Topic: You want the truth.

Green started this discussion 12 years ago #33,805

The truth is that I am pathetic loser. I'm an alcoholic that drinks heavily and now I smoke too. 2 years I had it fucking all. A smoking hot girlfriend; I could even drink and play vidya and chill. Now I am just a fucking broken man. I used to wear tracksuit bottoms, a battered leather jacket and be 18 stone (240ish lbs) and had a girlfriend. Now I'm about 170lbs, trying to diet ao exercise, look good, but it's not fucking working. I thought smoking would help socialising. I've lost many of the friends I talked to; Leo turned out to be a twat. Henn has gone. Harleen hates my guts. Whatever. I'm just a pathetic cunt and you should just ridicule me. Past Green has won.

TTEH !JXsxEkDBLs joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 2 minutes later[^] [v] #467,186

Stop drinking, get a job, and I doubt Harleen hates anyone let alone you. Henn is not gone btw. And I still like you. :(

dw ltd llc joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 48 seconds later, 3 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #467,187

go to church son

Green (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 4 minutes later, 7 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #467,190

@467,186 (TTEH !JXsxEkDBLs)
No one likes me and I'll make damn sure of it.

Green (OP) double-posted this 12 years ago, 45 seconds later, 8 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #467,191

@467,187 (dw ltd llc)
Fuck religion.

dw !jdTkvovFCQ joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 5 minutes later, 14 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #467,192

i cant handle the truth

dw ltd llc replied with this 12 years ago, 4 minutes later, 18 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #467,193

@previous (dw !jdTkvovFCQ)
thats what i was gonna say

Green (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 1 minute later, 20 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #467,194

@467,192 (dw !jdTkvovFCQ)
I really wish you weren't influenced by my posts. I know you look up to me as a hero, but you shouldn't. I am a loser. When you turn 18, I don't want you to imitate me.

Green (OP) double-posted this 12 years ago, 23 minutes later, 43 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #467,196

@467,186 (TTEH !JXsxEkDBLs)
Harleen and Becky both hate me. They don't talk to me on google talk anymore :( all I need is a friend.

Ash !bbKEtchUp. joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 49 seconds later, 44 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #467,197

@previous (Green)

you used to text me but then you stopped sadfaec

dw ltd llc replied with this 12 years ago, 34 seconds later, 45 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #467,198

@467,194 (Green)
didn't he just turn 19

Green (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 6 minutes later, 52 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #467,199

@467,197 (Ash !bbKEtchUp.)
You called me a twat for ruining your cookery course of something.

TTEH !JXsxEkDBLs replied with this 12 years ago, 6 minutes later, 58 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #467,200

@previous (Green)
whats your number

do you have a new one

Ash !bbKEtchUp. replied with this 12 years ago, 8 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #467,204

@467,199 (Green)

you were texting gibberish it was annoying sorry

dw !jdTkvovFCQ replied with this 12 years ago, 4 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #467,206

@467,194 (Green)
lol

Green (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 12 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #467,208

@previous (dw !jdTkvovFCQ)
Top kek.

Green (OP) double-posted this 12 years ago, 26 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #467,209

@467,204 (Ash !bbKEtchUp.)
It was texts of utmost importance.

Harley !Quinn7Dxrw joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 1 hour later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #467,217

@OP

I don't hate you. We have had a lot of drama and deaths in our lives. I haven't been on a lot. I am sorry. Even now we are facing someone very dear to us dying very soon.

Green (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 7 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #467,218

@previous (Harley !Quinn7Dxrw)
Oh craps. I am so sorry :( that is really terrible to hear. Sorry about nagging you to come onto msn or whatever. I don't know what to say. Sorry for being self-centred. I really hope you pull through this (I genuinely care about you).

Harley !Quinn7Dxrw replied with this 12 years ago, 7 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #467,219

@previous (Green)
Its fine dear, I know you do. I care about you too. Life is just butts

Green (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 7 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #467,220

@previous (Harley !Quinn7Dxrw)
I love you so much. You're like a big (e)sister to me :)

Killer Lettuce !!iNo3FkiZx joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 6 hours later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #467,257

@467,194 (Green)
lol'd

Green (OP) replied with this 12 years ago, 1 hour later, 10 hours after the original post[^] [v] #467,273

I'm going to buy a butt plug instead of alcohol. Do Tesco sell butt plugs?

Killer Lettuce !!iNo3FkiZx replied with this 12 years ago, 49 minutes later, 11 hours after the original post[^] [v] #467,280

@previous (Green)
yeah

Anonymous H joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 1 hour later, 13 hours after the original post[^] [v] #467,299

@467,273 (Green)
Tesco Value butt plugs. Also pick up some Tesco Value lube, and a Tesco Value paper bag to carry it home in.

dw ltd joined in and replied with this 12 years ago, 7 hours later, 20 hours after the original post[^] [v] #467,328

@467,273 (Green)
use a pacifier

green his butt plugged :')

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