Topic: I often feel like my mind is full of fucks?
Anonymous A started this discussion 12 years ago #38,437
its like i have a cycle, some weeks go by and i am very stupid, everything becomes complicated and it gets irritable to maintain focus on subjects. After that cycle is over i have to start all over, forming ideas about who i am and what i believe.
MethDoctor !KansasxqvM joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 2 minutes later[^] [v] #513,719
You'r're biopolar.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 8 minutes later, 11 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #513,720
@previous (MethDoctor !KansasxqvM)
you mean bipolar? It doesn't really fit me. Even though i have had some crazy ideas and have had periods with no ideas what so ever. I am a relatively stable person and i don't socialize at all.
you mean bipolar? It doesn't really fit me. Even though i have had some crazy ideas and have had periods with no ideas what so ever. I am a relatively stable person and i don't socialize at all.
Anonymous C joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 12 minutes later, 23 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #513,721
Could be samsara.
Anonymous D joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 47 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #513,736
do you use drugs?
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 21 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #513,741
@previous (D)
aside from smoking? I use weed and alcohol in a very irregular way, months without it, then followed by 3 days full of it and so on....
aside from smoking? I use weed and alcohol in a very irregular way, months without it, then followed by 3 days full of it and so on....
Syntax joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 7 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #513,743
@OP
> its like i have a cycle, some weeks go by and i am very stupid,
So you are saying you are perfectly normal.
I just discovered a financial error I have been making for several years (monthly) Ain't giant money but its real money never the less.
> its like i have a cycle, some weeks go by and i am very stupid,
So you are saying you are perfectly normal.
I just discovered a financial error I have been making for several years (monthly) Ain't giant money but its real money never the less.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 9 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #513,746
@previous (Syntax)
It just doesn't feel normal at all. Not really talking about mistakes here but like the state of my mind, like i had to take the bus and i went online to see the paths and already my heart was bumping and i was yelling at my monitor. I ended up taking my own path that just required one bus switch but was about 2 hours longer.
It just doesn't feel normal at all. Not really talking about mistakes here but like the state of my mind, like i had to take the bus and i went online to see the paths and already my heart was bumping and i was yelling at my monitor. I ended up taking my own path that just required one bus switch but was about 2 hours longer.
Syntax replied with this 12 years ago, 22 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #513,749
@previous (A)
I have been working extra hours which means sleep deprived for a few weeks now. I refuse to give up my AM Surfing - so no matter when I hit the sheets I am up 30 mins b4 crack of dawn to hit the water.
The 2 hour longer? Did you put good use to that extra time?
I have been working extra hours which means sleep deprived for a few weeks now. I refuse to give up my AM Surfing - so no matter when I hit the sheets I am up 30 mins b4 crack of dawn to hit the water.
The 2 hour longer? Did you put good use to that extra time?
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 15 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #513,752
@previous (Syntax)
My goodness. I am going to be hypocritical and tell you its not a good idea to sacrifice sleep, but then it does seem like a battle between good and evil.
The 2 hours? I don't remember but i always make a effort to seem like i don't care when a new passenger enters the bus because everyone is rude on the bus and stares at the people trying to find a seat.
My goodness. I am going to be hypocritical and tell you its not a good idea to sacrifice sleep, but then it does seem like a battle between good and evil.
The 2 hours? I don't remember but i always make a effort to seem like i don't care when a new passenger enters the bus because everyone is rude on the bus and stares at the people trying to find a seat.
Syntax replied with this 12 years ago, 4 hours later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #513,779
@previous (A)I plan on making up for all the lost sleep in my life. One day I plan on going to sleep and just sleeping for infinity.
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[^_^] !IOdbnXsKDk joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 4 hours later, 12 hours after the original post[^] [v] #513,820
I relate