recall an instance of that happening, but maybe I'll remember something later. > lack of breasts > 15
Haha, wut.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 10 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#88,090
@88,083 (sim !!hlGHHomvc)
Some sort of fucked up I'd imagine. I have no idea why I've been having these heterosexual dreams lately. I am definitely gay, never been attracted to girls what so ever. It's so weird....
> Some sort of fucked up I'd imagine. I have no idea why I've been having these heterosexual dreams lately. I am definitely gay, never been attracted to girls what so ever. It's so weird....
Might be an emotional thing, rather than a purely sexual one
Do you have a constant partner? > 14 or 15 I'm not really sure of her age. She has breasts but they're not b00bs, if you know what I mean.
I know what you mean.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 40 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^][v]#88,093
@previous (D) > Might be an emotional thing, rather than a purely sexual one
Maybe, I was on her Facebook the other day admiring how mature and older she's become, could be something to do with that.
> Do you have a constant partner?
No and don't even get me started on that, it's depressing. The dream could be about how I long for a normal stable relationship, like what heterosexual married couples have.
sim !!hlGHHomvc replied with this 15 years ago, 1 hour later, 3 hours after the original post[^][v]#88,099
Syntax joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 8 hours after the original post[^][v]#88,214
Would appear OP is Sexually Conflicted Convoluted. He is really Straight but affected with Pedo sickness that cums out in his dreams.
"The current most popular method is called "reparative therapy" and involves a combination of behavior modification, psychoanalysis, and religious prayer. There are several organizations that use this method in an attempt to change the sexuality of their 'patients."
The Pedo part is truly more difficult. Large amounts of Hormones to kill all sexual desire. This will solve much unless OP stops taking meds. There are several 100% good methods to solve the Pedo problem long term, nor is death necessary.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 2 hours later, 10 hours after the original post[^][v]#88,356
I always had this feeling that dreams are a sign from a higher power, I think this is why I'm freaking out about it. I'm now saying it's a sign I going to have sex with my underage cousin or anything, but that there is a hidden meaning behind this dream.
@previous (Syntax) > He is really Straight but affected with Pedo sickness that cums out in his dreams.
One pedo dream = I'm officially a pedo.
> Bullshit about "fixing me".
Sorry, I'm not biting. 0/10
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Syntax replied with this 15 years ago, 13 minutes later, 10 hours after the original post[^][v]#88,369
@previous (A)
No one dream does not make you Pedo. Might as you well know make you really wonder about gayness eh. Me thinks it may be a hint of how you really are and where you can go with it. Females so soft and smooth, sweet smelling who aim to make you happy. Could cook for you and clean house. Could do your laundry and then they have something that no guy will ever have. They have a natural lubricated sweet spot for entry, clean and dripping with sweet juice for you.
Your other choice of course is to continue on that path what is not lubricated, nor sweet smelling and is 100% the opposite of that.
Girls have something one can put tongue into - Guys well shoot you may as well just go lick a sewer pipe to get jollies and that "other" that may make you very ill.
C I can sock it to you, honesty is the best policy. Dreams told you U are probably fooling around with the wrong gender don't you think?
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 8 minutes later, 10 hours after the original post[^][v]#88,381
I don't want someone to cook, clean and do laundry for me, I am very capable of doing all those things myself, plus I enjoy doing them. I want someone to stick it in me, I don't want to stick it in someone else.
TL;DR: I'm the "women" of the relationship.
The Owl !KThEOwLwbU joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 32 seconds later, 10 hours after the original post[^][v]#88,382
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 12 minutes later, 11 hours after the original post[^][v]#88,397
Thinking about it again now I think I'm jealous of her. She's just beginning her life as a young adult, she's popular, going to discos, meeting boys, being able to flaunt it and get who ever she desires. Don't get me wrong I was never unpopular or anything and I did have the laugh when I was out clubbing, but because of the who gay think I could never go for any boy I want and get it.
Jesus I'm a fucking loser. :(
psychopath !PAHVpsycho joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 hour later, 12 hours after the original post[^][v]#88,453
Maybe try asking her out?
vocalon !0oDERPONYY joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 36 minutes later, 13 hours after the original post[^][v]#88,470
So to4str is to MC as Kimmo is to TC?
Anonymous M joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 8 minutes later, 13 hours after the original post[^][v]#88,474
We often do things in dreams we'd never even contemplate in real life. That's the nature of the subconscious. For example, you might dream about torturing animals or murdering infants. Doesn't mean you actually want to do it. Just means that a lot of unrelated images got tangled up in one place and your sleeping mind attempted to put them into some kind of coherent order (somewhat problematic, as your logic centers have shut down for the night).
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psychopath !PAHVpsycho replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 13 hours after the original post[^][v]#88,476
@88,470 (vocalon !0oDERPONYY)
Kimmo doesn't post on TC.
Anonymous N joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 4 hours later, 18 hours after the original post[^][v]#88,599
Syntax replied with this 15 years ago, 3 hours later, 22 hours after the original post[^][v]#88,636
@88,381 (A)
I cook but do pay for cleaning nor do my GF's want any part of cleaning but will cook and do, I cook for the chemistry and fun of it.
So you want someone else to muck up their dick. Hey it takes a village. Then again you did dream of a Girl and not a dude. There is still hope for ya.
@88,603 (totoforhire !!Phkn/3Gic)
Hummmmmmm according to sum I frequently talk about someone who b banned here on Permaban...Sex? Yea Sex is Great...want more? go out and get sum
@88,603 (totoforhire !!Phkn/3Gic)
I disagree, I Live 100% Hetro I do have gay friends. I just think that when I see a cute gal who b Lesbian, she just needs the right guy to come along and rock her world. I am not anti gay but there as I have said is much that is hard to comprehend. More so with men then women. Mostly re the basic filth of area Men end up dealing with (end up) yea
Now considering how PC this not be
Anyway at least I R not nonny and open and honest re how I feel. One does not have to agree with me.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 3 hours later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#88,668
> I just think that when I see a cute gal who b Lesbian, she just needs the right guy to come along and rock her world.
Dude do you actually believe that? I've seen more pussy than any of you will probably ever see and I have never once thought to myself I'd like to stick my dick in that.
totoforhire !!Phkn/3Gic replied with this 15 years ago, 4 hours later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#88,735
@88,636 (Syntax)
I didn't say that you were gay. But you do talk about gay sex a lot.
Syntax replied with this 15 years ago, 3 hours later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#88,905
@88,668 (A)
Please re rite that or someone decode it for me
I think I may express a somewhat non PC view and clearly a bit Negative - era I grew up in - just being brutal honest with all here. I really really do have gay friends I value. They do know my bias. You should as well.
totoforhire !!Phkn/3Gic replied with this 15 years ago, 5 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#88,907
@previous (Syntax)
But why do you mention it so often? I dislike a lot of things, but I don't constantly post about them.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 11 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#88,915
You're an idiot, your views are totally unfounded.
Syntax replied with this 15 years ago, 17 seconds later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#88,916
@88,907 (totoforhire !!Phkn/3Gic)
Vat???? Do you see me posting it as topic? Not here nor TC
Do I find a way to bring it up in a thread as some kind of Hi-jack???? Show me the money please.
I call them as I C them and If I could really do that I would get that wedding over in England so as to get more sleep b4 one great planned need 3 clones 4 weekend.
Hey since u are around and I have only moments left b4 a nasty old dying Satellite ( one more ) stops turning around and stops for me...then its back to my Ocean Blue for couple 0 hours
Can u do me a favor por favor?
In Leos post can u do a simple reply and use this statement in quotes
"The object of Leos current affections cannot and will not reply to a topic header of such nature.
It violates the Rules at MC
I try and never violate posted rules in bbs/forums/ is use ...nor contribute to said violations."
I could just ask Mods to kill it but now to many replies to it so I R not going to do that.