Topic: when i'm writing topics or replies here i do this thing
Anonymous A started this discussion 11 years ago #47,136
i write a thing and delete it. i spent a long time basically journaling here just now and deleted it idk
i feel really unwell y'all! i wrote all this stuff about writing topics and deleting them and i don't know what i'm even talking about. I don't think I even do that.
i want to say things but my every thought gets crushed by my Crushing depression Pray for me y'all
so instead to help me feel better here's a list of 10 things i'm feeling. here i go. sharing my feelings now
1. i want to share my feelings 2. i am afraid to share my feelings 3. i am afraid to feelings 4. kind of lonely
5. i don't like feeling crazy 5. i feel kind of crazy 6. i wish i were better at managing my depression
7. i'm embarrassed to talk about my depression 8. embarrassed 9. i feel depressed 10. i'm tired of feeling depressed
bonus feeling(s):
afraid
i feel really unwell y'all! i wrote all this stuff about writing topics and deleting them and i don't know what i'm even talking about. I don't think I even do that.
i want to say things but my every thought gets crushed by my Crushing depression Pray for me y'all
so instead to help me feel better here's a list of 10 things i'm feeling. here i go. sharing my feelings now
1. i want to share my feelings 2. i am afraid to share my feelings 3. i am afraid to feelings 4. kind of lonely
5. i don't like feeling crazy 5. i feel kind of crazy 6. i wish i were better at managing my depression
7. i'm embarrassed to talk about my depression 8. embarrassed 9. i feel depressed 10. i'm tired of feeling depressed
bonus feeling(s):
afraid
|βʒ| Meowth joined in and replied with this 11 years ago, 1 minute later[^] [v] #619,779
Anonymous C joined in and replied with this 11 years ago, 1 hour later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #619,802
@OP
This is the love fora! You can talk about whatever and pretty much be guaranteed that you are more mentally equipped than any of the people who respond to criticize you! Depression can be hard, but most the people here have probably all been there.
Seriously, MC is like an AA/NA meeting with no big book and just a few steps:
- Make some embarrassing posts while high/drunk
- Read the surreal and bewildering replies
- Start feeling close with otherwise anonymous people over the Internet while realizing that they are way more fucked up and closed-minded than you could ever hope to be.
It's actually fun!
This is the love fora! You can talk about whatever and pretty much be guaranteed that you are more mentally equipped than any of the people who respond to criticize you! Depression can be hard, but most the people here have probably all been there.
Seriously, MC is like an AA/NA meeting with no big book and just a few steps:
- Make some embarrassing posts while high/drunk
- Read the surreal and bewildering replies
- Start feeling close with otherwise anonymous people over the Internet while realizing that they are way more fucked up and closed-minded than you could ever hope to be.
It's actually fun!
(Edited 6 minutes later.)
Triptych !!nUHLeVAm5 joined in and replied with this 11 years ago, 8 hours later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #619,883
hi are you me
Anonymous E joined in and replied with this 11 years ago, 1 hour later, 11 hours after the original post[^] [v] #619,892
kook !!Phkn/3Gic joined in and replied with this 11 years ago, 2 hours later, 14 hours after the original post[^] [v] #619,960
Start posting with a moniker in order to humanize yourself, and remember that we love you!
kook !!Phkn/3Gic double-posted this 11 years ago, 25 seconds later, 14 hours after the original post[^] [v] #619,961
Green joined in and replied with this 11 years ago, 17 minutes later, 14 hours after the original post[^] [v] #619,963
I'm sorry to hear that dude. I sometimes write long topics then abandon them.
Anonymous H joined in and replied with this 11 years ago, 4 minutes later, 14 hours after the original post[^] [v] #619,966
please fuck off you 12 year old nigger