Topic: Laying on grass with a novel in hand and the sun out
Anonymous A started this discussion 15 years ago#3,904
With a slight breeze, birds chirping in the background, and a full pack of my favorite cigarettes is possibly the most relaxing and calming thing imaginable for me.
I wish there were parks that weren't inhabited by hyper children and loud ghetto people, because then I might be able to hang around them. The only place where I can fully relax, focus, and not be constantly distracted by psychotic fucktards is a cemetary. Until now, I have always kept this to myself. I feel odd for laying on someone's grave, and at times I wonder if the occasional passerby might question what I'm doing, but I don't care. All I know is that the weather is great and I'm reading a great book. Nothing else could possibly beat this.
Smash my dick against car windows and photograph it.
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 6 minutes after the original post[^][v]#70,193
oh shit.
I read the title and though Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum. I then realised you didn't mention a graveyard
but then you did
I love you so much right now.
And that sounds amazing.
I never leave the house, so I never do anything like that. I sometimes hang out in total silence in my house's sitting room, though. There are no electronics, and I just sit in silence or talk to myself. I do it when I am waiting on my girlfriend to get online. We never ever use the room, so it's rather relaxing.
That was pretty shitty as an 'odd' thing, but whatever.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 10 minutes after the original post[^][v]#70,202
@70,188 (Leo Vegas !gNoGoD5HzQ)
I require legal evidence of this, Sir Vegastein. @previous (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU) > And I just sit in silence or talk to myself.
What do you say? I'd probably relax in my own home as well if it wasn't chaotic 24/7, so this is the next best thing.
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 12 minutes after the original post[^][v]#70,203
@previous (A)
I just ramble about my girlfriend, my worries (I worry a lot), or just talk about how I feel about the people around me.
Leo Vegas !gNoGoD5HzQ replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 14 minutes after the original post[^][v]#70,206
@70,202 (A)
I'm on my iPhone and cannot post pics.
Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6 joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 38 minutes later, 53 minutes after the original post[^][v]#70,224
I like to do that, when there isn't a shitton of snow. In parks, though. There aren't any graveyards nearby.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 33 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#70,271
@70,203 (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU)
I don't find it surprising that you're a big worrier, but I'm curious, what sort of things do you stress about? > just talk about how I feel about the people around me.
And those feelings are? @70,206 (Leo Vegas !gNoGoD5HzQ)
Lies. Just come out and tell the truth about it. Please don't be a liar. I know that you would never smash your dick against the window of any average car. You're classier than that. After not bathing for several weeks, you would track down every single Mercedes Benz and BMW throughout your local area and carefully caress your noxious balls against their door handles. You would also never photograph this. Fucking never. Rather, you would hire a crew of experienced film makers to video tape you doing this. Then, you would develop the film and show it at the high class movie theater that you own. Be honest with me, otherwise I'll never be able to see you in the same light. You will forever be a disappointment to your peers, elders, and some of the younger users here at minichan which includes me. Do not be a liar and a fraud. @previous (Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6)
Yeah, I wish I could just go lay out a park and read, but I choose not to because of the reasons that I mentioned earlier. The only downfall about the grass is that it makes my allergies act up. I tend to just ignore that, though.
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Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6 replied with this 15 years ago, 7 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#70,275
@previous (A)
Heh. People here rarely go outside. We're all either shut-ins, or spend our lives at the shitty malls.
So the parks tend to be empty. :)
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#70,283
@70,271 (A)
I stress a lot about my girlfriend for reasons I am not going to disclose here, schoolwork, and life in general, really.
I can't stand most people. I hate being around people at all.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 12 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#70,292
@70,275 (Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6)
Lolmalls. I hate them. But yeah, it must suck not being to go outside without freezing your ass off. Where I'm at it generally is chilly/foggy/windy, but we've had a run of great weather so I've been taking advantage of it a little. Cold weather can really get depressing, but at the same time, I think I might want to die if I lived in a location where it's constantly scorching hot. @previous (stickybuns !bENfolDsOU) > I can't stand most people. I hate being around people at all.
I know how you feel, although, I would never say that I completely hate other people because I don't. I tend to dislike my peers, and I'm not exactly sure if I can put into words why that is. Besides my small group of friends, I really like talking with people who are older and younger than me, I feel a lot more comfortable, at ease, and like the conversations flow a lot more. Also, just curious, are you an only child?
Anonymous E joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#70,293
OP, that is quite strange. I'd assume most people avoid going to the graveyard alone. The thought of dead people lying underneath the ground I would lay on is eery to even think about. Do you like to look at the quotes written on the persons grave? Does it give a vibe of death when you're around there sometimes? Have you ever lied on a persons grave while their loved ones were visiting?
As for me, I also like absolute silence while reading a book. My house is normally very quite, but I do read under trees and all that kind of stuff. The parks I go to are rather large and spacious. Everyone is well mannered and polite. I'd say it would really depend what park you go to and the type of people that go there. The beach is also a very relaxing place to read a book in the early morning when there's not too many people. I wouldn't mind the sound of the waves while I read. Anyways, as for something odd I do...I like to sit on a train going to the last train stop from wherever I'm at and just read/iPod/ or just sit there thinking about things. I guess that isn't as odd as yours, but I don't normally see people sitting on the train for fun.
Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6 replied with this 15 years ago, 29 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#70,294
@70,292 (A)
Heh. Sometimes it's fun when it's cold and snowy, really.
There are lots of tall pine trees. And sometimes I look at them when I'm outside and pretend I'm somewhere much more dramatic.
Also, running up hills with knee to waist deep snow with people is really fun! Even if you don't sled down them.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 22 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^][v]#70,309
@70,293 (E) > OP, that is quite strange
Meh. > I'd assume most people avoid going to the graveyard alone.
Why is that? > The thought of dead people lying underneath the ground I would lay on is eery to even think about.
I can understand where you're coming from, but it really doesn't bother me. I think it's the fact that I can't see their rotting body makes it seem as if it's not even there. > Do you like to look at the quotes written on the persons grave? Does it give a vibe of death when you're around there sometimes?
When I do this, I usually go to the same grave and it only has the persons last name, the date they were born, and they date that they passed, so no. And a vibe of death? Not really. If I were in a mausoleum, I think that I might experience that, mainly because they tend to smell like death. That always grosses me out. > Have you ever lied on a persons grave while their loved ones were visiting?
I live very close to a city that is almost completely filled with cemeteries. The number of dead people to living is several thousand to 1. There are 1,191 people living in that town. So, the chances of that happening are very low. I don't even worry about it. If by some fucked up coincidence that this were to happen, I would apologize and get the hell out of there. > I'd say it would really depend what park you go to and the type of people that go there.
I agree. I'm sure there are parks out there not filled with moronic trolls attempting to ruin my day, but they're all too far away. I generally ride my bike to wherever I want to go as I haven't gotten my license yet, and it seems like it would be way too much work to take public transportation somewhere simply to read a book. > Anyways, as for something odd I do... I like to sit on a train going to the last train stop from wherever I'm at and just read/iPod/ or just sit there thinking about things.
Haha. So, you just ride the train back and forth for a few hours with no particular destination in mind? That's actually pretty interesting and something I've never heard of before.
@previous (Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6)
Yeah, I bet that it can be enjoyable. Plus I bet you get snowed in sometimes which allows you to skip school for a few days. I always wished I lived somewhere where it snowed when I was in high school so that I could have a legitimate reason to skip class. > And sometimes I look at them when I'm outside and pretend I'm somewhere much more dramatic.
That's interesting. Like where?
Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6 replied with this 15 years ago, 9 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^][v]#70,319
@previous (A)
Hah. We never get snow days here. It's true that after a bout of bad weather, many people don't go to school. I do, though.
Where are you from?
I've seen pictures of a field in Finland, just outside of some primeval forest. I'd love to go there.
I also like to just ride buses and get lost downtown.
There's usually a way back.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^][v]#70,323
@previous (Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6) > It's true that after a bout of bad weather, many people don't go to school. I do, though.
Well, good for you. I always had a shitty attendance record in HS. > Where are you from?
West coast in the US. > I also like to just ride buses and get lost downtown. > There's usually a way back. > usually
D: I could never do that without worrying to high hell. My sense of direction is pretty fucked, so I would most definitely get completely lost for hours on end.
Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6 replied with this 15 years ago, 6 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^][v]#70,335
@previous (A) > Well, good for you. I always had a shitty attendance record in HS.
Ah. How did you turn out, in the end? I mean, grades wise or something. Maybe it's just an indication that you have a life, though. :P
I had no reason not to go to school. Home's slightly worse.
> West coast in the US.
Huh. How do you like it?
> D: I could never do that without worrying to high hell. My sense of direction is pretty fucked, so I would most definitely get completely lost for hours on end.
Lol. Nearly all busses here end up at a train station, from where I can go home.
If I can't reach a bus, I can usually get a ride with someone to a train station. :3
Do you like being safe? Not out of your comfort zone, I mean.
Leo Vegas !gNoGoD5HzQ replied with this 15 years ago, 15 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^][v]#70,368
@70,271 (A)
It is like you have seen me do it! Are you stalking me?
Anonymous F joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 13 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^][v]#70,378
I find laying in a tree at night 3 miles from the nearest town is quite relaxing inb4 some jeepers creepers wannabe uses my skin to bind his throwing stars
Leo Vegas !gNoGoD5HzQ replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^][v]#70,379
@previous (F)
You better be careful. Someone may try to use your skin to bind their throwing stars.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 11 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^][v]#70,388
@70,335 (Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6) > Ah. How did you turn out, in the end? I mean, grades wise or something.
I turned out okay. I graduated in 2010. My grades were shit in certain classes, but that's only because I was uninterested/unmotivated. I also never did homework. That's different now that I'm in college, though. > Maybe it's just an indication that you have a life, though. :P
Lol, no. > Huh. How do you like it?
It's good! I like it here. I'm thankful I don't live in buttfuck, US (the midwest). > Do you like being safe? Not out of your comfort zone, I mean.
That's a difficult question to answer, considering it's pretty general. Um, I'm not some sort of freak who doesn't take chances and can never be alone somewhere, but I'm also not too fond of sketchy parts of towns at night/dangerous areas. I don't mind going out of my comfort zone sometimes, though. It really depends I guess. @70,378 (F) > I find laying in a tree at night 3 miles from the nearest town is quite relaxing
What do you do? >inb4 some jeepers creepers wannabe uses my skin to bind his throwing stars
I have the weirdest boner right now. @70,368 (Leo Vegas !gNoGoD5HzQ)
Not exactly. But I did hire a PI to follow your every move. I've came so many times while watching you go about your daily routines. It has been worth every cent.
Leo Vegas !gNoGoD5HzQ replied with this 15 years ago, 13 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^][v]#70,392
Anonymous F replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^][v]#70,393
@70,388 (A)
hmm...
nothing really, mostly depends on what i have on me at the time
Anonymous E replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^][v]#70,394
@70,309 (A) > Why is that?
Well, because it's a graveyard with a lot of dead people underneath everywhere. Even you consider it odd. :P I believe in ghosts and there are probably a lot more out there. Well, I'm only a believer because I've seen a ghost. Once. I'd like that number to stay that way. The graveyard seems like a hot spot for ghosts to be roaming around.
> Haha. So, you just ride the train back and forth for a few hours with no particular destination in mind? That's actually pretty interesting and something I've never heard of before.
Yes. :) ~
Anonymous G joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 55 seconds later, 3 hours after the original post[^][v]#70,395
lying, not laying
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 7 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^][v]#70,397
@70,335 (Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6)
Also, I forgot to mention this. For a 14 year old (14, right?), you're a really good conversationalist. @70,393 (F)
Oh lol, I just noticed that you said you lay *in* a tree. Seriously? If so, I must say, that's pretty fucking awesome. @70,394 (E) > Even you consider it odd. :P
Sometimes I do think it's a little odd, but to be honest, I mostly included "what are some odd things you do?" part because I realized that if I didn't, it would leave no room for discussion. I also realize that the majority of people would find it a bit weird, so it did seem fitting to include that as a question. Personally, I don't find it to be too strange. > Well, I'm only a believer because I've seen a ghost.
I don't believe in ghosts at all, but I am always super interested when people I trust say that they have. I'm not saying that I completely trust you, but judging from your text voice I'm pretty sure that I do. With that said, do tell! @previous (G)
Ah, you're correct. But hey, hands down, post of the day. Your comment was seriously so intriguing that my skull almost just combusted.
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Anonymous E replied with this 15 years ago, 21 minutes later, 4 hours after the original post[^][v]#70,404
@previous (A)
When I was around 7 years old, I was staying in my town house in the Philippines for winter holidays. There were always strange things going on in that house. Such as opening and closing of doors & drawers, sudden rush of wind on an obviously perfectly sunny and windless day, and my maid claimed a hard glass that had Mother Mary on it flew across the table and hit her in the head. I mean this was absolutely absurd and horrific but she would have gained nothing by lying to us. My mom comes from strong Christian background, I was never into that kind of shit. So anyways, On Christmas, she gathered neighbors and people she knew to come to our house to celebrate. I have provided a picture (pic related) and I am the blue dot. She is the pink dot, except it was a bit further to the hallway. I was sitting there, bored. The upstairs was deserted. When I looked up, I saw a Spanish lady figure, dressed in a southern belle staring straight into my eyes. She was white, just like typical ghosts that are portrayed in the media. At the time, I didn't even know I was looking at a ghost. When I blinked, she vanished. It only came to my realization later on, that I had just seen a ghost. Years later, when I was around 12 years old...I google'd that townhouse's historical background and discovered it was once where a couple of Spaniards lived when the Philippines got conquered by Spain.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 7 minutes later, 4 hours after the original post[^][v]#70,408
@previous (E)
Ah, you're not quite who I thought you were, but close enough. :-) Thanks for sharing though, that was an interesting read. How did that impact the way that you view death?
Anonymous E replied with this 15 years ago, 9 minutes later, 4 hours after the original post[^][v]#70,420
I still think we live and then we die. That is all. I just find it hard to accept that I'll never know when I am going to die. Unless for medical reasons of course. But I want to die when I'm ready to, when I'm old with all my dreams accomplished. I don't know though, maybe my mind was playing tricks on me when I saw that ghost. Who knows. I am sure my opinion on death will change into something more stable and accepting to me, later.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 20 minutes later, 4 hours after the original post[^][v]#70,437
@previous (E)
I thought that you were fuchs because of the ":)~"
I find it interesting that seeing what you thought was a ghost didn't change your views on an afterlife. But yeah, it could have very well have just been you imagining it.
Anonymous H joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 5 minutes later, 4 hours after the original post[^][v]#70,440
I once got high during winter and just walked around, leaving my thoughts to myself. Eventually, I found a place to lie down by the highway on top of some monkey bars, I stayed there for a good hour, just staring into the darkness of my own eyelids. It was so calm and peaceful.
Anonymous E replied with this 15 years ago, 37 minutes later, 5 hours after the original post[^][v]#70,456
Triptych !!DP4/G/5A6 replied with this 15 years ago, 10 hours later, 16 hours after the original post[^][v]#70,715
@70,388 (A) > I turned out okay. I graduated in 2010. My grades were shit in certain classes, but that's only because I was uninterested/unmotivated. I also never did homework. That's different now that I'm in college, though.
Ahh. Uninteresting classes are the worst. :|
What classes are you taking? > Lol, no.
Ahaha. Fair enough. S'all good. I don't have one either. :D > It's good! I like it here. I'm thankful I don't live in buttfuck, US (the midwest).
Heh. Do you live near a beach? They're nice at night.
And true. The Midwest just sounds mildly painful... > That's a difficult question to answer, considering it's pretty general. Um, I'm not some sort of freak who doesn't take chances and can never be alone somewhere, but I'm also not too fond of sketchy parts of towns at night/dangerous areas. I don't mind going out of my comfort zone sometimes, though. It really depends I guess.
Ah, you're right. My apologies for asking such a general question.
Heh. I suppose you have common sense, then. Well, enough common sense to avoid sketchy parts of town at night. That's more than me. :D
@70,397 (A) > Also, I forgot to mention this. For a 14 year old (14, right?), you're a really good conversationalist.
Lol. 15, but close enough. Thanks! I've been trying to work on it. :)
stickybuns !bENfolDsOU replied with this 15 years ago, 2 hours later, 18 hours after the original post[^][v]#70,776
@70,292 (A)
I hate all interaction...
I have a sister who is a lot older than me. I'm technically an only child because she hasn't lived here in ages...