Sophie !MLHqI35Srs started this discussion 10 years ago#48,553
I like the stimulants, emphatogens and disassociatives best.
I also like depressive antianxiolytics like ethanol when it's cheap even if bland and flavourless. Coctails to mix cheap spirits exist for this reason.
I really, really, really need a drink in me this weekend. I just got paid my monies, and I'm getting donations on top of this too so I feel as if it's due celebration time.
We all say this, but obviously some degree of dependency was forged if you were returning back to it at all.
Cocaine is for inner city liberal mid-high-end office job and 'corporate creative' pseudo-hipster wankers. You did the right choice in not devolving into yet another stereotype.
Anonymous B replied with this 10 years ago, 4 minutes later, 10 minutes after the original post[^][v]#633,786
@previous (Sophie !MLHqI35Srs)
I'm a lighting tech, it's also very common in the rick'n'roll scean.
Denmark guy !jJEom8Ii3E joined in and replied with this 10 years ago, 1 minute later, 12 minutes after the original post[^][v]#633,788
I really miss xanax. The sleep you had on it was the best and the general deep calm was even better.
Sophie !MLHqI35Srs (OP) replied with this 10 years ago, 1 minute later, 13 minutes after the original post[^][v]#633,790
@previous (Denmark guy !jJEom8Ii3E)
Anxiety problems are a pain in the arse. Nothing I did take for it really worked. Alcohol's the only thing that came close.
Denmark guy !jJEom8Ii3E replied with this 10 years ago, 7 minutes later, 20 minutes after the original post[^][v]#633,795
I didn't know you also have anxiety problems. Alcohol never did it for me, like in parties i would drink until I saw double while I fell all around the place. Yet still feel uneasy.
Xanax would make even the most awful tasks go by fast. Have you ever tried it?
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Sophie !MLHqI35Srs (OP) replied with this 10 years ago, 2 minutes later, 22 minutes after the original post[^][v]#633,799
@previous (Denmark guy !jJEom8Ii3E)
Not available on the outside on the National Health. Only to in-patients.
When I've had it on the inside, it didn't even 'bring me down' that much, or remove my reserved nervousness that greatly.
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Denmark guy !jJEom8Ii3E replied with this 10 years ago, 7 minutes later, 30 minutes after the original post[^][v]#633,806