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Topic: I live in a insignificant place with a great view of mountains and the ocean.
Anonymous A started this discussion 11 years ago#43,327
My name is not important and i am 22 years old. I believe in destiny,a rigorous religious life and a lot of praying. When i wake up and i am feeling horrified and confused, i will put on my Christian amulet while singing Christian songs, i remember all of the songs now. After i have removed all doubt, i eat specialized meat blessed by priests for breakfast. Before eating i used a generational passed version of a prayer combined with positive thoughts, not to mention blind faith in God. Then i think of ways to serve God while i prepare the rest of my routine.
I always dress myself and brush my teeth without looking in a mirror, because it is not the Christian way to care too much about looks. Then my anti-psychotic medication, sedatives followed by moments of reflection of important things. There is an idea of absolute truth, some kind of abstraction, but there is no real truth, only a perception of it, something fake. Even though i can hide my great confusion and you can think i am in the same world as you and maybe you can think we are the same..... I really don't know what i am doing.
Those days were beautiful. I was so spiritual, so relaxed. I had all the characteristics of a good son, respect,love and admiration for my father but not a single identifiable common ground for my father, except for greed and disgust. Something horrible was happening to me and i still don't know what it was, my insomnia was taking over all my days and i felt powerful, on the edge of justice.
Anonymous B replied with this 11 years ago, 4 minutes later, 31 minutes after the original post[^][v]#572,923
@previous (A)
I am somewhat lost. > good son, respect,love and admiration for my father
You say you loved and admired you dad yet you killed him.
Explain please.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 11 years ago, 12 minutes later, 43 minutes after the original post[^][v]#572,925
Its hard to choose a reason among so many great reasons. The greatest reason of all is the best most powerful reason i have ever experienced. It was about self preservation and dignity. Its as if it was a universal message that crossed all boundaries and stills one with the belief that its never too late to better myself, since its impossible in this world we live in to empathize with others, we can only empathize with ourselves. It was a important message, crucial really. It was beautifully experienced by me.
Anonymous B replied with this 11 years ago, 52 seconds later, 44 minutes after the original post[^][v]#572,926
@previous (A)
What a pile of bullshit.
Out of this thread!
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 11 years ago, 2 minutes later, 47 minutes after the original post[^][v]#572,927