Topic: what's wrong with me?
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ started this discussion 12 years ago #35,990
Seriously, I was reading old messages I wrote about Lexi on here, what an absolute manipulative fuck I am. And I'm not even consistent. There are literally threads where I tell her I love her unconditionally and then call her a cunt within the next 3 replies. And it's clear why as soon as I felt like my tactic of "oh I love you so much" didn't work then my facade of being good natured vanishes and I proceed to just get pissed.
Anyone reading would make the assumption that I didnt really care about her, and as soon as I didnt think I could get my way, I just proceeded to bash her in whatever way possible.
And as soon as I figured it wasnt worth the trouble to get Kirby back, I just dropped her completely, no offer of friendship, nothing, she doesn't exist. Even though she made an effort to be friends. And you know what? Yeah, it's a tactic. She told me the worst thing I could do to her is ignore her, that's what I'm doing. I've cut her off. And maybe in a month or so I'll throw call her in a teary voice and tell her how much I've missed her. Making everything all better, I've changed, I've stopped smoking, I'm in school, etc. I still love you. Etc.
And these new girls, so I am playing the shy super-friendly guy with the older girl, I am harmless, fun, and not a human doormat, but personable, and sweet. With the mexican I am over the top, sarcastic, egocentric. With the other I am intellectual, understanding, musically inclined, interested in her problems etc.
Why am I like this?
Anyone reading would make the assumption that I didnt really care about her, and as soon as I didnt think I could get my way, I just proceeded to bash her in whatever way possible.
And as soon as I figured it wasnt worth the trouble to get Kirby back, I just dropped her completely, no offer of friendship, nothing, she doesn't exist. Even though she made an effort to be friends. And you know what? Yeah, it's a tactic. She told me the worst thing I could do to her is ignore her, that's what I'm doing. I've cut her off. And maybe in a month or so I'll throw call her in a teary voice and tell her how much I've missed her. Making everything all better, I've changed, I've stopped smoking, I'm in school, etc. I still love you. Etc.
And these new girls, so I am playing the shy super-friendly guy with the older girl, I am harmless, fun, and not a human doormat, but personable, and sweet. With the mexican I am over the top, sarcastic, egocentric. With the other I am intellectual, understanding, musically inclined, interested in her problems etc.
Why am I like this?
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) double-posted this 12 years ago, 3 minutes later[^] [v] #492,516
I'm even considering lying to Lexi's dad, and pretending I need him for business advice. Looping him in, and using that as a tool against Lexi. I don't even fucking like Lexi. I just want to be in control.
beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 1 minute later, 4 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #492,517
It's okay. Lots of successful people have personality disorders. Granted, you're not successful.
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postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 1 minute later, 6 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #492,518
@previous (beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao)
I mean, I still have time, right? I'm actually headed in a good direction right now as far as success goes.
I mean, I still have time, right? I'm actually headed in a good direction right now as far as success goes.
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) double-posted this 12 years ago, 1 minute later, 7 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #492,519
@492,517 (beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao)
Honest question. Do you think I'm a normal person who plays up on narcissistic traits or uses it as a defense or something or an actual narcissist who occasionally decides to pretend to have regular feelings?
Honest question. Do you think I'm a normal person who plays up on narcissistic traits or uses it as a defense or something or an actual narcissist who occasionally decides to pretend to have regular feelings?
Anonymous C joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 35 seconds later, 8 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #492,520
You think too highly of your non-existent manipulative prowess; it's entirely imagined, perhaps it's a vestigial figment of some adolescent ideation of your edginess.
Whatever it is, it's also indicative of how unheterosexual you are. The archetypal personalities you (fictitiously) adopt in manouvering your muses is simply a deflective reflection of that feminine self which you subconsciously imprint upon them in such an idealisation of your representation as the paragon of masculinity as the projection unto yourself within that deflection of the emulated feminine mode through which you fantasize of androphillic womanhood.
Whatever it is, it's also indicative of how unheterosexual you are. The archetypal personalities you (fictitiously) adopt in manouvering your muses is simply a deflective reflection of that feminine self which you subconsciously imprint upon them in such an idealisation of your representation as the paragon of masculinity as the projection unto yourself within that deflection of the emulated feminine mode through which you fantasize of androphillic womanhood.
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beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao replied with this 12 years ago, 34 seconds later, 8 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #492,521
@492,518 (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
No, you're pretty uninteresting and not very intelligent. I don't see how.
@492,518 (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
I think you're fundamentally disordered.
No, you're pretty uninteresting and not very intelligent. I don't see how.
@492,518 (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
I think you're fundamentally disordered.
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 2 minutes later, 11 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #492,525
Anonymous D joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 52 seconds later, 12 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #492,526
@492,516 (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
That is insane, and eventually your house of cards will collapse and hopefully bury you with it.
That is insane, and eventually your house of cards will collapse and hopefully bury you with it.
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 1 minute later, 13 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #492,527
@492,521 (beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao)
You finding me interesting has nothing to do with my success. My goal in life is not to entertain you. I'm going to school again, really giving it my best.I do want an education.
And, fundamentally? So on a very deep level then? I really hope not.
You finding me interesting has nothing to do with my success. My goal in life is not to entertain you. I'm going to school again, really giving it my best.I do want an education.
And, fundamentally? So on a very deep level then? I really hope not.
Anonymous C replied with this 12 years ago, 1 minute later, 14 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #492,528
@previous (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
You are ineducable. I'm sure you actually have a double-digit IQ.
You are ineducable. I'm sure you actually have a double-digit IQ.
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 1 minute later, 15 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #492,529
@492,526 (D)
That's the other thing, there's no real fear of consequence. If it tumbles down then who cares? So Lexi's family feels justified in their opinion that I'm a sociopath. What real bearing does this have on my life?
That's the other thing, there's no real fear of consequence. If it tumbles down then who cares? So Lexi's family feels justified in their opinion that I'm a sociopath. What real bearing does this have on my life?
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) double-posted this 12 years ago, 52 seconds later, 16 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #492,531
Anonymous C replied with this 12 years ago, 2 minutes later, 18 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #492,532
Anonymous D replied with this 12 years ago, 16 seconds later, 19 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #492,533
@492,529 (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
Anyone they ever converse with about you will hear the stories about how much of a lying, manipulative, sack of shit you are. Depending on how terrible it is, they'll go out of their way to warn people. Unless you intend to move elsewhere and cut all contact it'll likely wind up biting you in the ass.
@492,527 (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
Your postings in this thread are not that of a sane person. I would not have to explain to anyone sane why they might not want to cheat and lie their way through a relationship. The only reason you're interesting to us is *because* you entertain us. It is rather entertaining - not in a good way - to see you dig yourself a nice big hole.
Anyone they ever converse with about you will hear the stories about how much of a lying, manipulative, sack of shit you are. Depending on how terrible it is, they'll go out of their way to warn people. Unless you intend to move elsewhere and cut all contact it'll likely wind up biting you in the ass.
@492,527 (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
Your postings in this thread are not that of a sane person. I would not have to explain to anyone sane why they might not want to cheat and lie their way through a relationship. The only reason you're interesting to us is *because* you entertain us. It is rather entertaining - not in a good way - to see you dig yourself a nice big hole.
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 7 minutes later, 26 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #492,535
@previous (D)
And what will you say when it all works out for me? It has so far really. I replaced Lexi, I replaced Kirby, everyone is replaceable, and has no real permanent value. If I win, and I will then I get everything that I want.And why shouldnt I do everything Ican to win? And if I lose then who cares? I can just roll the dice again, or not, it truly does not matter at the end of the day.
And warn people about me? It's been done, trust me. When it happened I just played the victim, and made her out to be the crazy one. It isn't hard to do. I publicly aplogized to her, forcing her to either accept it or look like a bitch in front of everyone. She chose to accept it, and that was the end of my problem with her.
And what will you say when it all works out for me? It has so far really. I replaced Lexi, I replaced Kirby, everyone is replaceable, and has no real permanent value. If I win, and I will then I get everything that I want.And why shouldnt I do everything Ican to win? And if I lose then who cares? I can just roll the dice again, or not, it truly does not matter at the end of the day.
And warn people about me? It's been done, trust me. When it happened I just played the victim, and made her out to be the crazy one. It isn't hard to do. I publicly aplogized to her, forcing her to either accept it or look like a bitch in front of everyone. She chose to accept it, and that was the end of my problem with her.
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) double-posted this 12 years ago, 1 minute later, 27 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #492,536
@previous (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
Lexi would flat out read the terrible shit I'd write about her on here, and I'd still be able to convince her everything was okay. It does not matter
Lexi would flat out read the terrible shit I'd write about her on here, and I'd still be able to convince her everything was okay. It does not matter
Anonymous D replied with this 12 years ago, 29 seconds later, 28 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #492,537
@492,535 (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
The only reaction I have to that, is: You are insane. You are not a normal person, and will never live a normal life. Enjoy manipulating people and never making any real connections.
The only reaction I have to that, is: You are insane. You are not a normal person, and will never live a normal life. Enjoy manipulating people and never making any real connections.
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 7 minutes later, 35 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #492,540
@previous (D)
I wish that wasn't the case. I have no real love, no real empathy, no conscience, nothing required to really connect with people. My relationships are at best prized posessions that I'll hurt to keep around if I'm still interested or toss aside if I am bored of them.
I have never experienced a real connection with anyone only the fake bonds that I forge in order to get the reaction I want. A series of well placed moves in order to get their love, and devotion. All the while never returning it.
I want nothing more, really, to feel true love for someone. I feel like it's something everyone has, but me. And I have envy and disdain for them because of it.
I wish that wasn't the case. I have no real love, no real empathy, no conscience, nothing required to really connect with people. My relationships are at best prized posessions that I'll hurt to keep around if I'm still interested or toss aside if I am bored of them.
I have never experienced a real connection with anyone only the fake bonds that I forge in order to get the reaction I want. A series of well placed moves in order to get their love, and devotion. All the while never returning it.
I want nothing more, really, to feel true love for someone. I feel like it's something everyone has, but me. And I have envy and disdain for them because of it.
Anonymous D replied with this 12 years ago, 10 minutes later, 46 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #492,544
@previous (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
The first step towards that would be to stop treating people like posessions. They are human beings, just like you. Nothing more, nothing less. Just be real instead of some fake manipulative shell and it'll come eventually.
The first step towards that would be to stop treating people like posessions. They are human beings, just like you. Nothing more, nothing less. Just be real instead of some fake manipulative shell and it'll come eventually.
beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao replied with this 12 years ago, 13 minutes later, 59 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #492,546
@492,527 (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
Uninteresting but smart is fine, but that's not you. My point is that you're dumb and uninteresting. You don't have any particular charisma or anything to make up for your lack of intelligence.
@492,540 (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
Community college again? Nothing wrong with that, but you're aware that intelligent people often get through four-year schools with basically no effort, right?
I think the best thing for you would be to get some kind of hard job for awhile. Not fast food, but actual work, something outside or in a factory. Meet some people who are not over-privileged teenagers, force you to grow up a bit.
You can't afford to have two failures at school on your transcript. You still sound as retarded as you did last time you fucked up your education.
Uninteresting but smart is fine, but that's not you. My point is that you're dumb and uninteresting. You don't have any particular charisma or anything to make up for your lack of intelligence.
@492,540 (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
Community college again? Nothing wrong with that, but you're aware that intelligent people often get through four-year schools with basically no effort, right?
I think the best thing for you would be to get some kind of hard job for awhile. Not fast food, but actual work, something outside or in a factory. Meet some people who are not over-privileged teenagers, force you to grow up a bit.
You can't afford to have two failures at school on your transcript. You still sound as retarded as you did last time you fucked up your education.
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 13 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,547
@492,544 (D)
It's difficult because I'm so used to being a shell that ive lost sight of my true self. I am trying this with the older girl though, to have a genuine friendship.
@previous (beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao)
Plenty of people are fucking morons and make it through a 4 year university, plenty of people are very bright, but lack the drive/focus/whatever to ever get a degree.
As far as Charisma goes, I've been fairly successful so far, it's not like Ive ever gone without sex or friends or whatever else. So, I don't even see a problem with that.
I'll show you, I'll get through college this time, I am not an idiot. I can pass college, I don't need to work in a fucking factory.
I have never been anything, but nice to you. Yet you insist on shitting all over me all the time. I am intelligent,I am beautiful, I am fucking amazing. And the sooner you understand that the better.
It's difficult because I'm so used to being a shell that ive lost sight of my true self. I am trying this with the older girl though, to have a genuine friendship.
@previous (beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao)
Plenty of people are fucking morons and make it through a 4 year university, plenty of people are very bright, but lack the drive/focus/whatever to ever get a degree.
As far as Charisma goes, I've been fairly successful so far, it's not like Ive ever gone without sex or friends or whatever else. So, I don't even see a problem with that.
I'll show you, I'll get through college this time, I am not an idiot. I can pass college, I don't need to work in a fucking factory.
I have never been anything, but nice to you. Yet you insist on shitting all over me all the time. I am intelligent,I am beautiful, I am fucking amazing. And the sooner you understand that the better.
Anonymous E joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 12 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,550
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 20 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,551
@492,546 (beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao)
Btw what have you accomplished? I imagine youre a few years older than me. Do you have a degree? Are you using it? How's your life going in general?
I don't think you're doing horribly, nor do I want you to be, but I stronly doubt you're in a position to look down on me from on high. Yeah, maybe I'm a bit narcissistic, but at least I am honest about my faults.
You, on the other hand, masquerade as a decent human being whilst coldly insulting, and hurting the people you have disdain for. Using morality, and intellect as an excuse to harm rather than valuing them for their own sake.
You are as bad as me, you just don't find any benefit from talking about it on here. But you have an enormous ego, a sense of entitlement, and a bitterness that are all very obvious to even the casual observer.
Btw what have you accomplished? I imagine youre a few years older than me. Do you have a degree? Are you using it? How's your life going in general?
I don't think you're doing horribly, nor do I want you to be, but I stronly doubt you're in a position to look down on me from on high. Yeah, maybe I'm a bit narcissistic, but at least I am honest about my faults.
You, on the other hand, masquerade as a decent human being whilst coldly insulting, and hurting the people you have disdain for. Using morality, and intellect as an excuse to harm rather than valuing them for their own sake.
You are as bad as me, you just don't find any benefit from talking about it on here. But you have an enormous ego, a sense of entitlement, and a bitterness that are all very obvious to even the casual observer.
Anonymous D replied with this 12 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,552
beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao replied with this 12 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,553
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 7 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,554
@492,552 (D)
Yeah, makes sense. A career path chosen mostly by sociopaths. Also, I am happy for her. I don't actually wish for her to have a shitty life or anything. Lawyer is middle class job though, and is nothing to be proud of.
Yeah, makes sense. A career path chosen mostly by sociopaths. Also, I am happy for her. I don't actually wish for her to have a shitty life or anything. Lawyer is middle class job though, and is nothing to be proud of.
Anonymous D replied with this 12 years ago, 39 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,555
Anonymous F joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 1 second later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,556
Anonymous G joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 28 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,557
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,558
@492,553 (beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao)
Yeah, well I tried being nice to you, and yet you insist on putting me down again and again. It isn't very nice. I do not like it. I never wish you any harm, or want you to kill yourself, or even really hate you at all.
Yeah, well I tried being nice to you, and yet you insist on putting me down again and again. It isn't very nice. I do not like it. I never wish you any harm, or want you to kill yourself, or even really hate you at all.
Anonymous G replied with this 12 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,559
@previous (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
Some people just can't be helped. You were decent enough to give her a chance, and that's all anyone can ask of you.
Some people just can't be helped. You were decent enough to give her a chance, and that's all anyone can ask of you.
beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao replied with this 12 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,560
@492,558 (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
Yeah, my sociopathy is showing through. I responded to a topic asking "what's wrong with me?" by telling you what I think is wrong with you and giving you advice.
Yeah, my sociopathy is showing through. I responded to a topic asking "what's wrong with me?" by telling you what I think is wrong with you and giving you advice.
Anonymous D replied with this 12 years ago, 8 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,561
@492,558 (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
She's just telling the truth, and you can't handle it. Now you are lashing out.
She's just telling the truth, and you can't handle it. Now you are lashing out.
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 33 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,562
@492,556 (F)
Community college failed me. No, but I just sort of stopped showing up. Dumb, sure, but it's different than trying my best and not being able to cut it. I just stopped caring.
Community college failed me. No, but I just sort of stopped showing up. Dumb, sure, but it's different than trying my best and not being able to cut it. I just stopped caring.
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) double-posted this 12 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,564
@492,560 (beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao)
Oh come on, telling me I am dumb, and uninteresting wasn't even necessary. I'll acknowledge there was some sound advice in there, but for the most part you have an obvious disdain for mw. And I do not appreciate it.
Oh come on, telling me I am dumb, and uninteresting wasn't even necessary. I'll acknowledge there was some sound advice in there, but for the most part you have an obvious disdain for mw. And I do not appreciate it.
Anonymous G replied with this 12 years ago, 25 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,566
@492,560 (beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao)
You do not seem to understand how your insults could hurt him. You lack empathy.
You do not seem to understand how your insults could hurt him. You lack empathy.
beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao replied with this 12 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,567
@492,564 (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
Because you are delusional. Your problem is that you're not smart, you're not interesting, but you think you are. I am treating your narcissism, and you should thank me.
@previous (G)
You are right. I am also manipulating him for my own gain, and crushing his hand, metaphorically.
Because you are delusional. Your problem is that you're not smart, you're not interesting, but you think you are. I am treating your narcissism, and you should thank me.
@previous (G)
You are right. I am also manipulating him for my own gain, and crushing his hand, metaphorically.
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 25 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,568
@492,561 (D)
You're an idiot, you know that, right? If I tell you "you're dumb, and boring ,and just suck in general"
Would you say "oh, can't complain, he's just telling the truth"
No, I don't think you would. So fuck off.
You're an idiot, you know that, right? If I tell you "you're dumb, and boring ,and just suck in general"
Would you say "oh, can't complain, he's just telling the truth"
No, I don't think you would. So fuck off.
Anonymous G replied with this 12 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,569
I think that Postmortem's main problem is that genius is rarely appreciated in its own time.
beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao replied with this 12 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,570
@492,568 (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
You asked me if I think you'll be successful, with time. I don't, because you're dumb and uninteresting. Why do you ask questions you don't want responses to?
You asked me if I think you'll be successful, with time. I don't, because you're dumb and uninteresting. Why do you ask questions you don't want responses to?
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,572
@492,567 (beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao)
It's not like I live in a world of absolute fantasy, I have friends, girls, etc. They all find me interesting, and intelligent. Yeah, on some level I am aware that I am not the most intelligent or most attractive, but I am not stupid or ugly.
Btw do you think I could monetize this?Do you think I could be a loud and big enough narcissist to be the next chris chan or something?
It's not like I live in a world of absolute fantasy, I have friends, girls, etc. They all find me interesting, and intelligent. Yeah, on some level I am aware that I am not the most intelligent or most attractive, but I am not stupid or ugly.
Btw do you think I could monetize this?Do you think I could be a loud and big enough narcissist to be the next chris chan or something?
Metæ joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 37 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,573
@OP
Instead of using your narcissistic sociopathy and MLP techniques to manipulate women, why not use them to become a billionaire?
Instead of using your narcissistic sociopathy and MLP techniques to manipulate women, why not use them to become a billionaire?
Anonymous G replied with this 12 years ago, 13 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,574
@492,570 (beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao)
Why do you hate Postmortem? What is it about him that drives you to attack him so eagerly? Just what are you jealous of?
Why do you hate Postmortem? What is it about him that drives you to attack him so eagerly? Just what are you jealous of?
Anonymous D replied with this 12 years ago, 31 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,575
@492,568 (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
Again, lashing out. Refer to your earlier post about how you try to hurt people, and then realize that this won't work here. To answer your actual question, if it was a direct response to a question I asked, I would not react like you are reacting. I would inquire as to why they would think I am dumb or boring, listen to their response and take that to heart. Reacting aggresively and getting angry has no purpose at all, especially since this was asked for.
Again, lashing out. Refer to your earlier post about how you try to hurt people, and then realize that this won't work here. To answer your actual question, if it was a direct response to a question I asked, I would not react like you are reacting. I would inquire as to why they would think I am dumb or boring, listen to their response and take that to heart. Reacting aggresively and getting angry has no purpose at all, especially since this was asked for.
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 34 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,576
@492,570 (beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao)
Well, okay. Fair enough. But in ten years when I make more money than you, and god as my witness I will then we'll see who's the delusional narcissist. Thank you very much. Also, yeah, fine, why do you think I'm dumb and uninteresting? I'll try and take this to heart.
Well, okay. Fair enough. But in ten years when I make more money than you, and god as my witness I will then we'll see who's the delusional narcissist. Thank you very much. Also, yeah, fine, why do you think I'm dumb and uninteresting? I'll try and take this to heart.
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postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) double-posted this 12 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,578
Anonymous G replied with this 12 years ago, 9 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,579
@492,576 (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
Aaaand I think that's a victory for Postmortem.
Nice try, Becky, but he's clearly not being brought down by your personal attacks.
Aaaand I think that's a victory for Postmortem.
Nice try, Becky, but he's clearly not being brought down by your personal attacks.
beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao replied with this 12 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,580
@492,576 (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
I'm not really interested in being wealthy, or whether people think I'm successful. Your problem is you pin everything on external things, people's reactions to you. There's not going to be a point where I'm jealous of you. It doesn't matter to me.
@492,574 (G)
His nose, that's what I'm jealous of.
I'm not really interested in being wealthy, or whether people think I'm successful. Your problem is you pin everything on external things, people's reactions to you. There's not going to be a point where I'm jealous of you. It doesn't matter to me.
@492,574 (G)
His nose, that's what I'm jealous of.
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postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 42 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,581
@492,573 (Metæ)
Actually, I am getting better as a person. With these girls I am casually dating I'm not really lying to any of them, I'm being cautious yet friendly, all of that stuff. I am trying to do school and make up for my mistakes. I can look back a couple years ago and really be disgusted. I think, in all honesty, I am a better person now.
It's still hard, I lie pretty naturally, so I have to force myself to be honest, but I do it. And it's working out so far.
Actually, I am getting better as a person. With these girls I am casually dating I'm not really lying to any of them, I'm being cautious yet friendly, all of that stuff. I am trying to do school and make up for my mistakes. I can look back a couple years ago and really be disgusted. I think, in all honesty, I am a better person now.
It's still hard, I lie pretty naturally, so I have to force myself to be honest, but I do it. And it's working out so far.
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) double-posted this 12 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #492,582
@492,580 (beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao)
What else is there? What do you value then? Honest question. Not doing narcissistic schtick or whatever. What do you value in life?
What else is there? What do you value then? Honest question. Not doing narcissistic schtick or whatever. What do you value in life?
beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao replied with this 12 years ago, 11 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,585
@previous (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
I value my friendships and my close relationship with my family. There's a cause I've become particularly interested in, which I enjoy researching and volunteering on. I'm glad that I get to do something I enjoy. I think that I'll be able to say my life made the world a slightly better place. Everyone dies, everything changes. But you still get a few decades to either do good or not. That's all you've got here.
I value my friendships and my close relationship with my family. There's a cause I've become particularly interested in, which I enjoy researching and volunteering on. I'm glad that I get to do something I enjoy. I think that I'll be able to say my life made the world a slightly better place. Everyone dies, everything changes. But you still get a few decades to either do good or not. That's all you've got here.
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 8 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,589
@previous (beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao)
Well, that sounds really nice. I am happy for you, really. You seem like an intelligent person, and with an attitude like that I am sure you'll do great things.
Well, that sounds really nice. I am happy for you, really. You seem like an intelligent person, and with an attitude like that I am sure you'll do great things.
Killer Lettuce !!iNo3FkiZx replied with this 12 years ago, 1 minute later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,590
beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao replied with this 12 years ago, 0 seconds later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,591
beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao double-posted this 12 years ago, 14 seconds later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,592
Anonymous G replied with this 12 years ago, 1 minute later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,593
@492,591 (beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao)
Jealous idiot.
Postmortem, you are going to soar on wings of greatness far above wastes of time like this. I know it.
Jealous idiot.
Postmortem, you are going to soar on wings of greatness far above wastes of time like this. I know it.
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 25 seconds later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,594
@492,591 (beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao)
Sure, whatever. No one really cares right? This is Minichan, none of us arerarereal.
Sure, whatever. No one really cares right? This is Minichan, none of us arerarereal.
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) double-posted this 12 years ago, 55 seconds later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,595
@492,590 (Killer Lettuce !!iNo3FkiZx)
The ability for females to use urinals just like men or something.
The ability for females to use urinals just like men or something.
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) triple-posted this 12 years ago, 19 seconds later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,596
Killer Lettuce !!iNo3FkiZx replied with this 12 years ago, 10 seconds later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,597
@492,592 (beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao)
Why, is it something that you are ashamed of?
You don't have to give a specific organisation or anything, just the vague cause. I'm curious.
Why, is it something that you are ashamed of?
You don't have to give a specific organisation or anything, just the vague cause. I'm curious.
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 1 minute later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,598
@previous (Killer Lettuce !!iNo3FkiZx)
What about "none of this is real" do you not get? Becky isnt real, im not real, youre not real. This is minichan, not real life. Do not confuse the 2.
What about "none of this is real" do you not get? Becky isnt real, im not real, youre not real. This is minichan, not real life. Do not confuse the 2.
beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao replied with this 12 years ago, 1 minute later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,599
Killer Lettuce !!iNo3FkiZx replied with this 12 years ago, 20 seconds later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,600
Anonymous I joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 55 seconds later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,601
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 40 seconds later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,602
@492,599 (beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao)
Something about autism or trans or any race or religion or other mental disorder or homosexuality or anything else MC is known for bashing? Furries maybe?
Something about autism or trans or any race or religion or other mental disorder or homosexuality or anything else MC is known for bashing? Furries maybe?
Killer Lettuce !!iNo3FkiZx replied with this 12 years ago, 6 seconds later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,603
Killer Lettuce !!iNo3FkiZx double-posted this 12 years ago, 1 minute later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,604
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 1 second later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,605
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) double-posted this 12 years ago, 50 seconds later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,606
Anonymous D replied with this 12 years ago, 36 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,607
beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao replied with this 12 years ago, 32 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,609
@492,554 (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
Just out of curiosity, why do you react so badly to me? You don't seem to freak out on other people as much, even though many are significantly meaner to you (telling you to kill yourself, that they're fucking your ex, etc.).
Just out of curiosity, why do you react so badly to me? You don't seem to freak out on other people as much, even though many are significantly meaner to you (telling you to kill yourself, that they're fucking your ex, etc.).
Anonymous J joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 21 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,615
@492,547 (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)> I have never been anything, but nice to you. Yet you insist on shitting all over me all the time. I am intelligent,I am beautiful, I am fucking amazing. And the sooner you understand that the better.
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 2 hours later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,672
@492,607 (D)
I don't think there's anything wrong with it being a feminist thing. I mean "just" as in it really shouldn't be a big deal.
@492,609 (beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao)
It's complicated. The people who say they slept with Kirby are just trolling, obviously. The "kill yourself" posts are so off the wall that I don't even consider them. I mean I get why someone might not like me, but "kill yourself" is so over the top that I don't even feel like addressing it.
It has to do with desired impact as well, posting angrily at you guarantees me a good 5 or 6 people swarming to your aid, it works well. This turned into a a much larger thread than anticipated, mostly because of our back and forth and people jumping in.
I don't think there's anything wrong with it being a feminist thing. I mean "just" as in it really shouldn't be a big deal.
@492,609 (beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao)
It's complicated. The people who say they slept with Kirby are just trolling, obviously. The "kill yourself" posts are so off the wall that I don't even consider them. I mean I get why someone might not like me, but "kill yourself" is so over the top that I don't even feel like addressing it.
It has to do with desired impact as well, posting angrily at you guarantees me a good 5 or 6 people swarming to your aid, it works well. This turned into a a much larger thread than anticipated, mostly because of our back and forth and people jumping in.
beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao replied with this 12 years ago, 52 seconds later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,673
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 2 minutes later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,675
@previous (beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao)
I woke up 3 hours ago. I had to do a work meeting thing. Also, same question to you. Why do you dislike me so much? I mean there are plenty of failures here, why am I more distasteful to you than anyone else?
I woke up 3 hours ago. I had to do a work meeting thing. Also, same question to you. Why do you dislike me so much? I mean there are plenty of failures here, why am I more distasteful to you than anyone else?
Anonymous D replied with this 12 years ago, 5 seconds later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,676
@492,672 (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
It's mostly this big because you're hilariously pathetic, and your denial is amusing.
It's mostly this big because you're hilariously pathetic, and your denial is amusing.
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 1 minute later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,677
Anonymous K joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 52 seconds later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,679
Anonymous D replied with this 12 years ago, 3 minutes later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,680
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 3 minutes later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,682
@492,679 (K)
Does anyone really deny that?
@previous (D)
I've been doing this for years when I post a thread I can count on the reaction it's going to get. I'm not in denial about anything. Thanks though.
Does anyone really deny that?
@previous (D)
I've been doing this for years when I post a thread I can count on the reaction it's going to get. I'm not in denial about anything. Thanks though.
Anonymous D replied with this 12 years ago, 1 minute later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,685
@previous (postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
Just please stop. I know I'm not supposed to say this, but you actually do get to me sometimes. It doesn't make me angry so much as it just makes me really sad. I know I'm not a good person, and I destroyed a relationship that really mattered to me. I get that. Nearly everything you say about me is true at least to some capacity. I feel horrible, you win. Okay?
Just please stop. I know I'm not supposed to say this, but you actually do get to me sometimes. It doesn't make me angry so much as it just makes me really sad. I know I'm not a good person, and I destroyed a relationship that really mattered to me. I get that. Nearly everything you say about me is true at least to some capacity. I feel horrible, you win. Okay?
beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao replied with this 12 years ago, 1 minute later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,687
The Real Autphag !!3WVDgvU0+ joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 3 minutes later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,691
You're the best poster here. Don't let the trolls get to you.
Anonymous K replied with this 12 years ago, 5 minutes later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,693
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 11 seconds later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,694
@492,685 (D)
If I tell you a lie constantly, why would you think a message like that has any real validity? And if that is the truth is that something a bad person in denial would say? I don't think so.
@492,687 (beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao)
Well, alright. I mean you don't feel like others are?
If I tell you a lie constantly, why would you think a message like that has any real validity? And if that is the truth is that something a bad person in denial would say? I don't think so.
@492,687 (beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao)
Well, alright. I mean you don't feel like others are?
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) double-posted this 12 years ago, 3 minutes later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,697
@492,685 (D)
Basically I just talk about my life, embellish things, and look at it from an egocentric perspective. Then I just flat out talk about myself then I'll put in a few BS troll posts. Start a fight with someone. Occasionally do something nice for someone just to mix things up.
Basically I just talk about my life, embellish things, and look at it from an egocentric perspective. Then I just flat out talk about myself then I'll put in a few BS troll posts. Start a fight with someone. Occasionally do something nice for someone just to mix things up.
Anonymous M joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 1 hour later, 8 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,711
sometimes i feel like postmortem is an exaggerated caricature of myself and then i feel sad
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 22 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #492,722
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