Topic: Have you ever considered suicide based on these thoughts... ?
Catherine !TGirlYJKXM started this discussion 11 years ago#45,653
That you are not real. That you are in fact a simulation who's expendable. That you can feel whenever you witness someone lecture or communicate with you. That thoughts regarding your future can lead you to the feeling that you're being programmed. Sometimes this happens to me and it is frightening. I sometimes feels like my life is a movie that only I am witnessing. That events both online and in real life are merely scripted. Are these signs of something serious?
Doctor Dick !DEePerQmUQ joined in and replied with this 11 years ago, 2 minutes later[^][v]#602,387
It's called disassociation and is a symptom of depression as well as some other things
Anonymous C joined in and replied with this 11 years ago, 3 minutes later, 5 minutes after the original post[^][v]#602,389
Mention this to your therapist, maybe.
Catherine !TGirlYJKXM (OP) replied with this 11 years ago, 6 minutes later, 12 minutes after the original post[^][v]#602,392
@previous (C)
I usually do, but I am discrete since I heard they have to commit your to a hospital if you mention you're suicidal.
At least in the state of California.
Anonymous D joined in and replied with this 11 years ago, 1 minute later, 13 minutes after the original post[^][v]#602,394
@previous (Catherine !TGirlYJKXM)
Why don't you want to be committed?
Anonymous C replied with this 11 years ago, 1 minute later, 15 minutes after the original post[^][v]#602,396
@602,392 (Catherine !TGirlYJKXM)
Being committed could help you.
Million Moose March joined in and replied with this 11 years ago, 4 minutes later, 19 minutes after the original post[^][v]#602,398
I don't get it -- all that sounds kind of awesome
Anonymous F joined in and replied with this 11 years ago, 9 minutes later, 28 minutes after the original post[^][v]#602,402
@602,396 (C)
But then we wouldn't have all those truly fascinating threads about the sims or how gay wrestling is.
Anonymous C replied with this 11 years ago, 2 minutes later, 31 minutes after the original post[^][v]#602,404
@previous (F)
I too have enjoyed hearing more about this fascinating homosexual sport. Yet it may be time to consider new options in terms of mental health.
Million Moose March replied with this 11 years ago, 3 minutes later, 35 minutes after the original post[^][v]#602,405
When I was a lad, a friend would grab me often to perform these wrestling moves that he had seen on the television. And so wrestling propogated the gay lifestyle upon the youth, whether they wanted it or not.
Catherine !TGirlYJKXM (OP) replied with this 11 years ago, 45 seconds later, 35 minutes after the original post[^][v]#602,406
@602,396 (C)
Being committed to a hospital where they restrict your freedom?
Would I even be able to go to school or browse the Internet there?
Can they aid me in gender transition or help me with the knowledge that my parents didn't bestow upon me?
Anonymous C replied with this 11 years ago, 5 minutes later, 41 minutes after the original post[^][v]#602,408
@previous (Catherine !TGirlYJKXM)
Being away from the noise of daily life could give you a new outlook. Being under professional care could improve your mental health.
Methlyfe !KansasxqvM joined in and replied with this 11 years ago, 8 minutes later, 49 minutes after the original post[^][v]#602,409
We're all the star of our own show. Consciousness is a hell of a drug! With the exception of suicide being involved, the stuff you're talking about has been discussed extensively by people for a long time. Why would the idea of not being real make you suicidal? I honestly don't see the connection.
Catherine !TGirlYJKXM (OP) replied with this 11 years ago, 10 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#602,411
@previous (Methlyfe !KansasxqvM)
I don't see the connections between a lot of shit I think up. So I guess, welcome to my mind?
Anonymous F replied with this 11 years ago, 36 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#602,414
@602,406 (Catherine !TGirlYJKXM)
You're allowed your phone, but it has to be put in a locker and used only at certain times.
Anonymous H joined in and replied with this 11 years ago, 3 hours later, 4 hours after the original post[^][v]#602,430
@602,392 (Catherine !TGirlYJKXM)
There's a difference between actively planning and/or attempting suicide versus simply thinking about it. The latter is clinically referred to as ideation and it isn't something that triggers the mandatory reporting or committing to a hospital.