Topic: kirby absent, michael alig, friendswood
Postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ started this discussion 12 years ago #35,086
So, Kirby's been busy lately, and I dont know if absence grows fondness, contempt, or indifference, so thats concerning, she told me once that she's date me even if she didnt like me, and that she'd just spend less time with me, so that sticks in my head, but she claims shes not happy about our time apart and texts me every day and tries to visit me at work and such, so thats cool.
Michael Alig hasnt really gone much further, conversations go between kind of personal to just interview/interviewee dynamic. Sometimes ill get a full conversation in an hour othertimes ill wait a day and a half to get a simple response. I guess he has a life to attend to, but getting to real personal friendship is going to take a lot more work. I dont think im failing ive just reached a road block. I say itll take 3 months to get on phone terms, and a year to get on meet-up terms, that being expediated if my parties somehow are very successful.
Im going down to friendswood tomorrow, Jenny's taking me the bus stop, she's the girl next door who's boyfriend is a good friend of mine, but there's still subtle flirtation between the two of us, their relationship is apparently on the verge of collapse, and I fear her clinging to me as a reaction to that. I have too much at stake to ever do anything with her.
Im going to see my aunt, the reality show film camera person, and I'm also going to see Christina, a girl I had a crush on for the longest time, but finally let go of. Though I still feel a certain connection with every time I talk to her. She has a weird place of being inbetween friend, and possible lover. Like it's constitently in that "wow we are really hitting off" phase. It's hard to explain. I open up to her like I would a significant other, but have never so much as attempted anything sexual with her, nor will I ever, if not simply because I like her role as it is.
I still occasionally get the 'maybe I should talk to Lexi' urge, but never do because I think it would not only be inappropriate, but stupid. There's nothing there of value, only a style I enjoy, but not a substance I enjoy or even pity any more.
Kirby is still superior to all, though shes so fucking popular everywhere she goes that I sometimes feel like im just lucky as fuck, it's a weird mix of bad and good being with the girl that everyone wants.
Thats all.
Michael Alig hasnt really gone much further, conversations go between kind of personal to just interview/interviewee dynamic. Sometimes ill get a full conversation in an hour othertimes ill wait a day and a half to get a simple response. I guess he has a life to attend to, but getting to real personal friendship is going to take a lot more work. I dont think im failing ive just reached a road block. I say itll take 3 months to get on phone terms, and a year to get on meet-up terms, that being expediated if my parties somehow are very successful.
Im going down to friendswood tomorrow, Jenny's taking me the bus stop, she's the girl next door who's boyfriend is a good friend of mine, but there's still subtle flirtation between the two of us, their relationship is apparently on the verge of collapse, and I fear her clinging to me as a reaction to that. I have too much at stake to ever do anything with her.
Im going to see my aunt, the reality show film camera person, and I'm also going to see Christina, a girl I had a crush on for the longest time, but finally let go of. Though I still feel a certain connection with every time I talk to her. She has a weird place of being inbetween friend, and possible lover. Like it's constitently in that "wow we are really hitting off" phase. It's hard to explain. I open up to her like I would a significant other, but have never so much as attempted anything sexual with her, nor will I ever, if not simply because I like her role as it is.
I still occasionally get the 'maybe I should talk to Lexi' urge, but never do because I think it would not only be inappropriate, but stupid. There's nothing there of value, only a style I enjoy, but not a substance I enjoy or even pity any more.
Kirby is still superior to all, though shes so fucking popular everywhere she goes that I sometimes feel like im just lucky as fuck, it's a weird mix of bad and good being with the girl that everyone wants.
Thats all.
JesusKun !S62Cksi7/k joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 3 minutes later[^] [v] #483,212
lol shit dude keep your list of people you'd fuck to yourself man.
Postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 2 minutes later, 5 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #483,213
@previous (JesusKun !S62Cksi7/k)
My list is of one person I was fucking,one im currently fucking, one that seems to want to fuck me, and one thats just weird and ambiguous, and could see drunkenly making out with maybe. Actually I could see drunkenly making out with just about anyone so that doesnt count.
My list is of one person I was fucking,one im currently fucking, one that seems to want to fuck me, and one thats just weird and ambiguous, and could see drunkenly making out with maybe. Actually I could see drunkenly making out with just about anyone so that doesnt count.
dead dw !jdTkvovFCQ joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 50 minutes later, 55 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #483,220
who the fuck is Michael Alug???
Postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 17 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #483,221
dead dw !jdTkvovFCQ replied with this 12 years ago, 2 hours later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #483,244
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Anonymous E joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 1 hour later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #483,249
kill yourself
Anonymous F joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 1 hour later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #483,258
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Postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 1 hour later, 10 hours after the original post[^] [v] #483,277
@483,244 (dead dw !jdTkvovFCQ)
Eh, really big in the late 80's early 90's club scene, created the "club kids" movement which was known for elaborate theme parties, costumes, and hard drug use. Especially ketamine. Eventually ended up killing a drug dealer named Angel, after a 4 night drug binge. Spent 17 years in prison, is now out.
Eh, really big in the late 80's early 90's club scene, created the "club kids" movement which was known for elaborate theme parties, costumes, and hard drug use. Especially ketamine. Eventually ended up killing a drug dealer named Angel, after a 4 night drug binge. Spent 17 years in prison, is now out.
Anonymous H joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 3 minutes later, 10 hours after the original post[^] [v] #483,280
Is the biggest thing in your life right now writing that loser and worrying about your meth head absent girlfriend? In Texas? A year ago you were in California dating a nice girl bragging about job prospects and now you can't even hold a conversation with a fucked up overblown attention grabbing ex con. And doing meth. Nooiiccee
Postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 38 minutes later, 11 hours after the original post[^] [v] #483,285
@previous (H)
What? I wasn't in california since I was like 11. That job prospect is still on the table, I just need to get back into school, which I'm doing in the fall. I have everything set up to do so. Life is just having a trashy month or so detour. Also I have high hopes for my party business, I already have investors and such.
What? I wasn't in california since I was like 11. That job prospect is still on the table, I just need to get back into school, which I'm doing in the fall. I have everything set up to do so. Life is just having a trashy month or so detour. Also I have high hopes for my party business, I already have investors and such.
Anonymous H replied with this 12 years ago, 31 minutes later, 11 hours after the original post[^] [v] #483,289
Postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 4 minutes later, 12 hours after the original post[^] [v] #483,290
@previous (H)
Oh yeah, im planning on throwing parties for profit. A few small ones first then a big 300 person once things get rolling. (Dont even honestly expect to make much profit off the small ones,they're just to build reputation.)EEventually take that to no-cost-to-me hired by clubs, and venues parties. I have a few people whoare throwing money and contacts at me. So hopefully it'll work out.
Oh yeah, im planning on throwing parties for profit. A few small ones first then a big 300 person once things get rolling. (Dont even honestly expect to make much profit off the small ones,they're just to build reputation.)EEventually take that to no-cost-to-me hired by clubs, and venues parties. I have a few people whoare throwing money and contacts at me. So hopefully it'll work out.
Anonymous H replied with this 12 years ago, 1 minute later, 12 hours after the original post[^] [v] #483,291
@previous (Postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
It won't every nasty druggy kid tries to start his own event... Organizing... Venture
It won't every nasty druggy kid tries to start his own event... Organizing... Venture
Postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 13 minutes later, 12 hours after the original post[^] [v] #483,293
@previous (H)
I also plan on going to college! Yeah, but someone has to be successful, why not me? I mean ive seen plenty of druggies make okay money at it, actually. Yeah every club rat and their grandmother wants to be a promoter or aDJ, but there are actually DJ's and promoters.
I also plan on going to college! Yeah, but someone has to be successful, why not me? I mean ive seen plenty of druggies make okay money at it, actually. Yeah every club rat and their grandmother wants to be a promoter or aDJ, but there are actually DJ's and promoters.
Syntax joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 6 minutes later, 12 hours after the original post[^] [v] #483,294
@OP> Kirby...she told me once that she's date me even if she didnt like me,
> Kirby is still superior to all
> I should talk to Lexi' urge...There's nothing there of value
> Jenny's she's the girl next door... flirtation between the two of us
> also going to see Christina, a girl I had a crush on for the longest time
> Kirby is still superior to all
> kirby came knocking on my door in the middle of me sleeping, she then makes the suggestion that she might shoot up meth, and or manufacture and sell meth.
> Kirby is still superior to all
> kirby came knocking on my door in the middle of me sleeping, she then makes the suggestion that she might shoot up meth, and or manufacture and sell meth.
> Kirby is still superior to all
> Kirby is still superior to all
Pardon the do loop.
We should hand this one over to Cathy or r04r to rite a program so we can see how this script will play out.
Venn diagram n probability theory might help postmortem, live future life with more then just a roll of the dice.
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beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 2 hours later, 15 hours after the original post[^] [v] #483,305
@483,293 (Postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
> Yeah, but someone has to be successful, why not me?
Because you're an idiot?
What "college" is willing to take you at this point?
> Yeah, but someone has to be successful, why not me?
Because you're an idiot?
What "college" is willing to take you at this point?
Anonymous K joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 40 minutes later, 15 hours after the original post[^] [v] #483,310
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@483,305 (beckyderp !8ElfFaoFao)
He's fielding offers from University of Phoenix, ITT Technical Institute, and De Vry.
He's fielding offers from University of Phoenix, ITT Technical Institute, and De Vry.
Anonymous O joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 1 hour later, 19 hours after the original post[^] [v] #483,326
FUCK OFF NOBODY GIVES A SHIT
Anonymous P joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 1 hour later, 20 hours after the original post[^] [v] #483,334
@483,290 (Postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+)
> whoare
That's a jab at me, ain't it? Fuck you Red Cream. FUCK YOU.
> whoare
That's a jab at me, ain't it? Fuck you Red Cream. FUCK YOU.