Topic: why bother?
brie !uXWPG0MygI started this discussion 11 years ago #45,585
Nothing new to be done, so fuck it all.
At the end of the day it's all the same.
I cannot take another day of the comments and rumors.
I will do nothing. Even though that's been done before too.
At the end of the day it's all the same.
I cannot take another day of the comments and rumors.
I will do nothing. Even though that's been done before too.
beckyderp !4aMoRa.T2Q joined in and replied with this 11 years ago, 9 minutes later[^] [v] #601,488
You seriously need help. Are you getting it?
FuckAlms !vX8K53rFBI joined in and replied with this 11 years ago, 2 minutes later, 11 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #601,489
"If I do not try, I can never fail. If I cannot fail, I will never learn."
brie !uXWPG0MygI (OP) replied with this 11 years ago, 6 minutes later, 17 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #601,492
@601,488 (beckyderp !4aMoRa.T2Q)
barely any. i am too scared too leave my hovel alone these days and cannot be seen walking with my sister so im stuck here.
people need to leave me alone and keep me out of their games.
im just an idiot, i don't need to hear people's garbage about me spewing out of their mouths everytime i walk down their street.
At this point i'd be glad to believe its all in my head. but I am currently heavily medicated...
barely any. i am too scared too leave my hovel alone these days and cannot be seen walking with my sister so im stuck here.
people need to leave me alone and keep me out of their games.
im just an idiot, i don't need to hear people's garbage about me spewing out of their mouths everytime i walk down their street.
At this point i'd be glad to believe its all in my head. but I am currently heavily medicated...
Syntax joined in and replied with this 11 years ago, 3 minutes later, 20 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #601,493
@OPI suspect you still live in Oregon.
Amazing place to b during summer months.
Consider a hike on the beach. Bet you can find blackberries up on the bluffs to gorge on.
brie !uXWPG0MygI (OP) replied with this 11 years ago, 1 minute later, 22 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #601,494
@601,492 (brie !uXWPG0MygI)
i mean i probably do need to hear that shit so i can gauge what the gangs think of me that day...
I am surprised i am not dead, to be honest.
theres choppers and blue cars and red cars and black cars and cars from florida all seemingly trying to get me.
"Here they come! here they come in the blue car!" someone yelled out to me after someone informed a buddy where i was.
"the shiny blue car" then it appears with Florida plates.
Kook, call it offf. please. there is enough going on heere.
i mean i probably do need to hear that shit so i can gauge what the gangs think of me that day...
I am surprised i am not dead, to be honest.
theres choppers and blue cars and red cars and black cars and cars from florida all seemingly trying to get me.
"Here they come! here they come in the blue car!" someone yelled out to me after someone informed a buddy where i was.
"the shiny blue car" then it appears with Florida plates.
Kook, call it offf. please. there is enough going on heere.
brie !uXWPG0MygI (OP) double-posted this 11 years ago, 1 minute later, 23 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #601,495
@601,493 (Syntax)
I am too poor to do anything but die in Oregon.
They call my neighborhood 'skid row' for a reason.
I am too poor to do anything but die in Oregon.
They call my neighborhood 'skid row' for a reason.
beckyderp !4aMoRa.T2Q replied with this 11 years ago, 17 seconds later, 24 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #601,496
brie !uXWPG0MygI (OP) replied with this 11 years ago, 2 minutes later, 26 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #601,497
squeegee joined in and replied with this 11 years ago, 3 minutes later, 29 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #601,498
Syntax replied with this 11 years ago, 1 minute later, 30 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #601,499
Killer Lettuce?? !!iNo3FkiZx joined in and replied with this 11 years ago, 6 minutes later, 37 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #601,500
@601,498 (squeegee)
I really don't want to play amateur psychologist... But self-centred delusions like that are a hallmark of schizophrenia. Self-centred meaning that they do things like envision grand conspiracies aimed at them, or believe that their thoughts can influence the weather.
Not saying it's proof he has schizophrenia, but it is a symptom.
I really don't want to play amateur psychologist... But self-centred delusions like that are a hallmark of schizophrenia. Self-centred meaning that they do things like envision grand conspiracies aimed at them, or believe that their thoughts can influence the weather.
Not saying it's proof he has schizophrenia, but it is a symptom.
brie !uXWPG0MygI (OP) replied with this 11 years ago, 11 minutes later, 49 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #601,501
@601,498 (squeegee)
@previous (Killer Lettuce?? !!iNo3FkiZx)
I have STPD.
People really do say things about me, but I might read into what i hear them saying a bit much.
There are a few who make it very clear they are talking about me and probably even *too* me in a societal shame kind of way.
@previous (Killer Lettuce?? !!iNo3FkiZx)
I have STPD.
People really do say things about me, but I might read into what i hear them saying a bit much.
There are a few who make it very clear they are talking about me and probably even *too* me in a societal shame kind of way.
Syntax replied with this 11 years ago, 22 seconds later, 49 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #601,502
@601,500 (Killer Lettuce?? !!iNo3FkiZx)
He says
> They call my neighborhood 'skid row' for a reason.
Which is why he needs to spend some time outside of skid row. Where he lives - its just a bus ride to nirvana.
He says
> They call my neighborhood 'skid row' for a reason.
Which is why he needs to spend some time outside of skid row. Where he lives - its just a bus ride to nirvana.
Killer Lettuce?? !!iNo3FkiZx replied with this 11 years ago, 3 minutes later, 52 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #601,503
@601,501 (brie !uXWPG0MygI)
Hm. So it seems to be less severe than actual schizophrenia. Seems to have some of the same hallmarks, though.
You really should try to seek mental help, you sound like you're in need of more than a few meds.
Hm. So it seems to be less severe than actual schizophrenia. Seems to have some of the same hallmarks, though.
You really should try to seek mental help, you sound like you're in need of more than a few meds.
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Anonymous G joined in and replied with this 11 years ago, 1 hour later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #601,506
@601,494 (brie !uXWPG0MygI)
None of that shit is real. Please try to find professional help.
Any Americans here that could write Brie a step by step instruction on how to acquire mental help? Assume he has little to no money.
None of that shit is real. Please try to find professional help.
Any Americans here that could write Brie a step by step instruction on how to acquire mental help? Assume he has little to no money.
Anonymous H joined in and replied with this 11 years ago, 8 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #601,507
@601,501 (brie !uXWPG0MygI)
That is messed up. What kind of assholes would actively shame you? Ignore those types! Imagine them as animals, even if a dog heard you farting you would not care
That is messed up. What kind of assholes would actively shame you? Ignore those types! Imagine them as animals, even if a dog heard you farting you would not care
brie !uXWPG0MygI (OP) replied with this 11 years ago, 8 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #601,508
Methlyfe !KansasxqvM joined in and replied with this 11 years ago, 22 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #601,513
@previous (brie !uXWPG0MygI)Why choose to let this stuff muck up your life? You could just ignore it all. It is your choice.
Anonymous H replied with this 11 years ago, 1 minute later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #601,514
@601,508 (brie !uXWPG0MygI)
Well fuck them too. In a lot of ways we are north Koreans, so called leaders and heroes shame us for who we are. But we are lucky and we don't have to internalize what idiots claim.
I am sure a therapist can help you see it that way and teach you how to cope with bigots
Well fuck them too. In a lot of ways we are north Koreans, so called leaders and heroes shame us for who we are. But we are lucky and we don't have to internalize what idiots claim.
I am sure a therapist can help you see it that way and teach you how to cope with bigots
brie !uXWPG0MygI (OP) replied with this 11 years ago, 3 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #601,517
@601,513 (Methlyfe !KansasxqvM)
I want to know if someone in the bushes is talking about beating me up or not. If they are going to come out of the bushes and beat me up, I want to be prepared for that. Something about survival???
I want to know if someone in the bushes is talking about beating me up or not. If they are going to come out of the bushes and beat me up, I want to be prepared for that. Something about survival???
Killer Lettuce?? !!iNo3FkiZx replied with this 11 years ago, 2 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #601,520
brie !uXWPG0MygI (OP) replied with this 11 years ago, 14 seconds later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #601,521
@601,514 (H)
I don't have a therapist because there is a psychiatrist who throws medicine at me and that fixes me up enough that I don't go to the drunktank/hospital/jail every two weeks. In a couple weeks I won't even be able to afford the medicine on my own.
I don't have a therapist because there is a psychiatrist who throws medicine at me and that fixes me up enough that I don't go to the drunktank/hospital/jail every two weeks. In a couple weeks I won't even be able to afford the medicine on my own.
Syntax replied with this 11 years ago, 11 seconds later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #601,523
@601,517 (brie !uXWPG0MygI)
> Even the people seemingly defending me to others just say I'm retarded.
I get called retarded at least once a day in MC. Only makes me smile.
You really do need to spend some time outside the ghetto.
> Even the people seemingly defending me to others just say I'm retarded.
I get called retarded at least once a day in MC. Only makes me smile.
You really do need to spend some time outside the ghetto.
brie !uXWPG0MygI (OP) replied with this 11 years ago, 2 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #601,524
@601,520 (Killer Lettuce?? !!iNo3FkiZx)
It is a constitutional right to sleep outside and people camp in the bushes around here. With permission from property owners, there is nothing that can be done about this.
I don't mind until I hear things about beating my ass because it's somebodies birthday or "aww man, the safety's on" as I am walking past.
It is a constitutional right to sleep outside and people camp in the bushes around here. With permission from property owners, there is nothing that can be done about this.
I don't mind until I hear things about beating my ass because it's somebodies birthday or "aww man, the safety's on" as I am walking past.
Anonymous J joined in and replied with this 11 years ago, 11 seconds later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #601,525
@OP
Because everything is awesome. Fuck the rabble.
Because everything is awesome. Fuck the rabble.
Anonymous G replied with this 11 years ago, 39 seconds later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #601,527
Killer Lettuce?? !!iNo3FkiZx replied with this 11 years ago, 3 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #601,528
@601,524 (brie !uXWPG0MygI)
So you've been threatened by people in bushes multiple times? Why are people in bushes so much?
So you've been threatened by people in bushes multiple times? Why are people in bushes so much?
brie !uXWPG0MygI (OP) replied with this 11 years ago, 9 seconds later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #601,529
@601,527 (G)There's a lot of homeless in SE portland. Thanks.
This is a picture of a nicer area of the city. Nobody does this???
This is exactly what I expect from minichans angry anon's just a full discounting of my life and experiences.
Anonymous G replied with this 11 years ago, 1 minute later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #601,530
@previous (brie !uXWPG0MygI)
Can you not keep track of the context you've provided? You talk about people in bushes who want to beat you up. I said nobody does this. No one is waiting in a bush for you to walk past to beat you up. This is paranoia. Homeless people camping out on the street near some bushes have absolutely nothing to do with you.
Can you not keep track of the context you've provided? You talk about people in bushes who want to beat you up. I said nobody does this. No one is waiting in a bush for you to walk past to beat you up. This is paranoia. Homeless people camping out on the street near some bushes have absolutely nothing to do with you.
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brie !uXWPG0MygI (OP) replied with this 11 years ago, 1 minute later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #601,531
@previous (G)
Photojournalists get shot around here or I'd go snap some photos for you.
I am not *just* paranoid. People are fucking with me probably because they think it's funny.
Sound familiar?
Photojournalists get shot around here or I'd go snap some photos for you.
I am not *just* paranoid. People are fucking with me probably because they think it's funny.
Sound familiar?
Anonymous G replied with this 11 years ago, 36 seconds later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #601,532
@previous (brie !uXWPG0MygI)
> Sound familiar?
Not at all. It sounds like you're suffering from paranoid delusions and it makes me feel sorry for you. I really hope you can somehow find the mental help you need.
> Sound familiar?
Not at all. It sounds like you're suffering from paranoid delusions and it makes me feel sorry for you. I really hope you can somehow find the mental help you need.
Methlyfe !KansasxqvM replied with this 11 years ago, 8 seconds later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #601,533
brie !uXWPG0MygI (OP) replied with this 11 years ago, 31 seconds later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #601,534
Meowth joined in and replied with this 11 years ago, 5 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #601,538
@previous (brie !uXWPG0MygI)
Wish you lived closer man, you know we'd be having some good ol' fashioned niggerly fun.
Wish you lived closer man, you know we'd be having some good ol' fashioned niggerly fun.
Methlyfe !KansasxqvM replied with this 11 years ago, 1 minute later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #601,540
brie !uXWPG0MygI (OP) replied with this 11 years ago, 4 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #601,543
brie !uXWPG0MygI (OP) double-posted this 11 years ago, 55 seconds later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #601,544
FuckAlms !vX8K53rFBI replied with this 11 years ago, 3 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #601,546
kook !!Phkn/3Gic joined in and replied with this 11 years ago, 29 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #601,553
Even if they are talking about you, they aren't actually going to back up their words with actions.
Why can't you go walking with your sister?
Why can't you go walking with your sister?