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Topic: Would like some input regarding my sister and I. FUCK Anontalk
Anonymous A started this discussion 15 years ago#3,488
I'm so done with Anontalk. I'm glad I found this other site. That Kimmo fag is such a dipshit grammar nazi.
Okay here is the story. I used to molest my sister when she was around 6 and I was about 11. At first it started with looking and touching and she liked it. We did that for a good amount of time until my sister and younger brother got caught. From then on my sister didn't want to play around anymore, but I did and I would force her sometimes. By this time I was eating her our most of the time. Most of the times she didn't want to and didn't enjoy it, but there were times when she clearly enjoyed it.
We never actually had sex but came pretty close. When she was about 10 and I was 15 my mom took my brother to the doctor and we were home alone. We were watching a cartoon while laying on my parent's bed. She was laying on her stomach in front of me and was wearing shorts. I was wearing my sleep clothes and was getting hard by looking at her panties showing through the shorts. I grabbed her ankle and spread her legs so I could see her panties more. She turned around and grabbed my hard cock and told me to let go of her ankle. I said no and she gripped harder. I can't remember what happened but it lead to us getting naked. We were so ignorant about sex that we thought any girl at any age could get pregnant. So she and I went to the kitchen and she grabbed a plastic baggy. I wanted her to suck my cock but didn't like the way my cock tasted. I put the plastic baggy and had her suck me a little bit. Her mouth was little and I was big at that age. I ate her out a little bit, but then I had her on her knees leaning by the side of the bed. I was trying to put my cock inside her ass but was impossible. I just humped between her ass cheeks. I grabbed her inner thigh as I was humping her ass and noticed she was leaking a lot. I thought she had urinated since the liquid was dripping by the side of the leg. I didn't know that girls at that age got wet and she got really wet. I rubbed the tip of my cock on her pussy while she was on that position. I tried to use some of the wetness to put my cock in her ass but was still not possible. I then just rubbed my cock on her pussy and in no time I came hard. It was a very strong orgasm. I had such a euphoria. I got up and my legs were shaking and got weak in the knees. My heart was beating hard and felt butterflies in my stomach because of the excitement.
I laid down on the carpet and told her to squat down to my cock. She tried to make my cock go into her ass. This time it wasn't as if I wanted to fuck her, but she seemed to want to take it up the ass. I had her lay down on the carpet and I would rub my cock in between her pussy lips. There was a point when she grabbed my cock and moved it lower to her pussy hole. I wasn't interested in taking her virginity and kept rubbing my cock on her pussy. We stopped as I was too paranoid of my mom arriving and finding us like that. After that we had only done a couple of stuff more but she didn't seem too interested. The last time I did something with her was when I was 18 and she was 13. I ate her pussy but that was it. I am now 30 and she is 25. Since I moved out at 18 my sister and I have rarely spoken. We never really had much of a sibling relationship. Throughout that time that we didn't see each other much she got anorexia, and became very rebellious. I have moved back with my parents after losing my job, and have started hanging out with my sister more than I have done in the past 12 years. She has calmed down with her attitude, but she is very sexual. She likes to have a couple of guys on the side for her sexual pleasure only. She is not interested in relationships at the moment (she was in a very long relationship). There have been times when I would drive her to a guy's place so she could get fucked and I would pick her up when she was done.
I have to admit that the way she is turns me on. She is fairly attractive, but it's her sexual attitude that turns me on. That and the fact that we used to do stuff together but never got around to having sex. I have wanted to talk to her about our past and apologize for being such an asshole. I didn't just abuse her sexually. I would insult her, hit her, burn her dolls, and torture her emotionally and mentally with threats. I did a big number on her and sometimes feel very awful for how I treated her. I was pretty fucked up myself. Basically I had the traits of a psychotic teenager. I burned stuff, hurt animals, cut and hit myself, molested other girls, bullied my brother, and much more. I had major breakthrough with my attitude about 2 years ago. I began to feel more empathic and for the first time I started feeling remorse for the things I have done in my life, and let me tell you I have done a lot of bad stuff.
My sister doesn't seem to be angry at me for what I did to her. Although I'm pretty sure she has some repressed resentment towards me. She is a Psychology major and I figured she has come to terms with the abuse that I put her through. She also notices that I have changed a lot and perhaps even senses my guilt. However there was one thing that she said in front of me while she was talking with a guy at a bar that did hurt. She said that it was very likely that we were never going to see each other anymore when we get old. It hurt because it was true. We never really had a close relationship, and I barely see her as a sister. I do care for her and I would help her out as much as I could because she is my family, but I'm a very detached person even from my family. I'm the type of person that likes solitude a little too much, and I'm still an asshole but only a fraction of how I used to be.
She talks to me about guys and what her and her friend did on the weekend. She doesn't get graphic but confides with me with many things. She is a very open minded woman and very liberal. Since I don't see her much as a sister and don't really have that much of a relationship I thought maybe we could have a fling. But I'm not sure if that would be a possibility since I still don't know how she feels about me and our past. I told her that I wanted to fuck one of her friends and she got upset but only momentarily. I had wondered why she had that reaction. I want to know if there are men or women that have had a situation such as the one me and my sister have. I want to know from women how they feel about their brothers after having been put through that kind of abuse. Sometimes I think that she might have some sort of big brother fetish since she likes older guys that have authority, but then again it may be all in my head. I'm the kind of guy that says "Fuck the law", but she literally does it.
Any input? Criticism aside as I really don't give a fuck. I'm fucked in the head and could care less what you think of me as I am pretty much jaded to criticism from most people. All I want to know is how my sister might be feeling about me. I am thinking of talking to her about our past but the moment is not right at this time, and to be honest the only thing that I really am scared of is hearing this from her.
Anonymous B joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 9 minutes later[^][v]#63,069
> I could care less
I don't believe you.
Anonymous B double-posted this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 11 minutes after the original post[^][v]#63,070
TL;DR: You do a lot of stupid shit when you're 11, and even more when you're six.
Unintentional Jackass !LASXURl1b6 joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 8 minutes later, 19 minutes after the original post[^][v]#63,074
I don't blame you for your childhood incest, as you didn't know it was wrong (at first, you're a sick fuck from the first time you forced her) and you were just exploring your sexuality. You should not pursue a relationship with her. She views you as a family member (yes, even if you don't) or a close friend, at least to be so confidant in you, and you will ruin that relationship if you pursue a more physically intimate one.
TL;DR, don't do it, that's sick.
totoforhire !!pNz4kjfeW joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 23 minutes after the original post[^][v]#63,076
@previous (Unintentional Jackass !LASXURl1b6)
Read to the end. He's disgusting.
psychopath !PAHVpsycho joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 5 minutes later, 28 minutes after the original post[^][v]#63,077
Nice fanfic you got there.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 33 minutes after the original post[^][v]#63,078
I can assure you, it is not fanfic. And yes I am disgusting.
psychopath !PAHVpsycho replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 35 minutes after the original post[^][v]#63,080
@previous (A)
Sure you are. You keep believing that. Pics or it didn't happen.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 37 minutes after the original post[^][v]#63,082
She was 10 when we did that. I began abusing her since she was 6 and stopped when she was 13.
Nyarth replied with this 15 years ago, 19 seconds later, 55 minutes after the original post[^][v]#63,097
@63,093 (A)
What does that have to do with contradicting yourself?
> When she was about 10 and I was 15 my mom took my brother to the doctor and we were home alone. > We were so ignorant about sex that we thought any girl at any age could get pregnant. > So she and I went to the kitchen and she grabbed a plastic baggy.
Pretty sure you get taught basic sexual education by the age of 15...
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 57 minutes after the original post[^][v]#63,100
Nyarth replied with this 15 years ago, 5 seconds later, 59 minutes after the original post[^][v]#63,104
@63,100 (A)
Oh don't give me that shit. I dropped out of high school with straight up F's. I learned this stuff when I was in grade 5. More details in grade 7 and 8.
(Edited 36 seconds later.)
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#63,105
How would you know that she didn't try to put my cock into her ass? That's what happened. Shit like that happens believe it or not. Perhaps you wouldn't know because you probably never had a sexual experience with a child before.
What I want to know is how do women who were abused by their brother feel about them. I have searched the Internet about this and the women hated their brother to the point of not talking or wanting to see them. What confuses me is that she doesn't act in that way and she seems to want to hang out with me and talk to me.
(Edited 5 minutes later.)
Anonymous J joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 24 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#63,117
@63,085 (Homestar !RUNNERV7vk) > Your grammar IS pretty bad. People really need to learn that the expression is "couldn't care less" and not "could care less".
This.
Nyarth replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#63,119
@63,111 (A)
Well no shit they hate their brothers. It's pretty obvious they would. Too bad you're an obvious troll.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 6 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#63,120
jump !VIfloDyEYo joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#63,122
@63,076 (totoforhire !!pNz4kjfeW)
This is just his fantasy.
I knew a girl who's brother molested her around the same ages. He was a creepy creepy fucker and never got over his attraction for her.
He exposed himself in a park or something later on.
Unintentional Jackass !LASXURl1b6 replied with this 15 years ago, 30 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^][v]#63,126
@63,076 (totoforhire !!pNz4kjfeW)
I have to scroll down just to see it all; I really couldn't be bothered. Skimmed it properly, though.
I read a lot of fiction, and this is formatted in exactly the same way. Incredible bias toward the main character, no conflict, and excruciating detail on the sex scenes.
(Edited 2 minutes later.)
Anonymous I replied with this 15 years ago, 59 seconds later, 2 hours after the original post[^][v]#63,127
@63,120 (A)
Find somewhere else to bitch about anontalk. We don!t care.
Anonymous L joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 17 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^][v]#63,131
Homestar !RUNNERV7vk replied with this 15 years ago, 7 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^][v]#63,133
@OP
I don't think posts like yours are really welcome here. MC has been rather tolerant of people like myself and Jump who have admitted to having problems with pedophilia, but your post reads like a porn story you are boasting about. If you legitimately are concerned for your sister and how she feels, you wouldn't tell your story in such depraved detail, using the words you've used.
So you're either a troll, or you somehow got the idea it's okay to post such things here... which I'm pretty sure it isn't. Either way, if I was a mod here this thread wouldn't have lasted 2 minutes.
Unintentional Jackass !LASXURl1b6 replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^][v]#63,134
@previous (Homestar !RUNNERV7vk)
Homestar for mod 2011 Summer version~ (not really) (no offense, you seem cool, but I think that we have enough mods)
Nega !34Kas0OdzM joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 28 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^][v]#63,139
Did I perchance wander onto /elit/?
Sorry bud, but you still have a long journey ahead of you before you can become the next Fantasia/Spirit of Radio/aplgirl lulz.
Anonymous I replied with this 15 years ago, 26 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^][v]#63,152
jump !VIfloDyEYo replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 7 hours after the original post[^][v]#63,278
@63,266 (totoforhire !!pNz4kjfeW)
Did you read the work of fiction I wrote on tiny chan where a guy chased s girl into a bathroom to rape her and she turns out to be a vampire?
I was really high that day. I wish I had saved it.
totoforhire !!pNz4kjfeW replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 7 hours after the original post[^][v]#63,280
@previous (jump !VIfloDyEYo)
I didn't, but I wish that I had. What did you think of the movie "Hard Candy"?
jump !VIfloDyEYo replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 7 hours after the original post[^][v]#63,282
@previous (totoforhire !!pNz4kjfeW)
She would've just been another victim to me.
I kept pointing out to my friend mistakes the guy made.
totoforhire !!pNz4kjfeW replied with this 15 years ago, 26 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^][v]#63,293
@previous (jump !VIfloDyEYo)
He really did! How can someone be so incompetent that they can't successfully kill a child?
The Owl !yshAAUvyds joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 20 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[^][v]#63,302
> Okay here is the story. I used to molest my sister
Stopped reading there.
Anonymous O replied with this 15 years ago, 35 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[^][v]#63,314
@63,280 (totoforhire !!pNz4kjfeW)
I fucking love that film.
I downloaded it again recently -- might watch it tonight.
Thanks buspuppie!
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[^][v]#63,318
Whatever, I guess its better that you people think that it was all fiction.
totoforhire !!pNz4kjfeW replied with this 15 years ago, 11 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[^][v]#63,334
@63,314 (O)
I'm downloading Dogville and I'm about to DL Hard Candy right now
Anonymous R joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 hour later, 10 hours after the original post[^][v]#63,379