Topic: the decline of John and Kirby
Postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ started this discussion 12 years ago #35,415
So, I moved away from fort worth, and back to Frendswood. This was because I got super fucked up on drugs, and everything just sort of went to shit.
Aside from that though, the amount of time I interact with Kirby has been decreasing for a while, it went from every day to actually living together, to again just about every day, but then to a couple times a week, once a week or so, to now that I'm in friendswood every couple of weeks or even once a month optimisically speaking. There's also minimal non face to face interaction, we text daily, but it's usually a short conversation. Phone calls and skype are rare. At one point if I was gone we'd talk on the phone for hours on end. This no longer occurs.
Now, although our interaction time has decreased, our fighting has not. Usually around 5-10% of our interactions were fighting, which was fine when we were together all the time, now that we arent together as much it's kind of a bigger deal. I mean when youre constantly interacting with someone a negative word or two is bound to come out, when you arent interacting as much fighting is a more obvious problem. Ie there are flaws beyond just everyone is annoying after a while.
Absence also leads to jealousy, there are people she interacts with on a daily basis, I despise them for their privelage. Furthermore fuflilment of desires, we are both accustomed to daily sex, and adoration. People around us are much more equipped to provide that for the moment than we are. So, I am relying on her really think im superior/worth waiting for. She is relying on the same from me.
The final, and biggest issue is apathy. The more she's away the less I care. When were together all the time, mere hours apart was excruciating, I became accustomed to seeing her once a week, ill grow accustomed to seeing her once a month, etc. I certainly think about Kirby often enough, I just dont feel the pain of her absence as much.
It could either go one of three ways.
1. I do this personal training thing, get a job as a personal trainer in fort worth which makes plenty of money, I have a nice apartment, money to go out, and money to get a higher education.
Why this might not happen.
The program is six months, not even considering the very real possibility that I dont follow through with it, six months is a long time, and six months of minimal interaction is going to be tough on a relationship. In that time she and I will both get offers from other people to have immediate sex, attention, and adoration. It might be hard for either of us to keep our eye on the prize, and abstain from temptation.
2. I stop caring/find someone new/ move on.
Why this might not happen:
I actually think this one is fairly unlikely, I love Kirby a whole lot, and thinks she's superior to other girls ive met. Ive met other girls they arent as good as Kirby, and so I have an interest in sticking it out for her.
3. She stops caring/moves on/ etc.
Why this might not happen:
She seems to have a lot of feelings for me, and likely things im superior to a lot of guys as well. I think the more likely downfall is promiscuity, theres a chance that she'll in the process of waiting for me, cheat on me, with no intention of leaving me, just a one night stand while she waits sort of thing. I think if she cheated on me again it would put perhaps an irreperable dent in our relationship. There's a whole lot of trust that goes into a long distance relationship, and I think I'd become too suspicious and untrusting of her to continue on.
So yeah, hoping it works out, but I can see how it might not.
Aside from that though, the amount of time I interact with Kirby has been decreasing for a while, it went from every day to actually living together, to again just about every day, but then to a couple times a week, once a week or so, to now that I'm in friendswood every couple of weeks or even once a month optimisically speaking. There's also minimal non face to face interaction, we text daily, but it's usually a short conversation. Phone calls and skype are rare. At one point if I was gone we'd talk on the phone for hours on end. This no longer occurs.
Now, although our interaction time has decreased, our fighting has not. Usually around 5-10% of our interactions were fighting, which was fine when we were together all the time, now that we arent together as much it's kind of a bigger deal. I mean when youre constantly interacting with someone a negative word or two is bound to come out, when you arent interacting as much fighting is a more obvious problem. Ie there are flaws beyond just everyone is annoying after a while.
Absence also leads to jealousy, there are people she interacts with on a daily basis, I despise them for their privelage. Furthermore fuflilment of desires, we are both accustomed to daily sex, and adoration. People around us are much more equipped to provide that for the moment than we are. So, I am relying on her really think im superior/worth waiting for. She is relying on the same from me.
The final, and biggest issue is apathy. The more she's away the less I care. When were together all the time, mere hours apart was excruciating, I became accustomed to seeing her once a week, ill grow accustomed to seeing her once a month, etc. I certainly think about Kirby often enough, I just dont feel the pain of her absence as much.
It could either go one of three ways.
1. I do this personal training thing, get a job as a personal trainer in fort worth which makes plenty of money, I have a nice apartment, money to go out, and money to get a higher education.
Why this might not happen.
The program is six months, not even considering the very real possibility that I dont follow through with it, six months is a long time, and six months of minimal interaction is going to be tough on a relationship. In that time she and I will both get offers from other people to have immediate sex, attention, and adoration. It might be hard for either of us to keep our eye on the prize, and abstain from temptation.
2. I stop caring/find someone new/ move on.
Why this might not happen:
I actually think this one is fairly unlikely, I love Kirby a whole lot, and thinks she's superior to other girls ive met. Ive met other girls they arent as good as Kirby, and so I have an interest in sticking it out for her.
3. She stops caring/moves on/ etc.
Why this might not happen:
She seems to have a lot of feelings for me, and likely things im superior to a lot of guys as well. I think the more likely downfall is promiscuity, theres a chance that she'll in the process of waiting for me, cheat on me, with no intention of leaving me, just a one night stand while she waits sort of thing. I think if she cheated on me again it would put perhaps an irreperable dent in our relationship. There's a whole lot of trust that goes into a long distance relationship, and I think I'd become too suspicious and untrusting of her to continue on.
So yeah, hoping it works out, but I can see how it might not.
The Captain !PundosRBSM joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 2 minutes later[^] [v] #487,123
TL; DRAnonymous C joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 52 minutes later, 55 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #487,124
nobody cars
squeegee joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 1 hour later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #487,135
let me guess. you got addicted to meth, huh.
anyway, what's kirby's number?
anyway, what's kirby's number?
squeegee double-posted this 12 years ago, 2 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #487,136
ugh, damn it. i don't want kirby's number. i can't even troll effectively anymore. what's wrong with me?
Syntax joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 46 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #487,137
@previous (squeegee)
Go on get her phone number. You can role play postmortems Shrink.
@OP
> The final, and biggest issue is apathy
> Now, although our interaction time has decreased, our fighting has not.
> I think the more likely downfall is promiscuity
> I think if she cheated on me again
> I think I'd become too suspicious and untrusting of her to continue on.
postmortem have you taken any math courses.? If so you could add all this up.
Not only do you need to consider some therapy, you need to take a course in basic math and learn to add 2+2
When you come up with Fail then you can move on to another attempt and finding someone special.
Go on get her phone number. You can role play postmortems Shrink.
@OP
> The final, and biggest issue is apathy
> Now, although our interaction time has decreased, our fighting has not.
> I think the more likely downfall is promiscuity
> I think if she cheated on me again
> I think I'd become too suspicious and untrusting of her to continue on.
postmortem have you taken any math courses.? If so you could add all this up.
Not only do you need to consider some therapy, you need to take a course in basic math and learn to add 2+2
When you come up with Fail then you can move on to another attempt and finding someone special.
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Metæ joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 5 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #487,138
@OP
What does Michael Alig think of all this? I bet he knows how to handle Kirby...
What does Michael Alig think of all this? I bet he knows how to handle Kirby...
Syntax replied with this 12 years ago, 12 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #487,139
@previous (Metæ)If Eels were still out and about and he does show up at TC now and then. This is why we need Dr Roberts back. To give people like postmortem a place get head shrunk on internet.
Hummmmm I see Cathrine posting a few hours ago on his facebook page. And the Doctor replied today one hour later. This is a cartoon he just posted today.
postmortem get your ass over to Dr Roberts facebook page and have him discuss your current issues with him. Locate him as Shrink Dr. Robert Saltzman, Ph.D. and tell him I sent you over and say hi for me.
dw skg joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 5 minutes later, 4 hours after the original post[^] [v] #487,140
ok Elliott Rodger
Postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 1 hour later, 5 hours after the original post[^] [v] #487,143
@487,136 (squeegee)
Im sorry man.
@487,138 (Metæ)
I dont know, we havent been talking as frequently lately. I mean we still talk, but it's not the every day thing it was for a little bit. Ill ask him though, good idea.
@487,139 (Syntax)
Maybe
@previous (dw skg)
How could you even make that comparison?
Im sorry man.
@487,138 (Metæ)
I dont know, we havent been talking as frequently lately. I mean we still talk, but it's not the every day thing it was for a little bit. Ill ask him though, good idea.
@487,139 (Syntax)
Maybe
@previous (dw skg)
How could you even make that comparison?
squeegee replied with this 12 years ago, 7 hours later, 12 hours after the original post[^] [v] #487,160
Anonymous H joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 34 minutes later, 13 hours after the original post[^] [v] #487,162
Lets see a pic of this Kirby
cccuuunnttt joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 5 minutes later, 13 hours after the original post[^] [v] #487,163
Anonymous J joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 18 minutes later, 13 hours after the original post[^] [v] #487,166
I hope that postmortem's exploits get made into a movie.
I think that it would be a blockbuster.
I think that it would be a blockbuster.
Metæ replied with this 12 years ago, 31 minutes later, 13 hours after the original post[^] [v] #487,174
@OP
> I despise them for their privelage.
What kind? White, cis, male, hetero or able bodied? Don't leave us hanging!
> I despise them for their privelage.
What kind? White, cis, male, hetero or able bodied? Don't leave us hanging!
dw skg replied with this 12 years ago, 3 hours later, 17 hours after the original post[^] [v] #487,191
@487,143 (Postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
i make it because you are just as delusional and almost as creepy
and you do have the same... look
i make it because you are just as delusional and almost as creepy
and you do have the same... look
Postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 1 hour later, 18 hours after the original post[^] [v] #487,204
@487,174 (Metæ)
Oh, cis able-bodied hetero for sure! They are scum!
@previous (dw skg)
Thats a tad bit hyperbolic dont you think? Elliot Rodgers wanted to eliminate sex from the planet, and thought of himself as "divine". I have an inflated ego, and a sense of enitlement sure, but I dont think it goes above typical narcissist levels. Could I kill without remorse? Yeah, definitely. Am I killing anyone? No, no I'm not. Do you see the distinction there?
Besides, as far as sex goes, I'm arguably successful. Ive had sex, and have sex, ive had more than one girl fall in love with me. Am I knee deep... in pussy? No, but I am able to attract, date, and bed what I think are good looking girls.
I will say that I think Elliot and I have some similar mannerisms, but thats about it.
Oh, cis able-bodied hetero for sure! They are scum!
@previous (dw skg)
Thats a tad bit hyperbolic dont you think? Elliot Rodgers wanted to eliminate sex from the planet, and thought of himself as "divine". I have an inflated ego, and a sense of enitlement sure, but I dont think it goes above typical narcissist levels. Could I kill without remorse? Yeah, definitely. Am I killing anyone? No, no I'm not. Do you see the distinction there?
Besides, as far as sex goes, I'm arguably successful. Ive had sex, and have sex, ive had more than one girl fall in love with me. Am I knee deep... in pussy? No, but I am able to attract, date, and bed what I think are good looking girls.
I will say that I think Elliot and I have some similar mannerisms, but thats about it.
Syntax replied with this 12 years ago, 36 minutes later, 19 hours after the original post[^] [v] #487,213
@previous (Postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
> I will say that I think Elliot and I have some similar mannerisms,
You noticed that yet it does not bother you?
> I will say that I think Elliot and I have some similar mannerisms,
You noticed that yet it does not bother you?
Handel !XFpaTU3A5E joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 1 hour later, 21 hours after the original post[^] [v] #487,234
She's cheating on you.
She'll sting you along for another few months and drop you when you're more hassle than your worth.
Your relationship has moved on from the honeymoon phase.
You're finally realising that there is no long compatibility between you.
Are you so socially handicapped that you don't get this?
She'll sting you along for another few months and drop you when you're more hassle than your worth.
Your relationship has moved on from the honeymoon phase.
You're finally realising that there is no long compatibility between you.
Are you so socially handicapped that you don't get this?
Anonymous H replied with this 12 years ago, 4 hours later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #487,269
squeegee replied with this 12 years ago, 7 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #487,271
Syntax replied with this 12 years ago, 2 hours later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #487,300
@487,269 (H)
http://minichan.org/search?search_for=both&topic_headline=&message_body=Photo+of+kirby&author_name=postmortem&date_after=&date_before=&sort_by=age
Down memory postmortem lane and you can find photo of kirby there.
http://minichan.org/search?search_for=both&topic_headline=&message_body=Photo+of+kirby&author_name=postmortem&date_after=&date_before=&sort_by=age
Down memory postmortem lane and you can find photo of kirby there.