@OP
Please don't take this the wrong way, but I think your earlier photography was more inspired.
In your first defecation face photo, the lighting is crisp and clear, with you staring right into the camera, right into the viewer's eyes. In the present photo, the motion blur makes eye contact impossible, giving the picture an evasive, nervous, and distant quality. In the earlier photo you're holding a hammer, suggesting (de)construction or perhaps violence but the hammer is also held off to the side, suggesting confidence and relaxation despite sharing such an intimate and private moment with the viewer.
Also, compare your pose between the two pictures: in the earlier photo, you lean forward, but not aggressively so. The posture is almost like that of a close friend leaning in to share something in confidence. In the newer photo you are scared, angry, leaning in to the viewer with veins bulging and a clenched fist. Overall, this new photo is off-putting and is too nervous and violent for me. I much prefer your earlier art. Thanks.
(Edited 2 minutes later.)