> I'm listening to angsty middle-school music because ambient wasn't helping.
Wrong kind of music. You need music that releases different brain chemicals. Hard rock and heavy metal work pretty well for that. Five Finger Death Punch has a single out now called Lift Me Up which does it for me. Not because FFDP is any good, I normally don't like their stuff, but because it features Rob Halford. He makes some pretty lame songs awesome.
Anything that mimics primal music types with some sort of primitive repeated drum rhythm as the primary part of the music should do the same thing, but I haven't seen real research reports on anything othef than metal.
Triptych !IupsXZPnnU (OP) replied with this 13 years ago, 14 minutes later, 40 minutes after the original post[^][v]#432,889
Anonymous G joined in and replied with this 13 years ago, 8 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#432,912
OP, I completely understand where you're coming from, but if you want to get better you have to go to that appointment. Consider that you decide to cancel it, think about how shitty you'll feel for flaking, and then if you reschedule, you're just going to go through the torture of dreading it all over again. Just go. It's going to suck, but if you want to get better you have to start taking the steps necessary to get there, and one of those steps includes leaving your comfort zone. Best of luck.
Triptych !IupsXZPnnU (OP) replied with this 13 years ago, 1 hour later, 2 hours after the original post[^][v]#432,922
@previous (G)
You're completely right. It's only worth it if they give me pills, counselling isn't much of an option right now. They're really busy so hopefully they will.
Killer Lettuce !!iNo3FkiZx joined in and replied with this 13 years ago, 1 hour later, 3 hours after the original post[^][v]#432,928
@432,896 (C) > Aphex Twin
A famous Cornish person!
Anonymous G replied with this 13 years ago, 2 hours later, 5 hours after the original post[^][v]#432,966
@432,922 (Triptych !IupsXZPnnU)
Sucks that counselling isn't an option. I feel pills are not the way to go for social anxiety, at least they weren't for me. My therapist used a hands on approach centered around taking baby steps to resolve my issues, and it worked very well for me. I wish you could do the same. :/
squeegee joined in and replied with this 13 years ago, 19 minutes later, 5 hours after the original post[^][v]#432,971